FearLess 💪 ⭐Live from the garden 😺 vulnerability - closing loops_ FearLess Revelations eps 8 vol 2.5-এর সম্পূর্ণ প্রতিলিপি

just knocked it out. 37 00:02:48.759 --> 00:02:50.840 But I left it out. I never got it fixed 38 00:02:52.520 --> 00:02:56.599 because I thought it was funny, all right, and then uh, 39 00:02:58.800 --> 00:03:01.199 I knocked this one out and it's not so funny 40 00:03:01.240 --> 00:03:09.800 no more so. Right after the talk we had that 41 00:03:09.879 --> 00:03:12.919 I had the other night that was pretty crazy for me. Wow, 42 00:03:12.960 --> 00:03:16.639 they're literally flying right over our heads. Jeez, I was 43 00:03:16.680 --> 00:03:19.599 not expecting this. Who are you guys looking for? Hey, 44 00:03:19.599 --> 00:03:25.240 you can't see me, all right, So I'm glad everyone's 45 00:03:25.280 --> 00:03:29.840 here by the way. Greetings everyone, greetings, greetings, doing greetings. Yeah, 46 00:03:29.879 --> 00:03:32.120 the helicopters, they're flying right over our heads. I don't 47 00:03:32.159 --> 00:03:34.400 know what's going on. I'll take you out here this year. 48 00:03:34.400 --> 00:03:41.360 What the hell's happening? They're right over Yeah, it sounds 49 00:03:41.360 --> 00:03:47.479 like they're circling. You'll come in of you anyway. So 50 00:03:47.560 --> 00:03:49.360 it's a bronx. There's always shit happen. And this is 51 00:03:49.360 --> 00:03:53.240 what I mean by being interrupted about every frequency in 52 00:03:53.280 --> 00:03:56.039 the world is just attacking you at once, right, So 53 00:03:57.159 --> 00:04:00.680 while we're trying to upgrade and deal with shit and 54 00:04:00.840 --> 00:04:07.319 go through stuff together and figure it out, infinite interruptions 55 00:04:07.680 --> 00:04:14.319 because no one wants to. Really, the universe is a test. Wait, 56 00:04:15.280 --> 00:04:18.480 hope that mister Softy doesn't show up. And it was 57 00:04:18.519 --> 00:04:21.040 exactly what I was talking about the other night, except 58 00:04:21.040 --> 00:04:27.560 now there's a helicopter today instead of airplanes. So anyway, 59 00:04:28.000 --> 00:04:31.360 I agreeed every one of you that is dealing with 60 00:04:31.399 --> 00:04:34.680 whatever it is you're dealing with, So the vulnerability factor, 61 00:04:34.839 --> 00:04:37.759 so you all know what I'm trying to accomplish and 62 00:04:38.519 --> 00:04:41.040 get back, just trying to get back into it, and 63 00:04:41.120 --> 00:04:43.639 YouTube's forcing me into a weird position of having a 64 00:04:43.720 --> 00:04:46.519 post like all the time, so it to make when 65 00:04:46.560 --> 00:04:48.319 it's like a job, I don't want to do it. 66 00:04:48.360 --> 00:04:51.959 But then something happened to me in that flip around 67 00:04:51.959 --> 00:04:55.720 and that first I'm back. I was like, nah, man, 68 00:04:56.680 --> 00:04:58.600 we're going to share some stuff together. That's going to 69 00:04:58.639 --> 00:05:02.079 be a little crazier. So it's like deeper versions of 70 00:05:02.120 --> 00:05:08.240 the same shit because it's going it's going to happen. 71 00:05:08.399 --> 00:05:11.800 I'm hearing. So I was listening earlier to one of 72 00:05:11.839 --> 00:05:17.839 those GFL station. My YouTube's on constant play, so it 73 00:05:17.920 --> 00:05:25.959 was just playing like Galactic Federation stuff and whatever. I 74 00:05:26.000 --> 00:05:28.759 was just listening to it to see like what they're saying. 75 00:05:28.879 --> 00:05:32.040 I was like, I wonder what these people are talking about. 76 00:05:32.680 --> 00:05:35.319 And it was my talk from the other night pretty much, 77 00:05:35.680 --> 00:05:40.959 but summed up way better. Right on how you know 78 00:05:40.959 --> 00:05:44.759 you're trying to help you love ones, or you know 79 00:05:44.839 --> 00:05:46.600 the people that are close with you and they give 80 00:05:46.639 --> 00:05:49.000 you the most resistance and it's really difficult to deal 81 00:05:49.040 --> 00:05:53.279 with them, and it's almost like I can't feel sorry anymore, 82 00:05:53.279 --> 00:05:54.839 and I can't do this and I can't do that. 83 00:05:54.920 --> 00:05:57.519 Like you start to have this energetic pull in a 84 00:05:57.560 --> 00:06:00.839 different direction, so you feel like you're falling out of 85 00:06:00.879 --> 00:06:04.720 love or something like that, or just out, but you're not. 86 00:06:04.879 --> 00:06:09.279 You're just trading frequency, that's all. You're just so there. 87 00:06:09.480 --> 00:06:12.319 They have to be in their frequency. So you holding 88 00:06:13.000 --> 00:06:16.240 that rope into the frequency that connects you to the 89 00:06:16.360 --> 00:06:20.639 people that you have, whatever said things that you're separating with, 90 00:06:22.199 --> 00:06:29.839 you have to start letting that go because love would 91 00:06:29.879 --> 00:06:32.480 be letting go of that, not holding on to it, 92 00:06:33.399 --> 00:06:37.040 being selfish. So the other person can't complete their training 93 00:06:37.079 --> 00:06:38.920 and their paths and to wake up and then have 94 00:06:38.959 --> 00:06:42.439 the experiences that we talk about here that just escape 95 00:06:42.480 --> 00:06:44.600 them at the moment. But we'll one day find them 96 00:06:44.600 --> 00:06:48.839 and then we will go on their journey. He's right 97 00:06:48.879 --> 00:06:50.920 over our heads again as soon as I sit down, 98 00:06:51.600 --> 00:06:59.439 all right. So we are meant to do wonderful things, 99 00:07:00.600 --> 00:07:05.560 and not everyone is meant to do that period. Some 100 00:07:05.600 --> 00:07:11.439 people are here to be construction workers and cashiers and 101 00:07:11.600 --> 00:07:15.560 botanists and scientists. They're not here to transform. They're not 102 00:07:15.600 --> 00:07:19.680 here to do the next thing they're going to eventually, 103 00:07:20.319 --> 00:07:23.360 maybe this isn't their round. Maybe they're here to watch 104 00:07:23.399 --> 00:07:25.240 it and not be part of it that way because 105 00:07:25.319 -->

00:07:27.959 maybe it scares them too much that everyone's coming in 106 00:07:28.000 --> 00:07:30.360 from the other side with contracts that they got to 107 00:07:30.800 --> 00:07:33.759 handle their business. So by you holding on to the 108 00:07:35.279 --> 00:07:37.759 rope of the person of the past, let's say, or 109 00:07:37.759 --> 00:07:40.360 the person you know you're out of frequency with, you're 110 00:07:40.399 --> 00:07:44.319 falling out of it with, you're being pulled up into 111 00:07:44.439 --> 00:07:47.720 another direction. Love is letting it go and letting it 112 00:07:47.759 --> 00:07:50.560 get into position so you can get the job done 113 00:07:50.600 --> 00:07:53.759 because you're stagnant while holding the rope. You're both sitting 114 00:07:53.839 --> 00:07:58.680 in in a moving river of flowing energy and you're 115 00:07:58.720 --> 00:08:02.759 both anchored down in the flow portion where you're not 116 00:08:02.759 --> 00:08:06.399 supposed to anchor, and then you keep a rope to 117 00:08:06.439 --> 00:08:10.000 each other, right, but you're both going to different places. 118 00:08:10.560 --> 00:08:15.600 So true love would be letting go of that. It's 119 00:08:15.639 --> 00:08:18.839 okay to not know your purpose. I'm going to tell 120 00:08:18.839 --> 00:08:21.480 you this. So your purpose when you don't know your purpose, 121 00:08:21.680 --> 00:08:24.759 is to be you, to be more you, be more genuine, 122 00:08:25.160 --> 00:08:30.079 be more creative, let your light shine. So through the vulnerability, 123 00:08:30.240 --> 00:08:36.120 this is the topic. Right through vulnerability and being your 124 00:08:36.159 --> 00:08:41.000 true original self. No bullshit. Added, that's what we need, 125 00:08:41.080 --> 00:08:45.639 that's what we want. Your energy anchors that in to 126 00:08:45.720 --> 00:08:48.639 the planet and it raises in the planet. So even 127 00:08:48.639 --> 00:08:50.480 if you don't know what's going on, but you're like, man, 128 00:08:50.519 --> 00:08:52.919 it's a beautiful day and I'm here. Boom. You win, 129 00:08:53.519 --> 00:08:57.120 you win, you win. There's no deep dark hole of 130 00:08:57.159 --> 00:09:01.600 depression and weird shit going on. You just take it 131 00:09:01.639 --> 00:09:03.480 and you stride with it. You glide with it like 132 00:09:03.519 --> 00:09:06.120 you're the silver Surfer. Right, We're all the silver Surfer 133 00:09:07.080 --> 00:09:13.879 and we come from space and beyond interdimensional. So I 134 00:09:13.960 --> 00:09:16.440 was having this talk with Paula about when I met 135 00:09:16.480 --> 00:09:24.039 her highest self and how she picked me up and 136 00:09:25.320 --> 00:09:28.919 pulled me from the energy that was me, little me. 137 00:09:29.120 --> 00:09:31.960 It was literally me pulls me out of the energy 138 00:09:33.000 --> 00:09:35.600 and she's like, oh, it's you, And I'm like, where 139 00:09:35.639 --> 00:09:39.360 are we? And they were

on a ship, but there 140 00:09:39.360 --> 00:09:44.360 were many, many, many beings there. Right, they were lik 141 00:09:44.360 --> 00:09:47.639 in cubicles and they were really tall, but they were 142 00:09:47.720 --> 00:09:52.720 like spirit. So I was like, this is weird. And 143 00:09:52.759 --> 00:09:55.679 there was no buttons to press anywhere or not, but 144 00:09:55.919 --> 00:10:00.200 every single person had like it looked like a crystal ball, 145 00:10:00.399 --> 00:10:02.720 but it wasn't a crystal bowl. It was a ball 146 00:10:02.759 --> 00:10:08.120 of energy and inside the energy was swirling sh right. 147 00:10:08.200 --> 00:10:10.120 So I'm looking in there like, wow, this is where 148 00:10:10.120 --> 00:10:12.480 I just popped out of. For me, I felt like 149 00:10:12.519 --> 00:10:14.320 I just passed through a membrane, popped out and I 150 00:10:14.399 --> 00:10:16.399 saw my higher self and I was like, oh, look 151 00:10:16.440 --> 00:10:20.879 at this. So I had said to them, what are 152 00:10:20.879 --> 00:10:23.159 you doing here? It seems so sterile and you just 153 00:10:23.200 --> 00:10:32.360 stick in your head into this energy and like it 154 00:10:32.440 --> 00:10:36.679 pulls you into the pool. But at any time you want, 155 00:10:36.759 --> 00:10:40.919 you can just retract your upper half and you can 156 00:10:40.960 --> 00:10:42.919 pull yourself out if you had to do something around here. 157 00:10:43.399 --> 00:10:45.120 But it doesn't look like there's anything to do. It's 158 00:10:45.120 --> 00:10:47.639 real sterile. It's really clean. It's a spaceship. You could 159 00:10:47.639 --> 00:10:50.039 see that. There was the windows and you could see out. 160 00:10:51.159 --> 00:10:54.879 But they were saying to me that they weren't in 161 00:10:55.080 --> 00:11:00.759 our space, so they were in a higher position. So 162 00:11:00.799 --> 00:11:05.039 I was like, oh, maybe this isn't my highest self, right, 163 00:11:05.120 --> 00:11:11.840 So this is one of my thoughts, and there's nothing 164 00:11:11.879 --> 00:11:14.120 to do out here. So you see what we look 165 00:11:14.279 --> 00:11:17.720 like and how we interact. So we choose to dip 166 00:11:17.720 --> 00:11:22.279 into this energy here, right, And there was thousands of 167 00:11:22.440 --> 00:11:28.240 cubicles with these beings in them that were very spirit form, 168 00:11:28.279 --> 00:11:32.879 and they looked like that and they can still interact 169 00:11:33.039 --> 00:11:37.080 kind of, but with that ball of energy going, it's 170 00:11:37.080 --> 00:11:40.360 like a plasma ball that's spinning. They dip their head 171 00:11:40.360 --> 00:11:44.000 in and it pulls out. What I was learning was 172 00:11:44.039 --> 00:11:47.559 the song of that person, and that song of that 173 00:11:47.639 --> 00:11:52.200 person was then. So Paul's high as self showed me 174 00:11:52.519 --> 00:11:55.360 how she was. I said, could you just tell me 175 00:11:55.480 --> 00:12:00.679 about you? Because this is quite the adventures. So she goes, yeah, 176 00:12:00.879 --> 00:12:02.600 I'll put you in mind. So she put me in 177 00:12:03.279 --> 00:12:08.039 and she said Paula is good, and it came out 178 00:12:08.039 --> 00:12:10.240 of her mouth. I could see the writing and it 179 00:12:10.320 --> 00:12:16.000 went into the to the swirl, Paula is sweet, Paula 180 00:12:16.120 --> 00:12:19.519 is beautiful, Paula is kind, Paula is and it just 181 00:12:19.559 --> 00:12:22.440 went on for a moment. She did a couple of those, 182 00:12:22.559 --> 00:12:24.960 and then it started getting faster and faster and faster, 183 00:12:25.679 --> 00:12:28.440 and I was like, wow, So it's like a recipe 184 00:12:28.440 --> 00:12:34.759 and you're sprinkling in all the things. So she says, yes, However, 185 00:12:36.440 --> 00:12:41.600 if you just say my name through song, because it's sung, 186 00:12:41.720 --> 00:12:45.240 you don't say it, you sing it, it will just 187 00:12:45.320 --> 00:12:48.000 present all of that information in one shot. So it's 188 00:12:48.039 --> 00:12:50.759 like a phrase. It's like a kind of a long name, 189 00:12:51.360 --> 00:12:54.039 but not that long. It takes a moment. It's like 190 00:12:54.080 --> 00:12:57.200 an extra moment when you're being introduced. That's it. So 191 00:12:58.799 --> 00:13:02.399 but I said, I can't sing that. So she said, 192 00:13:02.600 --> 00:13:07.399 break it down and we'll measure it down because I 193 00:13:07.440 --> 00:13:09.159 know you're not good with this. So it was I 194 00:13:09.360 --> 00:13:14.799 erma ea to a freta and then a whole sung 195 00:13:14.919 --> 00:13:17.879 thing and that was sung. So she chopped it down 196 00:13:17.960 --> 00:13:21.440 to that, and I'm butchering that. So I tried a 197 00:13:21.480 --> 00:13:24.720 bunch of times and then she just went and I go, okay, 198 00:13:24.840 --> 00:13:29.879 erm listen up. Your name's Paula. And she said that's fine, 199 00:13:30.039 --> 00:13:33.399 and we laughed about it because I'm terrible when it 200 00:13:33.440 --> 00:13:36.200 comes to that. But she's like, you say that and 201 00:13:36.240 --> 00:13:38.639 it will just come out. That will come out of me. 202 00:13:39.559 --> 00:13:45.080 And it's just everything that is of Paula that makes 203 00:13:45.080 --> 00:13:47.720 her up comes out in one shot and then we 204 00:13:48.240 --> 00:13:52.720 activate that. So I go, so that's where your focus 205 00:13:52.799 --> 00:13:54.639 is right now, and she's like, oh, yeah, that's where 206 00:13:54.639 --> 00:13:57.440 your focus is too. I go, so you're right next 207 00:13:57.440 --> 00:14:01.000 to me in these cubicles and she's like, yeah, now 208 00:14:01.080 --> 00:14:08.399 check it out. The cubericles were facing this area that 209 00:14:08.440 --> 00:14:10.360 when I was out of the ship, just right above 210 00:14:10.399 --> 00:14:14.399 it looking down was it

was just like open space, 211 00:14:14.519 --> 00:14:16.159 just something that you'd see in star Trek, right like 212 00:14:16.200 --> 00:14:20.720 outside the starship behind me, there's whatever over there. So 213 00:14:21.080 --> 00:14:23.639 there was a planet and a whole bunch of stuff 214 00:14:25.159 --> 00:14:30.200 and it looked like earthish and they were projecting from 215 00:14:30.320 --> 00:14:35.039 there into that space. So they were like, we're not 216 00:14:35.159 --> 00:14:38.200 doing this here, so when we go in, we're activating, 217 00:14:38.240 --> 00:14:40.960 and then we pop out in that area. So I 218 00:14:41.039 --> 00:14:42.960 was able to see how the ship was more lined up. 219 00:14:43.000 --> 00:14:44.960 There was like an opening at the bottom and everyone's 220 00:14:45.000 --> 00:14:50.159 like facing that over the area they're focusing on activating, 221 00:14:50.679 --> 00:14:53.759 so they're all living in those experiences when they activate 222 00:14:53.840 --> 00:14:56.559 with their song, and it was fucking crazy. I was like, 223 00:14:56.600 --> 00:15:01.360 this makes so much sense, so I'll even get crazier 224 00:15:01.360 --> 00:15:03.240 with it. So all this is coming back to me 225 00:15:03.360 --> 00:15:06.480 to just today. A few minutes ago, before I went live, 226 00:15:06.720 --> 00:15:08.080 I said I have to go live right now. I 227 00:15:08.080 --> 00:15:09.639 don't care about my tooth. I don't give a shit. 228 00:15:09.840 --> 00:15:12.399 We're going live. I'm vulnerable, so what this is me 229 00:15:12.559 --> 00:15:19.559 deal with it? Right. So I'm listening to music with 230 00:15:19.679 --> 00:15:23.000 Paula out here and she's got this awesome playlist playing, 231 00:15:23.080 --> 00:15:25.840 and it's like everything from the late seventies. So in 232 00:15:25.879 --> 00:15:28.440 the late seventies, there's a whole bunch of music. Hey babe, 233 00:15:28.480 --> 00:15:33.919 it's good that you showed up today. Day. So all 234 00:15:33.960 --> 00:15:37.159 these songs from like Billy Joel are like the nineteen 235 00:15:37.360 --> 00:15:41.919 seventy eight, seventy nine, seventy seven, seventy six, all kinds 236 00:15:41.919 --> 00:15:46.120 of shit from like really dirt early eighties, like eighties, 237 00:15:48.720 --> 00:15:52.080 And I'm listening to these songs and I said to her, 238 00:15:53.960 --> 00:16:00.399 Barry Manilow sung a song backup, just the way you 239 00:16:00.440 --> 00:16:03.600 Are from Billy Joel was on, and it brought me 240 00:16:03.639 --> 00:16:06.559 back to a summer that that came out. I was 241 00:16:06.600 --> 00:16:08.840 a little kid, and I was on the boardwalk and 242 00:16:08.919 --> 00:16:11.759 wild with New Jersey, and there was like it was 243 00:16:11.799 --> 00:16:15.519 different back then. There was like not as much ridiculous 244 00:16:15.559 --> 00:16:19.039 as as it is now, but it was kind of 245 00:16:19.080 --> 00:16:23.919 fun because there was no broadcast signals and Wi Fi 246 00:16:23.960 --> 00:16:28.320 signals and a lot of that pollution wasn't there. They 247 00:16:28.360 --> 00:16:31.919 would just crank the radio and the radio guy was 248 00:16:31.960 --> 00:16:35.759 in town and everyone would play the town radio live 249 00:16:35.879 --> 00:16:38.960 on the boardwalk till two o'clock in the morning, and 250 00:16:39.000 --> 00:16:40.720 then you had to get off and the cops back 251 00:16:40.759 --> 00:16:43.440 then would beat you and they'd shoot you at salt 252 00:16:44.240 --> 00:16:46.879 like in Jersey, so you couldn't be under the boardwalk 253 00:16:46.919 --> 00:16:49.360 and all kinds of weird shit like. It was a 254 00:16:49.399 --> 00:16:53.639 different time, right in a different place. But it was 255 00:16:53.720 --> 00:16:57.799 fun and I was a little kid, and fantasy was 256 00:16:57.960 --> 00:17:00.519 rich in my world. I didn't have a fun and 257 00:17:00.919 --> 00:17:03.080 friends I can talk to like that. Yet I had 258 00:17:03.080 --> 00:17:05.279 my action figure that I played with on the beach 259 00:17:05.559 --> 00:17:08.559 with the bad guy action figure. I had my mother 260 00:17:08.839 --> 00:17:12.079 and my father and that was it. And it was 261 00:17:12.119 --> 00:17:15.640 a different time. My brother wasn't born, he wasn't there. 262 00:17:15.720 --> 00:17:18.640 I was a little kid. I had everyone's attention, nobody 263 00:17:18.680 --> 00:17:23.599 was fighting. Everyone was good. And it feels that. So 264 00:17:23.640 --> 00:17:25.279 I'm back here with Paul. We're having a great day. 265 00:17:25.279 --> 00:17:27.519 She went inside, so she's getting some stuff ready, and 266 00:17:27.559 --> 00:17:29.359 then she said she promised she'd come out and jump 267 00:17:29.359 --> 00:17:34.559 on But it brought me back to the moment now, 268 00:17:34.759 --> 00:17:37.680 and I said, holy shit, this reminds me of back then. 269 00:17:37.759 --> 00:17:42.640 And then I said, Copa Cabana that year was playing 270 00:17:42.680 --> 00:17:47.319 on the radio non fucking stop. At the Copa Cabana, right, 271 00:17:47.640 --> 00:17:50.720 But when you're in Wildwood, New Jersey on the boardwalk, 272 00:17:51.000 --> 00:17:53.240 that was like the big thing at the time. They're 273 00:17:53.279 --> 00:17:55.599 not playing Metallica up there and all that crazy shit. 274 00:17:56.000 --> 00:17:59.400 You're getting that kind of music, right. So there was 275 00:17:59.519 --> 00:18:03.200 a lot of lights, right, and Billy Joel's album or 276 00:18:03.319 --> 00:18:06.599 songs Aan'za Bar was playing and there was a hotel 277 00:18:06.640 --> 00:18:08.799 there named Anza Bar, and they were playing that song 278 00:18:08.839 --> 00:18:12.680 on the radio and I was bugging out. So they 279 00:18:12.680 --> 00:18:18.240 were playing just the way you Are and I said, 280 00:18:18.400 --> 00:18:21.720 this was blasting on the radio with and

then Copa 281 00:18:21.759 --> 00:18:24.440 Cabana came on and they came on back to back 282 00:18:24.480 --> 00:18:27.880 here and She's like, ah, Copa Cabana one of my 283 00:18:27.920 --> 00:18:33.319 favorite songs ever. And I'm like really, So we were 284 00:18:33.319 --> 00:18:35.640 listening to the playlist a little bit and I'm saying, Yo, 285 00:18:36.039 --> 00:18:41.759 this all is that year, or maybe it was all 286 00:18:41.839 --> 00:18:44.119 those years. It was only a small amount where I 287 00:18:44.200 --> 00:18:46.359 was in Wildwood, New Jersey with my parents and we'd 288 00:18:46.400 --> 00:18:48.680 go for like two weeks. My mother took me there 289 00:18:48.680 --> 00:18:51.920 for a month a bunch of times. Two months I 290 00:18:52.000 --> 00:18:53.599 went for that was the longest I was there. I 291 00:18:53.640 --> 00:18:56.839 didn't like that very much, but you get tired of 292 00:18:56.880 --> 00:18:59.599 it really quick. So a week is usually plenty. But 293 00:18:59.640 --> 00:19:02.079 when you're little kid, it's like, Oh, I met the wrestlers, 294 00:19:02.160 --> 00:19:04.880 I met zz Top, I met all these different characters, 295 00:19:04.880 --> 00:19:13.400 all the wrestlers I met from back then. Sorry, somebody 296 00:19:13.440 --> 00:19:19.480 was calling me right. So it was quite the experience, 297 00:19:20.440 --> 00:19:24.079 and I loved being in the water. There was no 298 00:19:24.079 --> 00:19:27.200 Now there's great whites literally in that water. Wilwood has 299 00:19:27.200 --> 00:19:29.759 the best cleanest beaches I've ever been in in my 300 00:19:29.920 --> 00:19:32.279 entire life. I've been all around the world. They were 301 00:19:32.279 --> 00:19:35.920 the best, and now they're loaded with great whites. You 302 00:19:36.000 --> 00:19:38.599 cannot go in the water proper and not worry about 303 00:19:38.839 --> 00:19:45.319 literal six foot and bigger sharks right now. Yeah, so 304 00:19:46.720 --> 00:19:52.200 very narracking with that. So the Earth changed its spin 305 00:19:52.240 --> 00:19:56.359 a little bit. The magnetic north moved, so five hundred 306 00:19:56.359 --> 00:20:02.559 miles de south to hear whatever that weather was down 307 00:20:02.599 --> 00:20:06.119 there is now up here, and they now have five 308 00:20:06.200 --> 00:20:09.680 hundred miles due south of them weather there, which is 309 00:20:09.720 --> 00:20:12.440 why everybody's weather's changing. And they're like, oh, it's climate change. 310 00:20:12.559 --> 00:20:16.440 Like dude, the magnetic north moved, literally moved. It's right 311 00:20:16.440 --> 00:20:21.240 outside of Russia. Not to mention everything else is going 312 00:20:21.319 --> 00:20:29.200 crazy anyway. So right now, my entire family's in Wildwood, 313 00:20:29.559 --> 00:20:34.880 New Jersey, at the boardwalk with my brother and his children. 314 00:20:36.000 --> 00:20:38.559 We're the only ones that we can't really go because 315 00:20:38.559 --> 00:20:40.359 we have the cats and the dog, and the dog 316 00:20:40.400 --> 00:20:42.519 can't go, and the cats definitely can't go down there. 317 00:20:42.519 --> 00:20:47.400 They're not very friendly with that shit. And I don't 318 00:20:47.400 --> 00:20:50.599 belong there because I smoke more wheat than everyone. I 319 00:20:50.640 --> 00:20:53.920 don't like doing that around kids. If I could be 320 00:20:53.920 --> 00:20:58.759 around adults, it's one thing, But now it's not the 321 00:20:58.799 --> 00:21:03.559 time for us. We've made this area our vacation, Paul said, 322 00:21:03.599 --> 00:21:06.599 I'm on vacation. She set this whole place. She'd made 323 00:21:06.640 --> 00:21:09.839 tied guyed shirts. Today, a whole bunch of them right 324 00:21:09.880 --> 00:21:18.319 here while we're just drinking faith mocktails and smoking hanging 325 00:21:18.359 --> 00:21:21.319 out with our plants. I mean, it's gonna be huge. 326 00:21:21.359 --> 00:21:22.799 When I show, you're gonna be like, what the fuck? 327 00:21:23.480 --> 00:21:27.359 It's way bigger, all right. So they're there right now, 328 00:21:27.799 --> 00:21:30.279 in the same place where we would go when I 329 00:21:30.319 --> 00:21:34.200 was growing up during that time. We still have people 330 00:21:34.240 --> 00:21:36.880 that we know that own the building, and now they're 331 00:21:37.119 --> 00:21:39.559 so old or their children own it, or you know 332 00:21:39.599 --> 00:21:41.920 what I'm saying. It was passed down and my mother 333 00:21:41.960 --> 00:21:44.400 always went. So now there's a new set of children, 334 00:21:44.440 --> 00:21:50.160 so they go all the time. I went. One year, 335 00:21:50.279 --> 00:21:52.759 we went for like a week. I got electrocuted twice, 336 00:21:53.160 --> 00:21:56.160 and then I dueled my nephew with a lightsaber at 337 00:21:56.240 --> 00:21:59.359 like nine o'clock at night. We were on one block 338 00:21:59.400 --> 00:22:01.480 off the board walk, so all the traffic came down 339 00:22:01.519 --> 00:22:04.920 the street. There were thousands of people walking and we 340 00:22:04.960 --> 00:22:08.680 had this lightsaber duel and he beat the shit out 341 00:22:08.680 --> 00:22:12.319 of me, and everybody was screaming, yeah, I got I'm go, 342 00:22:13.480 --> 00:22:18.880 And I was like, hey, anyway, so lots of good times, 343 00:22:19.400 --> 00:22:23.160 so they're there now. So that circle. I'm telling Paula 344 00:22:23.359 --> 00:22:29.200 like like, hey, I think that because I'm here with 345 00:22:29.240 --> 00:22:32.839 Paula and it's bringing me that feeling with my cats, 346 00:22:32.839 --> 00:22:36.319 with the dog. We had the sprinklers on just it 347 00:22:36.359 --> 00:22:38.680 was the vibes, the frequency brought me back to that 348 00:22:38.720 --> 00:22:41.000 whole thing. And I was telling her and so she 349 00:22:41.319 --> 00:22:44.839 I said it to any of these songs remind you 350

00:22:44.920 --> 00:22:47.920 of that time when when you first heard it, when 351 00:22:47.960 --> 00:22:52.400 it came out that were bad And she said, no, no, no, no, 352 00:22:52.640 --> 00:22:55.079 these are this was during the time it was all good. 353 00:22:55.119 --> 00:22:57.319 I remember my dad, I remember this. I remember that. 354 00:22:57.359 --> 00:22:59.839 So I was like, wow, So you know, bad to 355 00:23:00.319 --> 00:23:02.400 good times, right, just if you were a brat, maybe 356 00:23:02.400 --> 00:23:05.720 you gotta yelled at so that doesn't count. But like 357 00:23:06.000 --> 00:23:09.440 just when it was good, like really good, where you 358 00:23:09.440 --> 00:23:09.839 were like. 359 00:23:09.920 --> 00:23:12.400 Yay, we're gonna get in the car and it got yay, 360 00:23:12.720 --> 00:23:18.960 like yay, ice cream yay, like all of that wrapped 361 00:23:19.000 --> 00:23:20.160 into the Jersey Shore. 362 00:23:21.279 --> 00:23:23.319 As a child, it was the biggest thing. Oh, I 363 00:23:23.319 --> 00:23:25.319 could take my action figures with me. Yip, you could 364 00:23:25.319 --> 00:23:27.559 hook your Atari up, yep. I was down there before 365 00:23:27.559 --> 00:23:30.319 Atari was out. I think at Tari was the eighties. 366 00:23:30.519 --> 00:23:36.680 This was like seventy eight, seventy seven, seventy nine. It 367 00:23:36.799 --> 00:23:40.640 was fucking cool, man. It wasn't as crowded. It's definitely 368 00:23:40.680 --> 00:23:43.759 didn't have Wi Fi, so there was no frequency pollution, 369 00:23:44.400 --> 00:23:46.359 which we talked about the last time you drive up 370 00:23:46.400 --> 00:23:49.799 north here at some point out of range of all 371 00:23:49.880 --> 00:23:52.000 of it, and you take it, take a breath breath 372 00:23:52.000 --> 00:23:55.240 of air and it fills your lungs and you're like, 373 00:23:55.359 --> 00:23:57.839 oh my god, I feel so good. We'll finally well. 374 00:23:58.039 --> 00:23:59.599 It used to be a half hour, it used to 375 00:23:59.640 --> 00:24:03.240 be twenty minutes away. Fifteen minutes away north. Now it's 376 00:24:03.319 --> 00:24:06.359 like we were driving for thirty minutes straight and we 377 00:24:06.359 --> 00:24:09.200 were like, it's not far enough. God, I still feel it, 378 00:24:09.440 --> 00:24:11.720 and then broke it like the hour and ten minute mark, 379 00:24:11.720 --> 00:24:14.759 and we were like, oh shit, it moved up. So 380 00:24:14.920 --> 00:24:19.799 that means we got to go further out right, So 381 00:24:19.880 --> 00:24:22.640 if the weather change and all that environment's going to change, 382 00:24:23.559 --> 00:24:27.319 it's not going to be as devastatingly weird in the 383 00:24:28.599 --> 00:24:33.200 in the Upper New York area or more on the Bend, 384 00:24:33.799 --> 00:24:37.759 or just two hours straight north alongside the Connecticut border, 385 00:24:37.799 --> 00:24:39.640 so we could just jump back and forth if we want. 386 00:24:39.920 --> 00:24:43.839 But fuck connecticutt Sorry about that. People from Connecticut, if 387 00:24:43.839 --> 00:24:47.559 you're listening, if I moved there, they double tax tax, 388 00:24:47.599 --> 00:24:50.880 the tax tax, the tax tax. No, no, I don't 389 00:24:50.880 --> 00:24:55.960 even want to get into it anyway. So it's bringing 390 00:24:56.039 --> 00:24:58.079 me to that moment. I brought Polo with me into 391 00:24:58.079 --> 00:24:59.720 that moment because we were living in it and we 392 00:24:59.720 --> 00:25:02.400 were kind of dancing and singing and smoking and chilling 393 00:25:02.480 --> 00:25:06.119 and it was just the best fucking vibe you can imagine. 394 00:25:06.759 --> 00:25:09.480 But it was that moment from when we were kids, 395 00:25:11.200 --> 00:25:12.960 and it was only the good stuff, and it was 396 00:25:13.039 --> 00:25:17.480 just filling me. I was standing in the water. We 397 00:25:17.519 --> 00:25:20.200 got a little sprinkle thing. It's like a perfect circle 398 00:25:20.519 --> 00:25:22.960 and you just put the hose to it fills with 399 00:25:22.960 --> 00:25:27.039 water and sprinkles. So we have that going. I'm standing 400 00:25:27.039 --> 00:25:29.119 in it and I was just like so thankful, looking 401 00:25:29.160 --> 00:25:32.279 directly at the sun. The sun called me today. Paul 402 00:25:32.359 --> 00:25:35.319 was like, what did it call you? I said, he 403 00:25:35.880 --> 00:25:39.839 called me franky sun guardian. He was like, called me 404 00:25:39.920 --> 00:25:42.119 out into the sun, and I was like, what it 405 00:25:42.200 --> 00:25:45.240 was like? Take your shirt off, stand in the pool, 406 00:25:45.279 --> 00:25:48.359 look up at me, look directly at me. I'm like, 407 00:25:48.400 --> 00:25:52.440 I can't look at you. Close your eyes. I'm like, wow, 408 00:25:52.480 --> 00:25:55.039 it's pretty bright. I looked down, threw some water on 409 00:25:55.039 --> 00:25:58.039 my face. I started sweating really bad, and then the 410 00:25:58.119 --> 00:26:01.160 sweat's clean because I've been cleaning myself some. My sweat's 411 00:26:01.200 --> 00:26:03.559 really clean. It's not burning my eyes and made a 412 00:26:03.599 --> 00:26:06.400 little disgusting. So I'm like, I feel good. I feel great, 413 00:26:06.480 --> 00:26:09.200 even though I'm missing my teeth. But the universe got 414 00:26:09.240 --> 00:26:13.839 some fucking sick idea of timing and what will turn 415 00:26:13.880 --> 00:26:17.559 out great. But I surrender and I'm in for the ride. 416 00:26:18.000 --> 00:26:20.240 I'm vulnerable, but I don't care because I'm me, and 417 00:26:20.319 --> 00:26:23.599 as me, I'm the most powerful. You will accept me 418 00:26:23.640 --> 00:26:28.119 as I am because I'm still me. I'm just missing 419 00:26:28.160 --> 00:26:32.480 a tooth. Why should I be afraid of that? I 420 00:26:32.519 --> 00:26:37.519 don't want them to see my missing tooth. Why? Well, 421 00:26:37.519 -->

00:26:40.400 because my teeth are fucked up because I got jumped 422 00:26:40.440 --> 00:26:44.599 when I was a kid bad and my palette broke 423 00:26:45.279 --> 00:26:47.720 and all of my teeth were pushed back into my face, 424 00:26:48.359 --> 00:26:51.880 all the upper row. So they said, when you're an 425 00:26:51.880 --> 00:26:56.960 older guy, it's gonna be wild. So I was like, 426 00:26:57.000 --> 00:27:01.440 all right. So it took time, the technology caught up. 427 00:27:01.440 --> 00:27:07.000 I got them fixed, but holy shit, over time they're 428 00:27:07.119 --> 00:27:13.799 like just dead nubs in my face. Now that's all right, 429 00:27:14.200 --> 00:27:20.440 they'll grow back, So I'm not I'm not worried. I mean, 430 00:27:20.480 --> 00:27:22.839 even back then, Paul makes fun of me all the time. 431 00:27:23.039 --> 00:27:27.160 She's like, your mother used to cut off your your 432 00:27:27.240 --> 00:27:30.920 zip up sweatshirt sleeves. She would cut them off so 433 00:27:31.039 --> 00:27:34.799 my arms would be out. And then that was like 434 00:27:35.000 --> 00:27:38.799 in if you had like your favorite band on the 435 00:27:38.839 --> 00:27:42.079 back of it and you could wear that late at 436 00:27:42.160 --> 00:27:44.680 night on the boardwalk and walk around and you'd be 437 00:27:44.799 --> 00:27:47.000 like we were the Lost Boys before the Lost Boys 438 00:27:47.039 --> 00:27:49.599 came out in movies. That's you know what I'm saying 439 00:27:49.640 --> 00:27:54.400 back when, and no makeup. You didn't need makeup. Everybody 440 00:27:54.519 --> 00:27:58.759 was just themselves. And we would find packs of people 441 00:27:58.880 --> 00:28:01.599 just staying there for a couple of days, people your age, 442 00:28:01.640 --> 00:28:05.400 different age groups up or down minus a few years 443 00:28:05.440 --> 00:28:08.119 fucking party. And then as I got a little bit older, 444 00:28:08.799 --> 00:28:11.519 it like was rooftop parties. I had some, like a 445 00:28:11.519 --> 00:28:14.240 lot of fun. When I was a young man, I 446 00:28:14.240 --> 00:28:18.440 didn't know how I was gonna stay down there and 447 00:28:18.440 --> 00:28:22.839 not like talk to a girl. Like we had headphones 448 00:28:22.880 --> 00:28:28.440 and I had cassettes that I could walk around listening to. 449 00:28:28.599 --> 00:28:30.200 But there's only so much you can do. I don't 450 00:28:30.200 --> 00:28:35.240 know anyone here. My brother was little, he's like four 451 00:28:36.240 --> 00:28:40.160 maybe five, and he was sitting there with me, and 452 00:28:40.160 --> 00:28:43.599 we were at a different place, and I'm like thinking 453 00:28:43.599 --> 00:28:46.240 to myself, this sucks. This is gonna suck this year. 454 00:28:46.359 --> 00:28:49.079 I don't know what the fuck I'm gonna do. And 455 00:28:49.200 --> 00:28:52.000 two girls came busting down the door. We were on 456 00:28:52.039 --> 00:28:55.279 the third floor and me and Rob were watching Star 457 00:28:55.359 --> 00:28:58.359 Trek and they came in and one girl had a 458 00:28:58.440 --> 00:29:03.240 pot of water that was filled with ice and just 459 00:29:03.440 --> 00:29:05.440 threw it in the face of the other girl that 460 00:29:05.559 --> 00:29:08.519 came running in, who apparently just soaked her in the 461 00:29:08.559 --> 00:29:11.960 other so they were like, oh my god, we're sorry, 462 00:29:11.960 --> 00:29:15.480 and they ran out. They ran out of the room, 463 00:29:16.160 --> 00:29:19.519 and then me and Rob were like, oh shit, that 464 00:29:19.599 --> 00:29:22.599 was fun. That was funny. The whole front soaked, but 465 00:29:24.279 --> 00:29:27.720 who really cares? That was pretty funny. And then I 466 00:29:27.799 --> 00:29:30.240 went out there and was like, hey, what are y'all doing? 467 00:29:30.400 --> 00:29:33.480 And they were like, hey, what's up? Man? I hung 468 00:29:33.519 --> 00:29:36.359 out with four of the coolest girls for a week. 469 00:29:38.319 --> 00:29:40.400 They was staying right next door and they were the 470 00:29:40.400 --> 00:29:43.880 other apartment on the other side, and I was just 471 00:29:44.000 --> 00:29:48.119 that age where back home here the girls around me 472 00:29:48.200 --> 00:29:51.279 made fun of me still for being myself, and there 473 00:29:51.559 --> 00:29:55.680 it was like it was I just have personality. I 474 00:29:55.680 --> 00:29:58.000 don't know, I don't understand. I don't understand that still 475 00:29:58.680 --> 00:30:00.000 when I look back at it and I'm like, it's 476 00:30:00.079 --> 00:30:02.440 only personality I had it when I was a kid. 477 00:30:02.519 --> 00:30:05.319 Did that offend you? Did that freak you out? Because 478 00:30:05.359 --> 00:30:07.799 that same style these girls were like, this motherfucker has 479 00:30:07.799 --> 00:30:09.599 no style. If you have a want to not get 480 00:30:09.720 --> 00:30:14.640 laid dressed like Frank And then I'm on stage in 481 00:30:14.759 --> 00:30:20.279 like Mexico. There's a thousand people screaming at us, and 482 00:30:20.440 --> 00:30:23.640 I'm wearing the exact same outfit and They're like, you're 483 00:30:23.839 --> 00:30:29.599 fucking awesome. Everybody wants to and I'm like, I've never changed. 484 00:30:30.160 --> 00:30:35.079 I'm not changing for you. Am I hurting you? Is 485 00:30:35.079 --> 00:30:36.920 it hurting you? Show me on paper where it's hurting you. 486 00:30:36.960 --> 00:30:38.920 Did I heart you? Did I say it out loud? 487 00:30:38.920 --> 00:30:40.480 Did I hurt your feelings? I heard you feel No? 488 00:30:40.880 --> 00:30:42.680 All right, here's here's a picture of you. Show me 489 00:30:42.759 --> 00:30:44.680 on the paper. No it's not, then leave me the 490 00:30:44.720 --> 00:30:49.279 fuck alone, but bounce original frank og. So we're going 491 00:30:49.319 --> 00:30:55.160 back to the original. It's in our DNA to bring 492 00:30:55.240 --> 00:30:58.160 us

back to that time. So anyway, this music's playing 493 00:30:58.200 --> 00:31:00.559 and I'm talking to Paul and the loop. I now 494 00:31:00.720 --> 00:31:06.279 physically see it. I'm like staring at the sun. I'm 495 00:31:06.319 --> 00:31:09.720 pulling in vibes. I'm staring directly into it without my 496 00:31:09.759 --> 00:31:11.599 eyes getting burned. And let me tell you, it is 497 00:31:11.920 --> 00:31:15.720 hotter than it's been. There was like a guy doing 498 00:31:15.759 --> 00:31:19.200 the satellite here and it was like not red. It 499 00:31:19.240 --> 00:31:22.000 was black in certain areas, and they're like, yo, when 500 00:31:22.039 --> 00:31:24.559 it's black. It's over one hundred and three, but it 501 00:31:24.599 --> 00:31:29.039 feels like one. So I'm like what, I'm like, our 502 00:31:29.039 --> 00:31:31.119 whole grid's gonna go down? What the fuck is going 503 00:31:31.160 --> 00:31:33.880 on here? But nope, it's just a beautiful day. Hot. 504 00:31:34.680 --> 00:31:37.160 I'm out here staring at the sun, and I greet 505 00:31:37.160 --> 00:31:39.519 the sun, so you have to like not ignore it 506 00:31:39.799 --> 00:31:43.359 and like cover up, like ooh, it's smart to cover 507 00:31:43.519 --> 00:31:45.279 up if you got to cover up, like wearing a 508 00:31:45.359 --> 00:31:47.759 hat or I always have like a towel with me, 509 00:31:47.839 --> 00:31:49.400 so I throw it over my head because I'm bald. 510 00:31:49.759 --> 00:31:51.599 But as you can see, I'm bald. I'm in the 511 00:31:51.599 --> 00:31:56.839 sun every day and I'm not overdoing it, and my 512 00:31:56.920 --> 00:31:59.839 skin gets white as a ghost. My legs are now 513 00:32:00.200 --> 00:32:02.640 going from bright white to getting a nice little burn. 514 00:32:04.039 --> 00:32:06.839 But you got to give yourself that ten minute clip 515 00:32:06.880 --> 00:32:10.440 where you can stand there and be like, ah, absorb 516 00:32:10.480 --> 00:32:12.559 it all. And I see the loop as the music's playing, 517 00:32:12.559 --> 00:32:15.799 and I'm like, holy shit, Paula, it's I think. And 518 00:32:15.839 --> 00:32:18.759 this is how I said, do you think that it's 519 00:32:18.799 --> 00:32:24.319 possible to go back in the loop? In a loop 520 00:32:24.640 --> 00:32:27.799 that's there that we are not aware of, were never aware. 521 00:32:27.880 --> 00:32:29.799 I was not aware of this one. And then it 522 00:32:29.880 --> 00:32:32.960 just took us back and it's closing right now. It's 523 00:32:32.960 --> 00:32:37.960 like reconnecting from the seventies because I keep talking about 524 00:32:37.960 --> 00:32:44.960 the grassroots movement and musicians trying to get big are 525 00:32:45.079 --> 00:32:48.519 laughing at me. And I've been around forever. Now I'm 526 00:32:48.559 --> 00:32:51.079 like the older guy. But I'm like, listen, you don't 527 00:32:51.079 --> 00:32:53.920 got to try hard, you just got to do original stuff. 528 00:32:54.680 --> 00:32:58.920 So me and Kevin have busted our heads together wondering 529 00:32:59.160 --> 00:33:02.039 what should we do? Do you use the AI? Do 530 00:33:02.079 --> 00:33:04.960 you use? Do we learn how to just do it ourselves? 531 00:33:05.160 --> 00:33:08.759 We do everything ourselves? Is everything gonna be real and live? 532 00:33:08.880 --> 00:33:11.680 And just clipped? Like what trend are we following? What's 533 00:33:12.039 --> 00:33:13.599 And I'm like, I don't know how to do any 534 00:33:13.640 --> 00:33:17.079 of this stuff. I am the trend, I am the topic. 535 00:33:19.079 --> 00:33:25.559 I'm the guy. So Sons of the Sun, fearless, fucking motivation, 536 00:33:25.680 --> 00:33:30.680 let's fucking go and we just start taking it from there. 537 00:33:30.680 --> 00:33:34.160 And there's a grassroots movement being built. And the people 538 00:33:34.200 --> 00:33:36.559 that are doing that, you'll see them. They pop up 539 00:33:36.799 --> 00:33:39.319 and you'll go, oh, what one hit wonders I'm like, no, 540 00:33:39.440 --> 00:33:43.680 real musicians. Kids are doing it now. They're playing instruments 541 00:33:43.799 --> 00:33:45.920 and they're they want to be in a band and 542 00:33:45.960 --> 00:33:48.640 they want to play real instruments, right, they want to 543 00:33:48.960 --> 00:33:51.960 You know, Kevin I are nostalgic, So we're like futuristic, 544 00:33:52.960 --> 00:33:57.319 high frequency futuristic nostalgia taking you back to the time 545 00:33:57.400 --> 00:34:00.240 that it's like literally definition of what we're talking about, 546 00:34:00.400 --> 00:34:05.319 the nostalgia of that moment, and it all connected back. 547 00:34:05.759 --> 00:34:08.920 But now the loop is closed, the cycles closed. But 548 00:34:09.119 --> 00:34:13.920 that good time, right, it filled Like so if I 549 00:34:13.960 --> 00:34:16.159 had a trail that followed with me, like if my 550 00:34:16.320 --> 00:34:20.119 aura as it moved in these circles had like a 551 00:34:20.159 --> 00:34:23.360 little trail, like a tail like a comet, and it 552 00:34:23.440 --> 00:34:27.039 was going oooh, and it was following. It took all 553 00:34:27.119 --> 00:34:32.039 those good things, the music, the good times, the place, 554 00:34:32.480 --> 00:34:36.280 the people, the advantages, the disadvantages, like the whole thing. 555 00:34:36.280 --> 00:34:40.079 But it was all the good, good, good stuff, like 556 00:34:40.079 --> 00:34:42.679 the feeling. I feel fucking good. Man. This was a 557 00:34:42.719 --> 00:34:47.639 beautiful thing back then. It was beautiful. The beach was awesome. 558 00:34:47.679 --> 00:34:50.480 It was gorgeous. Look at me, I'm golden brown. Look 559 00:34:50.480 --> 00:34:55.159 what's happening. It's awesome. Everyone just was using fucking oil 560 00:34:55.280 --> 00:35:00.480 back then, and they wore bronze. They weren't I'm putting 561 00:35:00.519 --> 00:35:04.079 anything on like they put on today, they were putting

562 00:35:04.119 --> 00:35:06.039 oil on their skin and you're like, oh, that's how 563 00:35:06.079 --> 00:35:08.559 they got cancer. I don't know, man, I'm out in 564 00:35:08.599 --> 00:35:16.760 the sun all the time. I don't have cancer, and 565 00:35:16.800 --> 00:35:19.039 I got weird marks all over me. If it becomes 566 00:35:19.079 --> 00:35:21.280 a lump or a bump, it gets taken out. If 567 00:35:21.320 --> 00:35:25.199 it's not, it's a freckle. Right when we can we 568 00:35:25.239 --> 00:35:28.280 move on. So it takes a good time now and 569 00:35:28.400 --> 00:35:31.719 loads all that shit into the trail of my aura comet, 570 00:35:32.320 --> 00:35:35.199 and it's bringing it around. And now we're back on 571 00:35:35.239 --> 00:35:40.679 the time the timeline, like that's it, that loop is shut, 572 00:35:40.920 --> 00:35:43.840 but we're bringing it. So the grassroots movements is in 573 00:35:43.920 --> 00:35:47.119 that back then when artists will artists and shit was good. 574 00:35:48.800 --> 00:35:51.480 A lot of people that are young don't understand the 575 00:35:51.519 --> 00:35:55.280 time period and the frame of work. Technology made it 576 00:35:55.320 --> 00:35:58.480 easier for people like myself to perform stuff like hip 577 00:35:58.480 --> 00:36:01.880 hop and rap. But I'm com I'm not gangster, so 578 00:36:01.920 --> 00:36:03.920 I'm not part of that community. That community used to 579 00:36:04.000 --> 00:36:05.960 want me to be to be part of it, and 580 00:36:06.000 --> 00:36:07.480 I used to have to go hang out with it 581 00:36:07.519 --> 00:36:09.880 to do my first few albums and stuff. And then 582 00:36:09.920 --> 00:36:14.679 I learned by the unleashed album how to Do It Myself, 583 00:36:15.000 --> 00:36:18.199 and then I was just doing music, and then I 584 00:36:18.280 --> 00:36:22.400 went on a each Each one of those clips were 585 00:36:22.440 --> 00:36:26.280 adventures in my life where we were live most of 586 00:36:26.320 --> 00:36:28.800 the time, where we sold the most music, where it 587 00:36:28.840 --> 00:36:36.599 was my most happiest, best performance time on stage, favorite 588 00:36:36.599 --> 00:36:42.360 song to perform, favorite moment with the people there, like 589 00:36:42.440 --> 00:36:45.519 what we experience all that's coming because all of a sudden, 590 00:36:45.559 --> 00:36:50.679 it's like whoa, whoa, whoa, it's here. And it's like 591 00:36:50.719 --> 00:36:52.719 on a record where you listen to it you're like, 592 00:36:52.760 --> 00:36:54.519 oh shit, yeah, this is this is dope. Put the 593 00:36:54.519 --> 00:36:57.159 record on. It has a lot more feeling in the record. 594 00:36:57.199 --> 00:36:59.440 And then they're playing the instruments. It's like, yeah, so 595 00:36:59.519 --> 00:37:04.760 here's the great as roots movement coming back. It's already there, 596 00:37:05.000 --> 00:37:07.519 and Sons of the Suns is in it. I was 597 00:37:07.559 --> 00:37:11.320 explaining to keV. I was like, yo, man, something really 598 00:37:11.320 --> 00:37:17.000 wild happened. What happened? I said, Okay, So two of 599 00:37:17.000 --> 00:37:21.039 the heist songs or three of them will never in 600 00:37:21.519 --> 00:37:24.880 not this year, at least be beaten. They're attached to 601 00:37:24.920 --> 00:37:26.760 all the big songs from the back of the day 602 00:37:27.679 --> 00:37:30.519 and they're in the loop. So it's beautiful and that's 603 00:37:30.519 --> 00:37:34.559 funding us, it's pulling us forward. But everything under those three, 604 00:37:35.159 --> 00:37:37.599 the top ten after that are all Sons of the 605 00:37:37.639 --> 00:37:43.920 Suns and the Come Alive Frank Castle song. And I'm like, 606 00:37:44.440 --> 00:37:47.280 that's the shift, it's happening. We're there, right. And then 607 00:37:47.280 --> 00:37:49.519 you're like, well, it's not a lot, it's a little. 608 00:37:49.519 --> 00:37:51.280 I go yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, hold on, look at 609 00:37:51.280 --> 00:37:55.760 your publishing. You gotta look at that, not just how 610 00:37:55.760 --> 00:37:58.280 many records you're selling or whatever, because you're getting paid 611 00:37:58.320 --> 00:38:00.239 on the back end of things. When you're a real artist, 612 00:38:00.320 --> 00:38:03.280 you understand what I'm talking about. There's one hundred percent 613 00:38:03.400 --> 00:38:05.960 upfront and there's one hundred percent behind. And if you're 614 00:38:05.960 --> 00:38:09.239 getting paid one hundred percent on the behind where Kevin 615 00:38:09.320 --> 00:38:12.159 I do have our arrangement and are split, it's pretty 616 00:38:12.199 --> 00:38:14.840 much like that for every single thing. So when you 617 00:38:14.880 --> 00:38:16.840 look at it now, it's like, oh wait a second, 618 00:38:17.639 --> 00:38:21.360 So that doesn't get logged in if they're streaming it 619 00:38:21.719 --> 00:38:25.480 or buying it, correct, that means they're using it in 620 00:38:25.559 --> 00:38:29.599 other things, right, And it moved all of our songs 621 00:38:29.599 --> 00:38:40.239 in a position. The other things video games, actual radio, movies, television, 622 00:38:40.559 --> 00:38:44.679 internet shows, A clip for a fucking commercial somebody sitting 623 00:38:44.679 --> 00:38:46.880 there picking their nose on their TikTok. We loaded all 624 00:38:46.920 --> 00:38:50.159 our songs into all that stuff. Our original eleven are 625 00:38:50.159 --> 00:38:54.039 all there. You can find it, all of them anywhere 626 00:38:54.360 --> 00:38:58.719 that music is sold. Okay, so check it out. They've 627 00:38:58.760 --> 00:39:02.559 played us on FM a whole bunch of times, literal 628 00:39:02.719 --> 00:39:05.400 FM radio, right, I think it was never touching down 629 00:39:05.440 --> 00:39:07.679 and going a wall. We have the radio edits for 630 00:39:07.679 --> 00:39:10.280 those songs, and I gave those songs up and I 631 00:39:10.280

--> 00:39:12.719 didn't give any other songs out, which is my bad. 632 00:39:12.800 --> 00:39:14.400 By the way, I'm really good friends at one of 633 00:39:14.440 --> 00:39:17.719 the radio station guys in in the Hudson Valley. I 634 00:39:17.760 --> 00:39:19.599 don't want to say the wrong name of the station, 635 00:39:19.840 --> 00:39:22.559 but it's an FM station that blasts. And then the 636 00:39:22.639 --> 00:39:26.519 actual radio station is in the center of town in 637 00:39:26.599 --> 00:39:29.599 a big stone building, and there's a guy in there 638 00:39:29.679 --> 00:39:34.719 playing the fucking music, taking calls like back in the day, Hey, 639 00:39:34.760 --> 00:39:37.559 this is Wolfman Jack coming to you Live and Direct. 640 00:39:37.599 --> 00:39:39.280 They sound just like me when I do my show, 641 00:39:39.559 --> 00:39:43.199 because I'm like from that era. Wolfman Jack was my dude, 642 00:39:44.519 --> 00:39:46.800 right comment to you Live and Direct. Here I am 643 00:39:46.840 --> 00:39:48.760 in the garden tonight, everybody, and we're gonna play the 644 00:39:48.800 --> 00:39:51.119 new Sons of the Suns release like, that's what I 645 00:39:51.159 --> 00:39:52.880 grew up with, So that's what I sound like when 646 00:39:52.920 --> 00:39:57.039 I'm doing my Fearless show and the intro and all 647 00:39:57.039 --> 00:39:59.440 that stuff, or if I'm doing music and everything, I 648 00:39:59.480 --> 00:40:02.519 know how to introduce myself, wear the top hat and 649 00:40:02.559 --> 00:40:05.039 then kill it at the show, turn it into a 650 00:40:05.079 --> 00:40:08.159 fucking party, and then have everybody else that's awesome just 651 00:40:08.239 --> 00:40:10.920 white the whole place up, right, Because if you're not 652 00:40:10.960 --> 00:40:13.320 as good as that, the show ain't gonna be that good. 653 00:40:13.960 --> 00:40:16.679 I know me. I try to believe in me, the 654 00:40:16.719 --> 00:40:22.280 original me, the one that knows. So it's there and 655 00:40:22.320 --> 00:40:25.039 it's coming out, and it's not only they play us 656 00:40:25.039 --> 00:40:28.360 on Vermont Shout out to my man Eric so Vermont Radio. 657 00:40:28.920 --> 00:40:31.519 I don't have the call sign played me when I 658 00:40:31.599 --> 00:40:34.960 was on the show before and after and any other 659 00:40:35.000 --> 00:40:39.360 time the song's played, all the show's played, right, So 660 00:40:39.519 --> 00:40:43.079 people get slots on actual radio, so that goes logged 661 00:40:43.079 --> 00:40:46.360 into your stuff, so you've been there the whole time, 662 00:40:47.760 --> 00:40:50.039 even if that's new stuff to you. Oh yeah, those 663 00:40:50.079 --> 00:40:54.880 are good. No, if the people that haven't heard it, 664 00:40:54.880 --> 00:40:59.639 it's brand new. Especially if it starts getting hot, people 665 00:40:59.679 --> 00:41:02.360 go back to the beginning again, and our first shit 666 00:41:02.480 --> 00:41:05.519 is dope straight hip hop to show you, look, we 667 00:41:05.639 --> 00:41:08.760 can do really good hip hop that makes you feel 668 00:41:08.760 --> 00:41:14.079 good in move and not be anything like that the 669 00:41:14.159 --> 00:41:19.280 music you've heard today, but the nostalgic vibes of acts 670 00:41:19.320 --> 00:41:24.639 like Tribe Coal Quest and shit acts like that Jurassic five, 671 00:41:25.800 --> 00:41:29.400 and then we swung the lever all the way to 672 00:41:29.519 --> 00:41:32.719 rock and I just do hip hop. So it's just 673 00:41:32.760 --> 00:41:35.440 me either doing it like this yeah yeah, yeah yeah, 674 00:41:35.559 --> 00:41:38.519 or like this, yo, what's up? My man prepared? Right, 675 00:41:38.599 --> 00:41:44.800 So it's one or the other and everything in between, 676 00:41:44.920 --> 00:41:48.239 and it's all being logged in. So as the movement 677 00:41:48.280 --> 00:41:51.719 occurs and the people start showing up and when they're like, well, 678 00:41:51.760 --> 00:41:57.639 who's doing what? You're ranked? You're quietly ranked, quietly ranked, 679 00:41:58.199 --> 00:42:01.320 You're not. These are the people that haven't the AI 680 00:42:03.159 --> 00:42:09.159 isn't helping them, and they have. You'll find someone online 681 00:42:09.159 --> 00:42:10.760 that's really good with music and you'll be like, how 682 00:42:10.800 --> 00:42:15.480 do they only have like four thousand people following them? 683 00:42:15.760 --> 00:42:18.400 I can't believe it. With me the eighteen hundred mark, 684 00:42:18.440 --> 00:42:20.400 we're like eighteen seventy seven. I got a few new 685 00:42:20.400 --> 00:42:24.920 subscribers this week. I think the shorts provide subscribers, while 686 00:42:25.559 --> 00:42:29.880 the views come from the long form. The format. I 687 00:42:29.920 --> 00:42:31.960 got a few videos and a few other clips and stuff, 688 00:42:31.960 --> 00:42:34.079 but I think you guys rather hear it from me 689 00:42:34.199 --> 00:42:36.800 live in direct so we could spend a few minutes together, right, 690 00:42:37.400 --> 00:42:39.280 So let me stop for a second, just say hello 691 00:42:39.320 --> 00:42:42.239 to everyone. Hey, what's up everybody, Welcome to the garden, 692 00:42:42.360 --> 00:42:46.760 back here, going live, broadcast live and direct from here. 693 00:42:48.639 --> 00:42:51.480 Being as vulnerable as it gets, talking about everything and 694 00:42:51.639 --> 00:42:54.800 that it's just out there and getting done. That's bringing 695 00:42:54.840 --> 00:42:58.000 the awareness to the movement. You know, people, I'm fed up. 696 00:42:58.000 --> 00:42:59.880 I don't want to hear anything on the radio today. 697 00:43:00.199 --> 00:43:01.639 Get out of here. I don't want to hear any 698 00:43:01.639 --> 00:43:04.559 of that shit. I don't want my mind filled with nonsense. 699 00:43:04.679 --> 00:43:07.840 I feel the trap in the digital music. Trust me, 700 00:43:07.960 --> 00:43:11.400

Kevin and I have to put things in frequency ah 701 00:43:11.599 --> 00:43:14.639 to make sure there's no trapping of the sound that 702 00:43:14.679 --> 00:43:18.639 we're trapping to create the sound effect or whatever like. 703 00:43:18.679 --> 00:43:21.159 You got to make sure it's clean and clear. We 704 00:43:21.760 --> 00:43:27.840 are inserting positive. Everything is positive. It's high frequency. It's 705 00:43:27.880 --> 00:43:30.000 to get you up there. It's to pull you away 706 00:43:30.960 --> 00:43:35.079 from what you've been getting so you recognize Oh yeah, 707 00:43:35.239 --> 00:43:39.880 we're getting a bunch of overproduced bullshit. Sometimes when it's 708 00:43:39.960 --> 00:43:43.280 too clear, it sucks. Sometimes it feels like there's no 709 00:43:43.360 --> 00:43:45.639 life to it. Yeah, it's great, great, can you do 710 00:43:45.719 --> 00:43:48.159 that live? If you can't do that live without all 711 00:43:48.159 --> 00:43:51.760 those effects, are you that good? Right? I'd rather just 712 00:43:51.800 --> 00:43:54.840 have a jug band going, like some classic rock band, 713 00:43:55.760 --> 00:43:59.199 just playing stuff. But the thing is now they're gonna 714 00:43:59.239 --> 00:44:04.199 have the revival of classic rock bands that are original 715 00:44:04.280 --> 00:44:07.880 new bands, and they're gonna be dope, like classic rock 716 00:44:08.800 --> 00:44:12.400 mixed with everything you've ever heard, mixed with every other 717 00:44:12.559 --> 00:44:15.039 thing you've ever heard, and it's gonna be live on 718 00:44:15.119 --> 00:44:18.719 instruments and you're gonna go holy shit. And the other 719 00:44:18.760 --> 00:44:20.559 ones that you choose to listen to are the ones 720 00:44:20.599 --> 00:44:24.039 that are getting giving you uplifting track in between. So 721 00:44:24.119 --> 00:44:26.079 if you do, if you are a hip hop head 722 00:44:26.119 --> 00:44:27.760 and you're like I'm not into that shit or whatever, 723 00:44:27.800 --> 00:44:31.119 you got us, you got people like us. There's a 724 00:44:31.119 --> 00:44:33.719 lot of us. It's not just me and keV. I 725 00:44:33.760 --> 00:44:36.000 mean we would love to be like, well the success, 726 00:44:36.119 --> 00:44:39.679 but honestly, if we don't do this, our heads will 727 00:44:39.679 --> 00:44:44.960 pop literally like in scanners, like I'm cold to do 728 00:44:45.000 --> 00:44:48.719 this he's definitely called to do it. Well, everything you 729 00:44:48.800 --> 00:44:51.920 hear is keV E said my voice, which is me. 730 00:44:54.039 --> 00:44:57.000 So shout outs to Sons of the Sun's music. But 731 00:44:57.159 --> 00:44:59.320 we're gonna be meeting up soon with these other groups. 732 00:44:59.400 --> 00:45:01.360 We're gonna be has to perform at some of these 733 00:45:01.400 --> 00:45:04.800 places where people are like almost like house parties. So 734 00:45:04.920 --> 00:45:10.599 there's a group I don't remember the name of it, 735 00:45:10.679 --> 00:45:15.639 but they're doing house shows now only they're like a 736 00:45:15.639 --> 00:45:21.960 grunge band from the nineties, and they can't do the 737 00:45:22.000 --> 00:45:24.880 shows right. There's just too many hands in the cookie jar. 738 00:45:25.039 --> 00:45:26.679 So they go on their website and they're like, Yo, 739 00:45:26.800 --> 00:45:31.119 we'll come to your house. This is what we charge. 740 00:45:32.360 --> 00:45:36.079 And then the upticks are from there and people are 741 00:45:36.119 --> 00:45:41.480 just throwing giant house parties and having the band perform 742 00:45:41.800 --> 00:45:44.920 for three hundred and four hundred people right there, and 743 00:45:45.039 --> 00:45:48.719 the band is filming videos for the show, bringing a 744 00:45:48.719 --> 00:45:51.440 guy with them, and they're fucking cameras and everything, and 745 00:45:51.440 --> 00:45:54.719 it's just like in your backyard. Paul and I had 746 00:45:54.719 --> 00:45:57.000 a small wedding, but what we wanted to have but 747 00:45:57.159 --> 00:45:59.519 didn't because Mom was like, well I can't handle that. 748 00:45:59.519 --> 00:46:07.000 When we first mentioned it was back here so back then, 749 00:46:07.039 --> 00:46:11.159 I was saying, like Rodney Dangerfield another movie from back then, 750 00:46:13.440 --> 00:46:18.760 just like oh shit, it was him and Joe Peshey. 751 00:46:20.360 --> 00:46:23.480 So his daughter's getting married and he's having a hard 752 00:46:23.480 --> 00:46:26.280 time dealing with it and he's like a photography guy 753 00:46:26.519 --> 00:46:28.519 and he's taking like pitches of kids and shit, it's 754 00:46:28.920 --> 00:46:35.360 early eighties and they're having the wedding even though it's 755 00:46:35.400 --> 00:46:38.079 a big deal and it's huge the whole movie, like 756 00:46:38.320 --> 00:46:40.719 it's crazy what they go through. I think it's called 757 00:46:40.760 --> 00:46:44.920 easy Money or some shit. They have the wedding and 758 00:46:44.960 --> 00:46:49.119 there's the end scene is everyone's packed into the backyards 759 00:46:49.159 --> 00:46:52.079 and in the backyards look just like here they literally 760 00:46:52.679 --> 00:46:56.320 so those backyards were packed and everybody was partying and barbecuing, 761 00:46:56.920 --> 00:47:00.000 and like they get footage of it coming up and 762 00:47:00.159 --> 00:47:04.599 everyone's just out but they're they're cordoned off and you 763 00:47:04.639 --> 00:47:06.760 can see this is the wedding party right up the middle. 764 00:47:06.800 --> 00:47:09.159 They're all colorful and everything. And then everyone else should 765 00:47:09.159 --> 00:47:12.119 partcue and they're passing food and beer and every everybody's 766 00:47:12.159 --> 00:47:13.639 having a good time. And that was the point. And 767 00:47:13.639 --> 00:47:16.079 he turns around to the camera and goes and then 768 00:47:16.119 --> 00:47:22.559 the movie ends

because the point was family every The 769 00:47:22.599 --> 00:47:27.840 point was making it family. So I said, Vin Diesel 770 00:47:28.079 --> 00:47:33.960 would approve of this message. Family. Frankie Toretto is like, family, 771 00:47:35.280 --> 00:47:40.320 it works there, why wouldn't it work here? And my 772 00:47:40.400 --> 00:47:42.039 mother was like, I don't know if I could handle that. 773 00:47:42.079 --> 00:47:43.840 But then as we got closer to the wedding, she 774 00:47:43.960 --> 00:47:45.639 was like, oh, we should have had the wedding in 775 00:47:45.679 --> 00:47:49.480 the backyard. And we just but I'm glad we didn't 776 00:47:52.440 --> 00:47:57.280 for outdoor reasons. But like on a daylight today, no 777 00:47:57.320 --> 00:48:00.400 one's wearing any suits and ties and any that shit. 778 00:48:00.760 --> 00:48:02.199 There's not going to be any of that stuff. You 779 00:48:02.199 --> 00:48:04.039 got to like show up in your bathing suit and 780 00:48:04.079 --> 00:48:06.719 just hope that I squared to you with the fucking hose. Right. 781 00:48:10.199 --> 00:48:12.480 Another thing in the seventies we did that people will 782 00:48:12.480 --> 00:48:17.719 be like what. So my father was insanitation, right, So 783 00:48:17.960 --> 00:48:22.559 he had the caps for the Johnny pumps for the 784 00:48:22.559 --> 00:48:25.800 fire hydrants. So the cap had a sprinkler head on it. 785 00:48:27.119 --> 00:48:31.360 So we had like a four corner scenario where I lived, 786 00:48:31.960 --> 00:48:34.039 and the Johnny pump was on the other side of 787 00:48:34.079 --> 00:48:36.719 the street from our house, right out front of the building, 788 00:48:37.800 --> 00:48:42.000 so that area the too sanitate. My father and another 789 00:48:42.000 --> 00:48:44.639 guy put up two stop signs because people were getting 790 00:48:45.360 --> 00:48:47.599 just lit right in front of my house. There was 791 00:48:47.639 --> 00:48:49.719 like a turn and they were just doing eighty but 792 00:48:49.719 --> 00:48:52.480 boom boom, boom boom, just killing people. So they put 793 00:48:52.519 --> 00:48:55.440 up some stop signs and it slowed down the whole thing. 794 00:48:56.119 --> 00:48:58.440 Everybody slowed up. They were like, oh the shit, stop signs. 795 00:48:58.480 --> 00:49:00.679 What the fuck? So this was before there was a 796 00:49:00.679 --> 00:49:03.039 lot of stop signs. And you put the cap on 797 00:49:03.119 --> 00:49:04.880 there and you'd open up the Johnny pump. You gotta 798 00:49:04.960 --> 00:49:08.679 let it run for a minute. You have to have 799 00:49:08.679 --> 00:49:10.519 the cap on because if you just have it running, 800 00:49:11.079 --> 00:49:14.320 people tend to launch shit at you through the stream. 801 00:49:14.480 --> 00:49:15.960 So that you could put a brick in there and 802 00:49:16.000 --> 00:49:18.920 then turn it on the next person who turns it on, 803 00:49:19.000 --> 00:49:20.880 like you could load bricks

into there, and then if 804 00:49:20.880 --> 00:49:22.559 they turn it on, those bricks shoot out at one 805 00:49:22.599 --> 00:49:24.920 hundred miles an hour and kill people. So people are 806 00:49:24.920 --> 00:49:26.840 getting really injured. So you put the cap on, and 807 00:49:26.840 --> 00:49:28.880 if there's something in there, you'd have to shut everything off, 808 00:49:29.440 --> 00:49:32.039 blow out the stuff. There's like a piece they put 809 00:49:32.079 --> 00:49:35.800 over it and catch it and then collect whatever it 810 00:49:35.880 --> 00:49:39.320 was stuffed in there, and then it'll all run naturally 811 00:49:39.960 --> 00:49:43.639 close it, put the cap on, send it out. When 812 00:49:43.679 --> 00:49:46.039 things were really fucking crazy, right when you had to 813 00:49:46.119 --> 00:49:49.199 do movement for work to work and make it happen, 814 00:49:49.320 --> 00:49:54.559 and literally forty people she would show up in thirty seconds. 815 00:49:55.400 --> 00:50:02.880 Parents would line the sidewalk line it like no sidewalk 816 00:50:02.920 --> 00:50:04.719 for you. You got to walk in front of us 817 00:50:04.840 --> 00:50:11.039 where we're sitting with coolers and beers and sodas, Corda 818 00:50:11.119 --> 00:50:16.000 drinks twenty five cents each and you like pop the 819 00:50:16.039 --> 00:50:17.599 top and just drink it. It was like a little 820 00:50:17.760 --> 00:50:23.440 purple drink or cherry drink or some shit. And everyone 821 00:50:23.639 --> 00:50:27.079 was out, everyone's parents, whoever was around was home, came out. 822 00:50:27.920 --> 00:50:30.239 So the building was right there, so they had extra 823 00:50:30.320 --> 00:50:33.320 sidewalks so they would be under like the fire escapes. 824 00:50:34.119 --> 00:50:37.159 But outside we didn't have a pigeon problem back then 825 00:50:37.239 --> 00:50:39.599 like we do now. It wasn't as crazy as it was, 826 00:50:40.119 --> 00:50:44.119 and everyone was just chilling and getting wet and then 827 00:50:44.159 --> 00:50:48.360 sitting down hanging out, and people would come out and 828 00:50:48.400 --> 00:50:52.360 they'd have their boomboxes. Right this is kind of before 829 00:50:52.400 --> 00:50:56.360 boom I'd just be radios, but they were big, and 830 00:50:56.360 --> 00:50:58.800 then they would take like twenty fucking batteries and dudes 831 00:50:58.800 --> 00:51:01.480 would just roll escape over and just drop it. They 832 00:51:01.480 --> 00:51:04.039 would see you come in. Cars would drive slow. They 833 00:51:04.039 --> 00:51:06.239 would be like, yo, wash the car real quick. So 834 00:51:06.480 --> 00:51:09.599 everyone would have rags and buckets. We'd have everything ready 835 00:51:09.599 --> 00:51:09.880 to go. 836 00:51:10.159 --> 00:51:13.119 Blah, oh we got a dollar seventy five. 837 00:51:13.159 --> 00:51:14.800 Oh he threw change at us, but it was enough 838 00:51:15.119 --> 00:51:20.760 to buy everyone drinks, literally everyone. We'd be sending people 839 00:51:20.800 --> 00:51:26.159 to the fucking corner store. Yeah, these were fun times, man. 840 00:51:26.280 --> 00:51:30.000 So there was like a store that wasn't on the 841 00:51:30.039 --> 00:51:33.320 main avenue that was like a little bodega. So it 842 00:51:33.360 --> 00:51:39.960 was like a little deli slash stationary convenience store. They 843 00:51:39.960 --> 00:51:45.320 had every candy in the world, milk, maybe maybe bread. Yeah, 844 00:51:45.320 --> 00:51:47.079 they definitely had like wonder bread. Everything was one to 845 00:51:47.119 --> 00:51:51.840 bread back then snacks, all this other shit, cigarettes uh huh, 846 00:51:52.039 --> 00:51:56.079 and beer at lots of alcohol. And they'd just walk 847 00:51:56.119 --> 00:52:00.800 down the block and get buckets of ice, buckets where 848 00:52:00.800 --> 00:52:04.119 you're like, ohly shit, that's a lot of fucking ice. 849 00:52:04.400 --> 00:52:07.599 Everyone was doing it and the guy would be have 850 00:52:07.679 --> 00:52:09.880 to shut down wait for his guy to come with ice, 851 00:52:09.960 --> 00:52:16.480 and they break it up, sell it. It was inexpensive. 852 00:52:16.880 --> 00:52:18.920 People had umbrellas out just like I do. Right now. 853 00:52:20.840 --> 00:52:24.320 Crazy shit. It was different. It was different time right, 854 00:52:24.400 --> 00:52:26.519 and the cars would go slow because of the way 855 00:52:26.559 --> 00:52:28.800 the turn was now where they put the stop sign. 856 00:52:29.320 --> 00:52:34.880 Everyone saw you coming and they knew in the car 857 00:52:35.440 --> 00:52:38.280 that they you could see the sprinkler on right. People 858 00:52:38.360 --> 00:52:39.840 used to just zip through that. They wouldn't see no 859 00:52:39.880 --> 00:52:41.800 one there, and they think their car can handle that. 860 00:52:42.119 --> 00:52:44.199 It'd be a little wet, and they'd fly into the building. 861 00:52:44.239 --> 00:52:46.880 They'd fly into people's houses. They'd kill people and they 862 00:52:46.960 --> 00:52:48.480 just run them over on the corner and be standing 863 00:52:48.519 --> 00:52:52.400 on the corner avenue. They're right, you're dead. All kinds 864 00:52:52.440 --> 00:52:54.480 of stories. My friend that lived across the street from 865 00:52:54.480 --> 00:52:56.320 me got hit by a car going eighty miles an 866 00:52:56.320 --> 00:52:59.559 hour on the other corner. It was like a So 867 00:52:59.800 --> 00:53:02.880 my house was at the top and it was like this, 868 00:53:03.119 --> 00:53:07.039 I had this street and this street going down, so 869 00:53:07.159 --> 00:53:08.920 we had like the corner space there. It was a 870 00:53:08.920 --> 00:53:12.000 pretty big house, and then for at least for the Bronx, 871 00:53:12.079 --> 00:53:15.599 and then down this block. As you went, it dipped 872 00:53:15.599 --> 00:53:19.199 down and they call it like suicide hill or whatever. 873 00:53:19.639 -->

00:53:22.920 So bike riders would take it really quickly, and we 874 00:53:22.960 --> 00:53:25.199 had like huffies and mongoose and all this shit and 875 00:53:25.239 --> 00:53:27.320 we'd be going like the Boonies at one hundred miles 876 00:53:27.320 --> 00:53:33.239 an hour over there. But somebody would be driving Sacket Avenue, 877 00:53:33.280 --> 00:53:35.960 which is the last part before there'd be a garage 878 00:53:36.000 --> 00:53:37.760 in front of you as you come down the hill, 879 00:53:37.840 --> 00:53:40.960 so you have to turn one way or the other. Well, 880 00:53:40.960 --> 00:53:43.519 they would have it two ways over there instead of 881 00:53:43.519 --> 00:53:46.320 one way, and cars would be it was a straight 882 00:53:46.400 --> 00:53:51.599 run with limited view all the way from one side 883 00:53:51.599 --> 00:53:54.599 of the neighborhood to the other. No lights, nothing, no 884 00:53:54.679 --> 00:53:59.719 stop signs. Two ways, two went down there. Boom. I 885 00:53:59.719 --> 00:54:01.599 went down there and saw him. The top cap of 886 00:54:01.599 --> 00:54:05.000 his head was off and his brain was out. I 887 00:54:05.039 --> 00:54:12.199 was like, oh crazy times. That was big back then, right, 888 00:54:13.400 --> 00:54:20.079 other injuries as well. Injuries were different back then. I 889 00:54:20.119 --> 00:54:23.320 looked up over a kid's fence. It was my fence, 890 00:54:23.800 --> 00:54:25.960 and I saw these kids that were there on the 891 00:54:26.000 --> 00:54:28.480 other side of the fence, and it was snowing out 892 00:54:28.559 --> 00:54:30.440 and free it was freezing, and the kid took an 893 00:54:30.599 --> 00:54:33.000 icicle and he broke it and he jumped over the 894 00:54:33.079 --> 00:54:34.760 top of the fence and I went to go look 895 00:54:34.800 --> 00:54:36.599 up again. I was kind of small. I was like 896 00:54:36.920 --> 00:54:39.039 leaping up like this, and he hit me right here 897 00:54:39.079 --> 00:54:42.800 in the fucking face. Not only did he knock me out, 898 00:54:43.039 --> 00:54:47.800 he stuck the pin in my face and it knocked 899 00:54:47.800 --> 00:54:50.000 me unconscious. And then they found me in the yard, 900 00:54:50.079 --> 00:54:53.079 cut open and bleeding, but there was just snow on 901 00:54:53.119 --> 00:54:56.800 my face, so they didn't know what the fuck happened. 902 00:54:56.800 --> 00:55:01.719 But it was like a forccle that was like dangling 903 00:55:01.760 --> 00:55:04.239 that the kid grabbed started crying. He was like, I 904 00:55:04.280 --> 00:55:07.039 didn't mean to do that. He came over there. I 905 00:55:07.079 --> 00:55:11.159 had to go to the fucking hospital. We're weird shit anyway. 906 00:55:11.239 --> 00:55:15.840 So all the good stuff's coming forward in the grassroots 907 00:55:15.880 --> 00:55:19.440 movement from back then is coming forward again in the 908 00:55:19.519 --> 00:55:24.440 loop cycle because that's the original shit. That's how it's 909 00:55:24.440 --> 00:55:31.039 supposed to happen, unimpeded, raw, original, open. You're just reading me. 910 00:55:31.079 --> 00:55:34.000 There's no makeup on me, like kiss right, It's like, 911 00:55:34.079 --> 00:55:36.760 well it's frank, really the spiritual guy? Is you some 912 00:55:36.880 --> 00:55:40.880 kind of weird guru new age fucking UFO guy, A 913 00:55:40.960 --> 00:55:43.920 boy that that no, not at all straight, Neil Shaman, 914 00:55:45.119 --> 00:55:47.239 I take a little bit from everything and bring it 915 00:55:47.280 --> 00:55:49.880 together to make it work for me in my world. 916 00:55:50.360 --> 00:55:52.360 So that would make me a master of alchemist as well, 917 00:55:54.559 --> 00:55:58.960 and that's a beautiful thing. Don't be a hater, right, 918 00:55:59.079 --> 00:56:03.639 So in our vole vulnerability, we're now being called to shine, right, 919 00:56:03.960 --> 00:56:09.719 So shining and take you around the yard now, I 920 00:56:09.719 --> 00:56:11.559 want I want to show you guys something. So as 921 00:56:11.639 --> 00:56:15.159 this new movement rises and move through things, we're going 922 00:56:15.239 --> 00:56:18.239 to get those good fucking feelings, those good times are 923 00:56:18.239 --> 00:56:21.480 going to come back. But I'm older, Frank, I'm Frank's 924 00:56:21.480 --> 00:56:23.639 literally fifty. What the fuck is he talking about? I'm 925 00:56:23.679 --> 00:56:26.800 telling you, man, I got the same feeling inside of 926 00:56:26.840 --> 00:56:29.239 me that I do when I was that age, literally, 927 00:56:29.519 --> 00:56:31.239 and I have all the same things around me that 928 00:56:31.280 --> 00:56:34.480 I do in my room. I complain sometimes like I'm 929 00:56:34.480 --> 00:56:36.599 fifty years old. I have action figures that surround me. 930 00:56:36.639 --> 00:56:38.800 I'm in a room built for a fucking like a 931 00:56:38.840 --> 00:56:41.719 twelve year old. But do you act like a twelve 932 00:56:41.800 --> 00:56:44.880 year old? No? Then what's the idea with all this? 933 00:56:45.239 --> 00:56:48.760 The toys and action figures that you love or whatever? 934 00:56:49.000 --> 00:56:52.480 And I start picking them up, and I'm each one 935 00:56:52.599 --> 00:56:55.719 represents something else to me, and I'm surrounding myself with 936 00:56:55.760 --> 00:56:59.679 that which gives me joy and happiness. And as Paula 937 00:56:59.679 --> 00:57:01.840 would say, you could have any action figure you want, 938 00:57:01.960 --> 00:57:04.800 because every action figure you have that makes you happy, 939 00:57:05.079 --> 00:57:06.880 that's one night I know you'll never be in the 940 00:57:06.880 --> 00:57:09.039 strip club. And I'm like, you ain't never got to 941 00:57:09.039 --> 00:57:12.119 worry about me being in the strip club, right, I'm 942 00:57:12.159 --> 00:57:14.400 the rock star. That's not where I go. A real 943 00:57:14.480 --> 00:57:18.679 rock star knows

what's up right. I'm not about that shit. 944 00:57:19.599 --> 00:57:25.400 I'm about getting my imagination and my fantasy back online 945 00:57:26.679 --> 00:57:30.159 and getting crazy with it, like let's create, motherfucker, Like, 946 00:57:30.239 --> 00:57:33.920 let's go. So I'm gonna turn the camera around. Let's 947 00:57:33.920 --> 00:57:40.480 see oop. So Paul is out here doing ty dies, right, 948 00:57:40.639 --> 00:57:44.480 we all just out here chilling with Buddha and was 949 00:57:44.559 --> 00:57:50.400 bringing around and to our first this is Moon Rocks. 950 00:57:51.239 --> 00:57:55.760 So Moon Rocks is almost ready to go. She's a 951 00:57:55.800 --> 00:57:59.159 big girl. She's an auto. These are all autos right now. 952 00:57:59.679 --> 00:58:02.760 This is wedding glue I got for the wedding and 953 00:58:02.920 --> 00:58:07.400 I thought that would be cute. And holy moly, this 954 00:58:07.440 --> 00:58:18.199 thing is a solid, solid brick. Smells fantastic and okay, 955 00:58:18.239 --> 00:58:19.800 so this is the Moon Rock Then what the hell 956 00:58:19.880 --> 00:58:22.079 is that? Oh? This is the Fairy Garden. Sorry, so 957 00:58:22.159 --> 00:58:27.159 this is fairy Garden, this one right here, and this 958 00:58:27.199 --> 00:58:33.440 one's the moon rock and she is developed into a 959 00:58:33.559 --> 00:58:40.800 bigger than golf balls, like little mandarin size monsters. Right, 960 00:58:42.360 --> 00:58:47.159 got this giant fern. I love the fern and we 961 00:58:47.280 --> 00:58:50.159 have we Oh Pola was in here picking at him. 962 00:58:50.360 --> 00:58:53.400 So strawberries are coming in. We got another round of them. 963 00:58:53.920 --> 00:58:56.800 We had so many for the first time this year, 964 00:58:58.440 --> 00:59:01.199 early early in the season that we started just making 965 00:59:01.199 --> 00:59:03.840 smoothies every day. To you, I was like, just let's 966 00:59:03.880 --> 00:59:12.280 make smoothies. Let's just keep drinking our fruits. Yeah, So 967 00:59:12.320 --> 00:59:14.440 we got this for the bees last night. We put 968 00:59:14.480 --> 00:59:21.880 that up. It's dangling from our dangle. All right, check 969 00:59:21.920 --> 00:59:29.840 this out. So this is fairy garden. That's as big 970 00:59:29.880 --> 00:59:34.960 as my open hand inside my hand, that top one. 971 00:59:36.360 --> 00:59:38.480 We're trying to figure out how much is this going 972 00:59:38.559 --> 00:59:40.719 to be at the end. I don't like to guess though, 973 00:59:41.079 --> 00:59:43.679 because then this one's not growing at all. It's just 974 00:59:43.760 --> 00:59:46.000 kind of hanging out. But it's beginning now look at 975 00:59:46.000 --> 00:59:50.920 that to grow little pistols out of the top and 976 00:59:51.280 --> 00:59:54.280 side in those corners. Get your fat finger out of 977 00:59:54.320 --> 01:00:01.920 the way. So here comes the bud. You have a 978 01:00:02.039 --> 01:00:09.480 giant sunflower and a whole bunch of more strawberries. They're 979 01:00:09.519 --> 01:00:14.280 going crazy with the strawberries. So we finally got guya 980 01:00:14.360 --> 01:00:22.280 green out here. Guya green is a Canadian organic plant 981 01:00:23.000 --> 01:00:28.639 food that works really really well, so I sprinkled some in. 982 01:00:28.719 --> 01:00:32.039 You don't need a lot, It's very little. So since 983 01:00:32.079 --> 01:00:39.840 you've seen this is Amnesia Hayes right, She's all uppies 984 01:00:39.920 --> 01:00:46.599 and praying and literally became strong, like super strong with 985 01:00:46.719 --> 01:00:50.960 the nugs on. These things are fantastic. I know it's 986 01:00:50.960 --> 01:00:53.840 turned into a garden show for a second, but this 987 01:00:53.880 --> 01:00:57.039 is what I mean about being doing, creating what you 988 01:00:57.159 --> 01:01:01.119 love and surrounding yourself. This is fairy garden right up 989 01:01:01.119 --> 01:01:03.880 in the middle of the yard, right in the middle 990 01:01:03.920 --> 01:01:05.920 of the whole thing. We hung that up so we 991 01:01:05.960 --> 01:01:12.519 don't get any bee hornets building and hanging out and here, 992 01:01:14.840 --> 01:01:17.239 but bees will still come in here and do their thing. 993 01:01:17.280 --> 01:01:20.400 There's flowers all over the place. These flowers are so psychedelic. 994 01:01:20.880 --> 01:01:23.360 I was telling Paul. I was like, the bees are 995 01:01:23.400 --> 01:01:26.599 just they love them so much and I love to 996 01:01:26.599 --> 01:01:29.480 see them. When I talk about seeing flowers and psychedelic 997 01:01:29.800 --> 01:01:32.000 when I do mushrooms, this is what it looks like 998 01:01:32.519 --> 01:01:37.519 being getting closer and closer and then it opening itself 999 01:01:37.559 --> 01:01:39.760 to you. And then you kind of like going into it, 1000 01:01:40.039 --> 01:01:44.199 and then that being a realm, a new realm, another area, 1001 01:01:44.440 --> 01:01:49.199 an infinite set of dimensions overlaid so we can all 1002 01:01:49.199 --> 01:01:54.679 be here together and experience this place. Okay, so this 1003 01:01:54.719 --> 01:01:56.559 one's fairy Garden too. I'm sorry if I move the 1004 01:01:56.599 --> 01:01:58.679 camera too fast, and if you're bored, let me know. 1005 01:01:58.760 --> 01:02:04.440 I'll change it up. But this is the fairy Garden. 1006 01:02:04.880 --> 01:02:09.400 This is the double grape, and they're just getting fucking 1007 01:02:09.639 --> 01:02:12.599 huge huge. So when I come out here and I 1008 01:02:12.679 --> 01:02:15.519 talk to them, they're telling me what they want and 1009 01:02:15.519 --> 01:02:17.800 what they desire. I asked them earlier, how do you 1010 01:02:18.840 --> 01:02:25.840 like the new the guya green? And the response this 1011 01:02:25.920 --> 01:02:29.239 plant was I'm gonna go to six foot five or 1012 01:02:29.800 --> 01:02:34.559 perhaps seven foot tall. So we'll get

to her in 1013 01:02:34.559 --> 01:02:38.519 a second. This is the pineapple Pineapple chunk. I put 1014 01:02:38.519 --> 01:02:41.400 her in a little thing and now she's the little 1015 01:02:41.400 --> 01:02:44.000 cage around her to hold her up, and now it's 1016 01:02:44.039 --> 01:02:49.920 starting to come out. It's beginning to happen. Here's the 1017 01:02:49.960 --> 01:02:57.039 candy store plant is huge. This is right after a feeding. 1018 01:02:57.079 --> 01:03:02.880 They grew. That's five inches taller than me, four inches 1019 01:03:02.920 --> 01:03:06.400 taller than me now and this plan is two sided, 1020 01:03:06.480 --> 01:03:09.239 so there's all the stuff we see here, right, so 1021 01:03:09.280 --> 01:03:11.719 it's just this wiggle and then I pull it. The 1022 01:03:11.760 --> 01:03:16.480 whole other side is this giant plant. It like split 1023 01:03:16.599 --> 01:03:21.480 into two and just started coming out that way, and 1024 01:03:21.519 --> 01:03:24.599 now it's like actually split in multidirections. There's a little 1025 01:03:24.599 --> 01:03:28.199 one right here. She's got to catch up. There's one 1026 01:03:28.239 --> 01:03:29.760 in the back, the two in the back of the 1027 01:03:29.760 --> 01:03:38.119 Atlanta thunder Fox. And this is candy store. Oh, and 1028 01:03:38.199 --> 01:03:42.840 that right there is Charlie. Hi, Charlie. Charlie's not overtly 1029 01:03:42.880 --> 01:03:45.119 afraid of me, and he knows I'm gonna feed him. 1030 01:03:45.800 --> 01:03:48.880 Hi Buba, how you doing? But you can't touch him. 1031 01:03:49.119 --> 01:03:52.760 But he's the cutest boy, and he's so polite. And 1032 01:03:53.320 --> 01:03:56.119 we actually got my mother to feed him the other 1033 01:03:56.239 --> 01:03:59.440 night and she's like, I fed Charlie when you guys 1034 01:03:59.440 --> 01:04:02.840 weren't here. I go, Yeah, she goes, But not that 1035 01:04:02.960 --> 01:04:07.480 other one, Stevel. I fucking hate him. And I was like, 1036 01:04:07.920 --> 01:04:14.239 Stevel's a troublemaker. That's why we call him Stevel. Yeah, 1037 01:04:14.280 --> 01:04:16.119 he comes in and does some crazy shit. And then 1038 01:04:16.159 --> 01:04:22.880 if you want butterflies to come into the yard, you 1039 01:04:22.920 --> 01:04:27.000 got to get yourself a butterfly bush. Some beautiful flowers, 1040 01:04:27.920 --> 01:04:31.159 invite them in, bring them in. So now let's go 1041 01:04:31.239 --> 01:04:33.760 back to a quick talk and then i'll end it. Right. 1042 01:04:33.840 --> 01:04:39.880 So you put things around the yard because it's the 1043 01:04:39.920 --> 01:04:42.639 way you want to present it, right. I want it 1044 01:04:42.719 --> 01:04:44.199 like this. I want it to look like this or 1045 01:04:44.239 --> 01:04:47.960 feel like that, and move like this and move like that. Charlie, 1046 01:04:47.960 --> 01:04:49.599 I'm gonna get your food right now. I'm sorry, he's 1047 01:04:49.599 --> 01:04:52.320 an outside catcher. He doesn't understand. Hold on a minute, 1048 01:04:52.559 --> 01:04:59.000 he has none of that. I'll get you something. So 1049 01:04:59.199 --> 01:05:06.679 this allows you to create the dimensional opening to that area, Paula, 1050 01:05:06.960 --> 01:05:11.840 can you give me something for Charlie. Yeah, he came in. 1051 01:05:11.880 --> 01:05:14.079 I filmed him and I'm still live. So but i'll 1052 01:05:14.119 --> 01:05:20.199 feed him live, okay, I'll come Oh, thank you, thank you, 1053 01:05:20.239 --> 01:05:25.519 thank you. All right, So I got you, Bubba, I 1054 01:05:25.559 --> 01:05:32.400 got you. We're gonna do this. So if you love 1055 01:05:32.480 --> 01:05:35.840 cats and there's neighborhood cats, you feed the cats. Come here, 1056 01:05:37.880 --> 01:05:45.000 Come on, booth. I'm not gonna hurt you. Go ahead, 1057 01:05:45.039 --> 01:05:49.360 good good boy. You know everybody's already got a fucking 1058 01:05:49.400 --> 01:05:51.039 hard enough time. We don't got to make it harder 1059 01:05:51.039 --> 01:05:53.199 for any living being or anything else. Right, So we 1060 01:05:53.280 --> 01:06:01.199 got b stations and insect houses and netting that shades 1061 01:06:01.400 --> 01:06:06.920 at thirty percent and at fifty percent. Everything is like 1062 01:06:07.079 --> 01:06:11.360 organically done to the best of our ability. Literally to 1063 01:06:11.400 --> 01:06:13.679 the best of our ability. We do pretty fucking good 1064 01:06:13.719 --> 01:06:24.440 for around here. So now this area which was barren, 1065 01:06:25.199 --> 01:06:31.199 it was just cement, becomes this lush green experience in 1066 01:06:31.239 --> 01:06:36.360 a cement backyard in the bronx. Right. But here's the thing, 1067 01:06:36.559 --> 01:06:42.440 here's the fucking catch that brings the garden ferries to you. 1068 01:06:42.440 --> 01:06:44.239 You don't have to go find a place to put 1069 01:06:44.239 --> 01:06:46.800 your fucking feet and grass. I built a little thing 1070 01:06:46.880 --> 01:06:50.559 here to stand in that's made of real grass. I 1071 01:06:50.599 --> 01:06:53.000 went and I bought grass I bought a rectangle piece 1072 01:06:53.119 --> 01:06:55.480 and I said, okay, I'm gonna put it up and 1073 01:06:55.519 --> 01:06:58.039 they're not gonna poop and pee in it. And at 1074 01:06:58.079 --> 01:06:59.639 first they were like, should we poop and pee in here? 1075 01:06:59.639 --> 01:07:02.199 I was like, no, I put your fucking thing over there, bro, 1076 01:07:03.039 --> 01:07:05.559 And they started using it just to lay and look 1077 01:07:05.559 --> 01:07:08.480 out at the neighbor's yards all grass and there's giant 1078 01:07:08.480 --> 01:07:11.079 tree thing in his yard and it's really pretty. He's 1079 01:07:11.119 --> 01:07:13.679 got a lot of space over there. So our space 1080 01:07:13.719 --> 01:07:16.159 is limited. But with that I got a table, I 1081 01:07:16.159 --> 01:07:19.599 got another table,

table, table, table table. That's way whoa 1082 01:07:20.239 --> 01:07:25.880 one two, three, four, five, six, seven tables out here 1083 01:07:27.159 --> 01:07:30.039 nine and the all fold outs or things that have 1084 01:07:30.039 --> 01:07:33.119 been in the family are just there. Use everything you got, 1085 01:07:33.719 --> 01:07:37.639 turn it into something beautiful. And then you start to 1086 01:07:39.119 --> 01:07:43.320 feel them, you start to hear them. They're here, they're 1087 01:07:43.320 --> 01:07:47.599 present you during your watering. Like I said to the 1088 01:07:47.679 --> 01:07:52.360 rose bush, which I didn't know is grown one two 1089 01:07:52.440 --> 01:08:00.480 three four five roses already, right, So this point is 1090 01:08:00.519 --> 01:08:03.519 putting out all these beautiful things, and I come out 1091 01:08:03.559 --> 01:08:05.920 high beautiful. So I come out here every day. I'm 1092 01:08:05.960 --> 01:08:09.280 with them where they're like people laugh at me. Oh 1093 01:08:09.320 --> 01:08:10.920 you're retired, you're home, you're doing what do you did? 1094 01:08:10.920 --> 01:08:12.639 What do you do? What do you do? I'm building 1095 01:08:12.679 --> 01:08:15.760 all this shit back here and stuff that's I find 1096 01:08:15.760 --> 01:08:18.439 to be beautiful with my wife, and we're enjoying it. 1097 01:08:18.600 --> 01:08:20.199 You got to enjoy it like it's a fucking vacation. 1098 01:08:20.279 --> 01:08:22.479 It's my home. What does that mean when you're in 1099 01:08:22.520 --> 01:08:24.600 your home you gotta be uptight or you're only allowed 1100 01:08:24.640 --> 01:08:27.000 to sleep comfortably and watch TV here, Like what the fuck? 1101 01:08:29.640 --> 01:08:32.279 I want it to be an uplifting experience. So I 1102 01:08:32.319 --> 01:08:37.119 told the garden fairies I bought fairy garden seeds, which 1103 01:08:37.159 --> 01:08:43.439 were it's really strong weeds, really intense strain, and I'm like, 1104 01:08:44.960 --> 01:08:50.760 if you let me grow all this stuff, I'll because 1105 01:08:50.760 --> 01:08:54.239 Paul is on it, like all over it. We'll put 1106 01:08:54.279 --> 01:08:57.880 other stuff out here that's green, but you've got to 1107 01:08:57.880 --> 01:09:00.960 protect my green. But I'm I'm also gonna come out 1108 01:09:00.960 --> 01:09:03.960 here and work with you. So I'm not gonna I'm 1109 01:09:03.960 --> 01:09:07.319 gonna first of all, greet you and everybody else that's 1110 01:09:07.359 --> 01:09:09.520 part of this, even the insects and everything that's part 1111 01:09:09.560 --> 01:09:13.359 of this, and we're gonna have this moment we lived 1112 01:09:13.359 --> 01:09:19.920 through together where I bring the portal to I'm the portal. Yeah, 1113 01:09:20.000 --> 01:09:22.760 just I'm the portal. But now I created it back here. 1114 01:09:23.359 --> 01:09:26.000 So you want, garden fairies, you want to have that experience. 1115 01:09:26.039 --> 01:09:28.560 You want to do psychedelics and being around trees and green. 1116 01:09:29.960 --> 01:09:33.359 Here you go. You did it. It's done. But when 1117 01:09:33.439 --> 01:09:35.880 it first started, my mother sat out here and was like, 1118 01:09:35.960 --> 01:09:39.159 I hate this place. It's ugly. This is ugly. I go, 1119 01:09:39.279 --> 01:09:43.680 of course, it's flat. Nothing grew yet. We just planted everything. 1120 01:09:45.560 --> 01:09:48.560 It's gonna take like a month before we get like nice, 1121 01:09:48.680 --> 01:09:52.479 nice results to what you're thinking in your head, and 1122 01:09:52.520 --> 01:09:55.399 she was like, yeah, whatever, and then she had gone 1123 01:09:55.439 --> 01:09:59.199 on vacation, came back and was like oh shit. And 1124 01:09:59.279 --> 01:10:02.880 since then she's now on vacation again, and when she 1125 01:10:02.920 --> 01:10:06.000 comes back, she's gonna be like, whoa. Some of these 1126 01:10:06.000 --> 01:10:10.600 are gonna be harvested in about two weeks, and then 1127 01:10:10.600 --> 01:10:13.520 another two weeks, another two or three, and then the 1128 01:10:13.560 --> 01:10:15.560 other ones are gonna bloom out, and then it'll be 1129 01:10:15.600 --> 01:10:19.000 like in the September, So they're gonna be gigantic. I'm 1130 01:10:19.000 --> 01:10:20.439 gonna take this journey with you. We're gonna go live 1131 01:10:20.479 --> 01:10:21.920 from the garden soil. We can't go live from the 1132 01:10:21.920 --> 01:10:25.159 garden anymore. It's just it's part of the feel of shows. 1133 01:10:25.199 --> 01:10:27.560 There's not gonna be any hidden magic or agenda or 1134 01:10:27.560 --> 01:10:29.800 any bullshit or have to buy this and do that 1135 01:10:29.880 --> 01:10:32.479 and suffer through this and suffer through that shit. You 1136 01:10:32.479 --> 01:10:35.920 don't have to do that. You gotta live your life. 1137 01:10:35.960 --> 01:10:38.479 You gotta be beautiful, you got to create, you gotta 1138 01:10:38.520 --> 01:10:41.279 do something wonderful for yourself. Then Paula just soaks her 1139 01:10:41.279 --> 01:10:42.840 feet out here in the ice cold water with a 1140 01:10:42.840 --> 01:10:45.600 little stream thing on, and it's the most. She's like, 1141 01:10:45.640 --> 01:10:48.600 this is beautiful. We're having the greatest time. Man. We 1142 01:10:48.600 --> 01:10:52.119 were just sitting here and it was fucking awesome. I'm like, 1143 01:10:52.359 --> 01:10:55.720 I'll every day with you is awesome. But yes, the 1144 01:10:55.800 --> 01:11:00.319 experience is beyond wonderful. I can't really put it into works, 1145 01:11:00.680 --> 01:11:04.039 and I have to so at my level, I'm going 1146 01:11:04.920 --> 01:11:06.920 all right, So I don't have a tooth, I'm vulnerable, 1147 01:11:07.439 --> 01:11:09.520 all the shit's going on, all the stuff around me. 1148 01:11:09.520 --> 01:11:11.760 Oh blah blah blah. I didn't get mad like that. 1149 01:11:12.119 --> 01:11:15.159

I was embarrassed to show my face, and I'm like, 1150 01:11:15.199 --> 01:11:20.760 I'm not gonna I'm not falling behind for some stupid, 1151 01:11:20.760 --> 01:11:24.520 silly internal conflict that I might have with myself. It's 1152 01:11:24.560 --> 01:11:29.359 not worth it. It's not worth it. This is this 1153 01:11:29.520 --> 01:11:36.039 is it right here, right. So we went out, we 1154 01:11:36.079 --> 01:11:39.359 went live, we went in the water, we looked up 1155 01:11:39.399 --> 01:11:42.560 at the sun, and we did all these really nice things. 1156 01:11:42.760 --> 01:11:45.920 But really, you're just moving around your space and you 1157 01:11:45.960 --> 01:11:48.079 turn your space into a wonderful place to do all 1158 01:11:48.079 --> 01:11:51.319 these little wonderful things, right, so you don't have to 1159 01:11:51.319 --> 01:11:53.880 search outside of anything. I just walk out in my 1160 01:11:53.880 --> 01:11:57.479 backyard and I'm like, oh, I love you. I love 1161 01:11:57.520 --> 01:12:05.039 this fucking plant right here. Look at this wise so 1162 01:12:05.199 --> 01:12:08.760 my point with the roses too. She's loaded with thorns. 1163 01:12:09.680 --> 01:12:12.960 I'm not much of a thorn guy. However, I've warded 1164 01:12:13.000 --> 01:12:16.199 her every day since she was put here, and more 1165 01:12:16.239 --> 01:12:20.000 popped up, and she has not once caught onto me. 1166 01:12:20.399 --> 01:12:22.960 And before I was earlier today when I was wordering her, 1167 01:12:23.039 --> 01:12:26.600 she like, it's much bigger than she was that I 1168 01:12:26.600 --> 01:12:30.720 didn't notice how big she had gotten. My arm was 1169 01:12:30.800 --> 01:12:33.920 wrapped with her, and I thought it was the other plant. 1170 01:12:33.960 --> 01:12:36.199 And when I went to pull back, I felt all 1171 01:12:36.239 --> 01:12:38.720 the thorns and I said, oh, this is it right here. 1172 01:12:38.720 --> 01:12:41.640 It taken me. Ah right, it's taken me alive. It 1173 01:12:41.680 --> 01:12:44.119 wants to eat me. Well, I'm still screaming out loud. 1174 01:12:44.800 --> 01:12:49.600 And then the plant was like nah, and I felt 1175 01:12:50.239 --> 01:12:54.600 her release herself. It didn't grip, didn't it almost did. 1176 01:12:54.680 --> 01:12:56.960 I felt like, oh, this is it and then nothing. 1177 01:12:58.000 --> 01:13:01.000 There was not a mark on me, actually one little, tiny, 1178 01:13:01.079 --> 01:13:05.560 tiny one, and I'm like, that's it. That was wonderful, 1179 01:13:05.600 --> 01:13:07.920 thank you. And I reached over her to water the 1180 01:13:07.960 --> 01:13:12.359 other pepper plant, and I'm like, so, y'all are listening 1181 01:13:12.399 --> 01:13:15.319 to me. You can hear me, right you? The plants 1182 01:13:15.600 --> 01:13:21.039 are listening, the animals listening. We thought my dog was 1183 01:13:21.079 --> 01:13:22.920 going to have a heart attack not being around my mother. 1184 01:13:24.000

--> 01:13:31.319 They're like exactly the same person. And I'm like, she's 1185 01:13:31.319 --> 01:13:33.119 going to be by the window, just wondering where my 1186 01:13:33.159 --> 01:13:35.560 mother is. Nope, I blew. I took the blow up 1187 01:13:35.560 --> 01:13:38.479 mattress out. Holy shit, I'm about to go live with 1188 01:13:38.560 --> 01:13:41.520 one of these one of these moments. I took a 1189 01:13:41.560 --> 01:13:44.960 blow up mattress out two nights ago and put it 1190 01:13:44.960 --> 01:13:46.720 in the living room and we got the air conditioned on. 1191 01:13:47.840 --> 01:13:50.279 The blow up mattresses like a queen size, so it's 1192 01:13:50.279 --> 01:13:53.399 really big. And I slept on it the first first night, 1193 01:13:54.199 --> 01:13:59.840 and it's up against the back couch, which makes it gigantic. 1194 01:14:00.199 --> 01:14:02.640 It just makes the whole thing look like the whole 1195 01:14:02.680 --> 01:14:07.600 living room's a giant puffy bed, right, And then I 1196 01:14:07.680 --> 01:14:10.159 jumped on it brought all my shit down. My cat 1197 01:14:10.239 --> 01:14:12.279 kind of got sugar Pop got a little upset. But 1198 01:14:12.279 --> 01:14:13.560 I was like, this one you gotta take for the 1199 01:14:13.560 --> 01:14:16.600 team because the dog needs us. And it's almost like 1200 01:14:16.640 --> 01:14:19.680 they knew. And I threw my blanket on the bed, 1201 01:14:19.720 --> 01:14:25.439 and the dog in her glory. We she slept right 1202 01:14:25.479 --> 01:14:27.279 next to me. She's little. She slept by next to me. 1203 01:14:27.359 --> 01:14:30.760 She's clean, and she slept over here, and she slept 1204 01:14:30.800 --> 01:14:32.439 over here, and she went around my head, slept on 1205 01:14:32.439 --> 01:14:34.760 my head, slept on my butt, slept by my feet. 1206 01:14:35.920 --> 01:14:38.880 Paul came in. She apparently was taking pictures. I apparently 1207 01:14:39.000 --> 01:14:42.399 slept and slept of. I slept so hard, but then 1208 01:14:42.439 --> 01:14:44.560 i'd wake up when my I don't like sleeping on 1209 01:14:44.560 --> 01:14:46.560 those things. But man, I slept pretty fucking good for 1210 01:14:46.640 --> 01:14:50.279 like four hours straight, and then I woke up and 1211 01:14:50.319 --> 01:14:52.279 I just had a turn to the other side, and 1212 01:14:52.319 --> 01:14:54.199 then I slept for another four hours straight. So I 1213 01:14:54.199 --> 01:14:57.319 can't really complain. But it's right in the living room. 1214 01:14:57.479 --> 01:14:59.600 Not much of a guy who likes to do that. However, 1215 01:15:00.960 --> 01:15:03.199 the TV in the living room is like sixty something 1216 01:15:03.199 --> 01:15:06.199 inch of sixty five inches. It's again, it's fucking huge, 1217 01:15:06.279 --> 01:15:07.720 all right, and it's on a table stand and it's 1218 01:15:07.720 --> 01:15:09.359 not on the wall. The wolves can't hold the TV 1219 01:15:09.760 --> 01:15:12.800 because it's old wolves. So I'm like, oh, it's like 1220 01:15:12.840 --> 01:15:18.439 a sleepover. And then Paula was like, uh, yesterday morning 1221 01:15:19.399 --> 01:15:21.720 when I got up, I was like, oh, She's like, 1222 01:15:21.760 --> 01:15:23.680 how'd you sleep? I was like it wasn't so bad. 1223 01:15:23.840 --> 01:15:28.560 You know, watch the movie hung out with Canoli, Like 1224 01:15:28.640 --> 01:15:30.760 I played with the dog. I'm like playing with her 1225 01:15:30.800 --> 01:15:32.680 and hanging out with her, so it's not like I'm 1226 01:15:32.720 --> 01:15:35.920 just ignoring her. Like that's when I knocked my tooth out. 1227 01:15:35.960 --> 01:15:38.119 I was like, I'm just giving myself to the scenario. 1228 01:15:38.479 --> 01:15:40.319 But I'm not gonna go live and talk. I mean, 1229 01:15:40.399 --> 01:15:42.720 maybe I'll put something over my face, or I'll group, 1230 01:15:43.399 --> 01:15:45.520 or I'll wear a mask like one of these Antifa 1231 01:15:45.600 --> 01:15:49.720 dummies and be like I am Cobra. Hear me speak, right, 1232 01:15:49.840 --> 01:15:53.039 But I was like, nah, I'm just gonna play with 1233 01:15:53.079 --> 01:15:58.000 the dog. I'm gonna talk to Kevin about music. I'm 1234 01:15:58.000 --> 01:16:00.960 gonna I'm gonna tell my wife I love her, and 1235 01:16:01.000 --> 01:16:03.479 I'm gonna stop being so hard on myself because there's 1236 01:16:03.520 --> 01:16:05.720 nothing I can do. Because when I spoke to the dentist, 1237 01:16:05.800 --> 01:16:09.399 the dentist to me, yeah, I got nothing open until 1238 01:16:09.399 --> 01:16:13.399 Thursday at four pm. And I said, you have nothing, 1239 01:16:13.439 --> 01:16:14.840 you won't bring me in. She goes, do you have 1240 01:16:14.840 --> 01:16:17.439 any pain? I go nope. She goes Thursday four pm 1241 01:16:17.520 --> 01:16:23.359 and I went, oh, okay, thank you. I knew that 1242 01:16:23.359 --> 01:16:28.000 that wasn't her. That was the universe being like, you're 1243 01:16:28.000 --> 01:16:30.520 not getting your teeth fixed to get on air today, 1244 01:16:30.600 --> 01:16:34.920 so forget it. If you're gonna do it, just fucking 1245 01:16:35.039 --> 01:16:39.119 do it. Just grow and go and you're gonna learn 1246 01:16:40.199 --> 01:16:42.960 the universe is giving me a gift. And I think 1247 01:16:43.039 --> 01:16:47.279 this is the gift because it feels freeing, it feels good, 1248 01:16:47.640 --> 01:16:50.800 It feels vulnerable and vulnerable, like I'm like, what the fuck, man, 1249 01:16:51.359 --> 01:16:52.880 I don't want it to be seen like this. It's like 1250 01:16:52.920 --> 01:16:55.359 when you you know, it's from an accident where people 1251 01:16:55.399 --> 01:16:59.880 beat me up bad, where I got stabbed and needed stitches, 1252 01:17:00.079 --> 01:17:02.079 my shoulder came off and all kinds of weird shit 1253 01:17:03.159 --> 01:17:05.479 all my mouth and my mouth was wired for three 1254 01:17:05.640 --> 01:17:09.840

fucking months and I was sipping through a straw and 1255 01:17:09.880 --> 01:17:13.520 then I'm like, yeah, but every one of my friends 1256 01:17:13.560 --> 01:17:20.000 came here every single day for like two years, every 1257 01:17:20.039 --> 01:17:23.800 single day and hung out with me, and we smoked 1258 01:17:23.800 --> 01:17:26.760 pot right here where I'm sitting, right in this area. 1259 01:17:27.000 --> 01:17:28.960 My grandfather would be like, come here and do anything 1260 01:17:28.960 --> 01:17:31.199 you're gonna do. I don't care what drugs you're doing whatever. 1261 01:17:31.359 --> 01:17:32.920 I don't want you to do any but if you're 1262 01:17:32.920 --> 01:17:35.680 gonna smoke pot, go in the backyard. So we'd come 1263 01:17:35.680 --> 01:17:38.600 back here and fucking it'd be forty people smoking weed, 1264 01:17:38.680 --> 01:17:42.159 drinking beers. We'd be like so I everyone would get 1265 01:17:42.159 --> 01:17:45.319 me like either a Foster's or an ice cold forty 1266 01:17:45.359 --> 01:17:49.279 ounce of old English. And these giant straws we had, 1267 01:17:49.520 --> 01:17:53.000 and they just put one in my mouth. I remember 1268 01:17:53.039 --> 01:17:55.000 they didn't have the giant straws yet these girls were 1269 01:17:55.039 --> 01:18:00.960 looking for them, and my boys taped up straw so 1270 01:18:01.000 --> 01:18:03.520 they were perfect. And He's like, ship through that, and 1271 01:18:03.560 --> 01:18:06.720 they just shoved it in the little m and I 1272 01:18:06.800 --> 01:18:09.640 was like, now here's the kicka. Not only did I 1273 01:18:09.640 --> 01:18:12.920 get fucked up, I was also taking pain pills, so 1274 01:18:13.000 --> 01:18:15.039 I was having the best time. I know that doesn't 1275 01:18:15.039 --> 01:18:17.279 sound like I was having a great time. And I 1276 01:18:17.359 --> 01:18:20.760 wasn't afraid of them, so but I was ugly because 1277 01:18:20.760 --> 01:18:25.359 of them. Right, there's a difference. Now, I'm not afraid 1278 01:18:25.399 --> 01:18:27.239 of you. I'll fight all five of you right now, 1279 01:18:28.039 --> 01:18:33.119 I'm not afraid. However, that's not what's bothering me. You 1280 01:18:33.199 --> 01:18:37.479 made me ugly, right, you crushed my face. When I 1281 01:18:37.520 --> 01:18:39.960 was a kid, I was still a very young man, 1282 01:18:41.359 --> 01:18:46.520 very young man, and people each one uses a piece 1283 01:18:46.560 --> 01:18:50.640 of shit. However, hindsight, four of those kids are dead. 1284 01:18:52.000 --> 01:18:53.199 I don't know what the other one is. I heard 1285 01:18:53.239 --> 01:18:58.039 you lose in Vegas. So I had nothing to do 1286 01:18:58.079 --> 01:19:00.960 with it. And I never seen or heard from any 1287 01:19:01.000 --> 01:19:03.880 of those people ever again, never even saw them. It 1288 01:19:04.000 --> 01:19:06.319 was the weirdest fun and I hung out in the park. 1289 01:19:06.359 --> 01:19:11.279 Still I had to get I

had to so I 1290 01:19:11.319 --> 01:19:14.359 had all this surgery done. And then I was in 1291 01:19:14.399 --> 01:19:17.960 the hospital in the emergency room having surgeries because I 1292 01:19:18.039 --> 01:19:22.439 was bitten here. So this was all open and they 1293 01:19:22.439 --> 01:19:24.239 were like, oh my god. So they were hitting me 1294 01:19:24.279 --> 01:19:27.039 with shit so and trying to sew it up, opening it. 1295 01:19:27.079 --> 01:19:28.720 They were like they were They're like, oh, we gotta 1296 01:19:28.760 --> 01:19:30.960 fucking clean this out. This is human. Human did this 1297 01:19:31.000 --> 01:19:32.560 to you. And I was like, yeah, it's pretty crazy. 1298 01:19:33.920 --> 01:19:35.760 And I went through the whole thing, and then I 1299 01:19:35.760 --> 01:19:38.279 had to get my mouth done. They were like, I go, 1300 01:19:38.359 --> 01:19:40.920 what about my teeth? And they were like they were done. 1301 01:19:41.000 --> 01:19:43.199 They were like, what do you mean? So I went 1302 01:19:43.720 --> 01:19:46.399 and they were like, holy shit, where's your fucking teeth? 1303 01:19:46.800 --> 01:19:51.920 And I go, theyre in there, they're flat in and 1304 01:19:52.000 --> 01:20:00.439 this snapped in half. So when I go, the upper 1305 01:20:00.479 --> 01:20:03.359 part was broken and I could feel off into the 1306 01:20:03.359 --> 01:20:05.960 other fucking thing. It was disgusting, swallowing out of my 1307 01:20:06.000 --> 01:20:11.920 fucking face. I went to the emergency surgeon for that. 1308 01:20:12.520 --> 01:20:15.600 Literally that morning. The police came. They talked to me. 1309 01:20:15.760 --> 01:20:19.479 I didn't tell them anything, and then I told him 1310 01:20:19.479 --> 01:20:21.239 I got jumped. I didn't know what was going on. 1311 01:20:21.520 --> 01:20:26.960 And then they took me to a dental surgeon and 1312 01:20:27.000 --> 01:20:29.960 then the guy was like, holy shit, I've seen his face. 1313 01:20:30.000 --> 01:20:32.920 And then he put me out immediately. They had like nurses, 1314 01:20:32.960 --> 01:20:35.680 they had everybody waiting for me, and then I had 1315 01:20:35.680 --> 01:20:38.159 a bunch of family members with me and I was all, 1316 01:20:39.319 --> 01:20:41.319 I couldn't move this way. I couldn't move this way. 1317 01:20:41.920 --> 01:20:45.079 My leg one of my knees were kicked the other way. 1318 01:20:45.920 --> 01:20:49.399 I was all fucked up, man, and they put me out, 1319 01:20:49.439 --> 01:20:52.359 and then I woke up while they were doing the 1320 01:20:52.399 --> 01:20:57.520 surgery on my mouth, so three of them, three people 1321 01:20:57.520 --> 01:21:00.680 were looking into my mouth. My head was in a 1322 01:21:00.720 --> 01:21:05.039 box and I had screws in my head to keep 1323 01:21:05.079 --> 01:21:11.359 me from moving anyway right, and uh, I started going uh, 1324 01:21:12.079 --> 01:21:13.960 and the nurse looked into my eye and was like 1325 01:21:14.039 --> 01:21:16.840 he's awake. And I was going ah. And the guy 1326 01:21:16.920 --> 01:21:20.000 was cranking the fucking thing in my face. Oh shit, 1327 01:21:23.279 --> 01:21:28.720 poor Leapooh I love you. That's amazing. By the way, 1328 01:21:28.760 --> 01:21:37.239 thank you lunch though it oh m, thank you. Anyway, 1329 01:21:37.279 --> 01:21:41.560 So I woke up again, I saw my uncle. It 1330 01:21:41.640 --> 01:21:45.680 was over. I just reached up. I started crying. I 1331 01:21:45.720 --> 01:21:51.760 didn't know what was happening to me. Very traumatic experience. 1332 01:21:52.000 --> 01:21:54.840 My uncle's Paul face. He's married in uncle, so he 1333 01:21:54.920 --> 01:21:58.039 wasn't like family uncle, but he's still there. Uncle Keith's awesome. 1334 01:21:58.399 --> 01:22:01.399 So shout out to Uncle Keith for being there every 1335 01:22:01.439 --> 01:22:08.600 single fucking time. And his face he went, oh like 1336 01:22:08.880 --> 01:22:10.520 freaked out, and then he grabbed me and he held me. 1337 01:22:12.279 --> 01:22:21.920 And that next day people came to see me from 1338 01:22:22.560 --> 01:22:26.000 the other park and from the park where these kids 1339 01:22:26.560 --> 01:22:30.399 we all hung out at this other park, and they 1340 01:22:30.439 --> 01:22:33.439 were asking me who did it. So I told a 1341 01:22:33.479 --> 01:22:36.800 bunch of them it wasn't Ratten, because somebody was gonna 1342 01:22:36.800 --> 01:22:40.960 say it, because they had jumped five different people, and 1343 01:22:41.000 --> 01:22:43.279 they fucked up kids worse than I got fucked up 1344 01:22:43.840 --> 01:22:46.000 at this kid that I hated, that was a nice 1345 01:22:46.079 --> 01:22:47.840 kid and he just hated me and I didn't like 1346 01:22:47.920 --> 01:22:51.279 him at all. They beat him up and he got away, 1347 01:22:51.680 --> 01:22:53.720 and then me and him hung out together and we 1348 01:22:54.239 --> 01:22:57.039 became buddies, and it was funny. I didn't know Paula 1349 01:22:57.319 --> 01:23:00.680 at all growing up. These people were all all as friends, 1350 01:23:00.760 --> 01:23:02.880 all the good people that were helping me when that 1351 01:23:02.920 --> 01:23:05.439 talked to me after that happened. What they were all 1352 01:23:05.439 --> 01:23:09.359 her friends that were my friends that I never met her, 1353 01:23:10.279 --> 01:23:12.279 which I still don't fucking know how that's possible. I 1354 01:23:12.319 --> 01:23:19.039 knew every single person, but apparently not let me finish. 1355 01:23:19.039 --> 01:23:24.399 So I had to go with this is how crazy 1356 01:23:24.399 --> 01:23:26.760 this shit is. Oh, you get fucked up, they'll fucking 1357 01:23:28.279 --> 01:23:30.319 They wanted to kill people back then. They wanted to 1358 01:23:30.399 --> 01:23:34.000 hunt a live people for doing that shit to people, right, 1359 01:23:34.079 --> 01:23:35.840 And it wasn't like it is now you get

caught 1360 01:23:35.880 --> 01:23:38.159 on camera. There was no cameras. There was none of that. 1361 01:23:39.840 --> 01:23:43.600 So I wanted no part of it. But they were like, Yo, 1362 01:23:43.840 --> 01:23:45.600 you have to come out or everyone's gonna think you're 1363 01:23:45.600 --> 01:23:49.439 a punk. They're gonna jump everyone's gonna jump you because 1364 01:23:49.439 --> 01:23:51.119 you stood up to these kids. But then they're gonna 1365 01:23:51.159 --> 01:23:56.319 think like they had this really weird street thing. And 1366 01:23:58.800 --> 01:24:02.199 so one of the guys that was there said to me, yo, 1367 01:24:02.239 --> 01:24:08.279 so that kid shot me five times? Who shot at me? 1368 01:24:08.520 --> 01:24:12.880 And he hit me twice. He said, five shots right 1369 01:24:12.960 --> 01:24:15.399 two blocks up here. He said he was in the 1370 01:24:15.439 --> 01:24:17.039 back seat of the car and he just leaned down 1371 01:24:17.039 --> 01:24:20.479 and bata and he was at the pay phone. He said, 1372 01:24:20.520 --> 01:24:23.960 he got hit twice. Ran to the hospital. The hospital 1373 01:24:24.000 --> 01:24:27.840 just installed this giant, fucking twelve foot monster fence with 1374 01:24:27.920 --> 01:24:31.079 these giant pointy things at the like spears at the top. 1375 01:24:31.560 --> 01:24:33.960 He went over and got caught on the spear, ripped 1376 01:24:33.960 --> 01:24:36.880 his whole fucking arm open, ripped his leg open. But 1377 01:24:36.960 --> 01:24:39.640 he is very athletic, and he was like, dude, when 1378 01:24:39.640 --> 01:24:42.399 you get to the hospital from my part of the neighborhood, 1379 01:24:43.520 --> 01:24:45.840 you can go right down this. You go to the corner, 1380 01:24:45.840 --> 01:24:51.119 it's like literally twenty five uh one hundred feet to 1381 01:24:51.199 --> 01:24:55.359 the corner. You make another turn and you go straight down. 1382 01:24:55.399 --> 01:24:57.119 You just keep going straight till you hit the hospital. 1383 01:24:57.359 --> 01:25:02.000 But the hospital installed fencing. Wouldn't know openings from that 1384 01:25:02.039 --> 01:25:04.079 side of Mars Park all the way to that side, 1385 01:25:04.159 --> 01:25:05.960 so there was just a fence. And if you got 1386 01:25:05.960 --> 01:25:09.920 caught over there for any fucking reason, you were getting 1387 01:25:09.960 --> 01:25:14.159 your ass fucking beat and there's nowhere to go. You'd 1388 01:25:14.199 --> 01:25:16.359 be lucky if somebody in one of the houses just 1389 01:25:16.439 --> 01:25:19.000 opens the door and let you in, so you'd get 1390 01:25:19.000 --> 01:25:20.800 caught out up. People get caught out over there all 1391 01:25:20.840 --> 01:25:24.039 the time. So he got shot ran down there and 1392 01:25:24.079 --> 01:25:27.680 then he's like, dude, I couldn't get around, and these 1393 01:25:27.720 --> 01:25:30.239 fucking kids, I don't know if they're coming back. They 1394 01:25:30.279 -->

01:25:34.039 live in this section and the area is really nice. 1395 01:25:34.079 --> 01:25:36.119 So it was like these fucking kids, they just won't stop. 1396 01:25:37.960 --> 01:25:41.239 So he was done up, and he had his arm 1397 01:25:41.279 --> 01:25:43.920 in his sling and he was walking with a cane, 1398 01:25:44.560 --> 01:25:48.359 but he had a machete in his sling, and he 1399 01:25:48.479 --> 01:25:50.760 was like, Yo, you gotta come out with me right now. 1400 01:25:51.600 --> 01:25:53.199 You got to let them know that you're with me 1401 01:25:54.079 --> 01:25:56.520 and that way are fine and we're we're not going 1402 01:25:56.600 --> 01:26:00.560 to deal with this shit. I fucking took two pain pills. 1403 01:26:01.479 --> 01:26:03.760 I drank a little bit of a forty while they 1404 01:26:03.840 --> 01:26:07.439 all talked to everybody was talking like it was serious talk. 1405 01:26:07.479 --> 01:26:09.119 I was like, I don't want to I'm a young guy. 1406 01:26:09.199 --> 01:26:14.239 This is ridiculous. Family members, parents losing their fucking shit, cops. 1407 01:26:15.359 --> 01:26:17.640 And then I just went walked to the corner with them. 1408 01:26:17.800 --> 01:26:21.279 I had a fucking crutch, but I used both because 1409 01:26:21.439 --> 01:26:24.960 I had to and one out. This arm was fucked 1410 01:26:25.039 --> 01:26:27.720 up and I had it like this, but I was 1411 01:26:27.800 --> 01:26:30.800 still doing the crutch. I wasn't supposed to be out, 1412 01:26:30.880 --> 01:26:34.439 and I was just as long as I didn't rip 1413 01:26:34.760 --> 01:26:38.479 the fucking stitches. That's what they were worried about. And 1414 01:26:38.479 --> 01:26:40.600 then I had to lean on this crutch from my 1415 01:26:40.680 --> 01:26:42.560 leg because it was my left leg. It's just I 1416 01:26:42.640 --> 01:26:45.840 was all fucked up anyway. So now today, here we are, 1417 01:26:47.600 --> 01:26:51.680 all these years later, and mean, four of them are gone. 1418 01:26:51.800 --> 01:26:54.560 They're not on the planet anymore. I don't know the 1419 01:26:54.600 --> 01:26:56.920 other guy, and I don't care. If I saw him, 1420 01:26:56.920 --> 01:26:59.960 I wouldn't even care. I literally wouldn't care. At this point, 1421 01:27:00.279 --> 01:27:03.960 I'm just like whatever, But look what y'all did to me. 1422 01:27:05.119 --> 01:27:07.399 Look what you made me look like. Because if I 1423 01:27:07.399 --> 01:27:11.760 don't have my grill in right, all it looks like 1424 01:27:11.920 --> 01:27:15.840 is I've been fucking taking my face and eating rocks 1425 01:27:15.840 --> 01:27:21.119 for like thirty years. None of it connects and makes 1426 01:27:21.159 --> 01:27:26.319 any sense right, And I get mad at that. That's 1427 01:27:26.319 --> 01:27:28.199 what pits me off. Look what you did to me 1428 01:27:28.399 --> 01:27:31.680 to make me have that. Now, world these years later, 1429 01:27:31.760 --> 01:27:34.359 I have to still deal with that. You know, Paul 1430 01:27:34.439 --> 01:27:36.399 is like, well, a bunch of those kids are dead, 1431 01:27:36.479 --> 01:27:43.079 so it's not like there's any you know, they're gone. 1432 01:27:43.439 --> 01:27:47.600 We've gone for years now, at least twenty fucking years. 1433 01:27:48.039 --> 01:27:51.159 And I'm like, holy shit, yeah, because I was like 1434 01:27:51.199 --> 01:27:56.560 twenty twenty when that happened, maybe twenty four somewhere in there. 1435 01:27:57.640 --> 01:28:01.359 I'm fifty, so it's like, holy shit it. And let 1436 01:28:01.359 --> 01:28:03.359 me tell you when they did my jaw, when they 1437 01:28:03.399 --> 01:28:05.920 wired my palette and all that, it was with those 1438 01:28:06.039 --> 01:28:11.439 big braces like those, I'd have to rub wax inside 1439 01:28:11.479 --> 01:28:15.640 my mouth over them and then take chunks of it 1440 01:28:15.720 --> 01:28:20.479 like butter and stick it across my face top and bottom. 1441 01:28:21.119 --> 01:28:26.960 So I didn't cut my lips. I hate them for that, 1442 01:28:27.399 --> 01:28:29.680 but I gotta let it go. But I'm looking in 1443 01:28:29.680 --> 01:28:32.600 the mirror right now and I'm kind of like, look, 1444 01:28:32.600 --> 01:28:35.600 would happen. But I also have better things to do 1445 01:28:35.680 --> 01:28:38.800 with my time, so I'm not gonna be afraid. I'm 1446 01:28:38.840 --> 01:28:41.279 not gonna be vulnerable like that. I am vulnerable, but 1447 01:28:41.399 --> 01:28:45.720 I'm gonna walk through it. Right Like people come out 1448 01:28:45.720 --> 01:28:49.840 of the closet like I'm gay, and then you're like, oh, okay, great, 1449 01:28:50.079 --> 01:28:53.960 and it's already like injected into society, being vulnerable. He's 1450 01:28:53.960 --> 01:28:57.880 a little different now, right, We'll with all the filters 1451 01:28:58.000 --> 01:29:02.880 and the masks and the bullshit. You know, heroes aren't 1452 01:29:04.079 --> 01:29:06.720 made coming out of the closet like that, like wow, 1453 01:29:06.800 --> 01:29:09.359 look what sex I am or whatever. That's like a 1454 01:29:09.359 --> 01:29:14.600 false reality version of it. It's really being vulnerable and 1455 01:29:14.640 --> 01:29:17.319 coming forward and being your original true self no matter 1456 01:29:17.359 --> 01:29:19.880 what you are, who you are, or what's going on, 1457 01:29:20.319 --> 01:29:23.520 and just let it be seen, say your truth, be 1458 01:29:23.640 --> 01:29:28.439 part of it, or don't be fuck off. The options 1459 01:29:28.439 --> 01:29:33.720 are yours and there are plenty. All right. Yeah, man, 1460 01:29:34.000 --> 01:29:35.840 I bug out about that really hard. But now I'm 1461 01:29:35.880 --> 01:29:43.479 not afraid. I'm not worried, not scared, just disappointed in 1462 01:29:43.520 --> 01:29:47.119 so many levels. And then I'm like, well fuck it. 1463 01:29:49.840 --> 01:29:51.720 There's the smokes and weed and hang out. I'm

not. 1464 01:29:52.000 --> 01:29:55.800 I can't sit there like this all day. I can't. 1465 01:29:56.079 --> 01:29:59.920 They're not gonna allow me. So apparently the universe has 1466 01:30:00.039 --> 01:30:02.079 something planned. So maybe this breaks me out of some 1467 01:30:02.159 --> 01:30:04.279 kind of funky egg thing. And I start doing music 1468 01:30:04.319 --> 01:30:07.720 videos with my face right up in the video, like oh, 1469 01:30:07.760 --> 01:30:09.720 like I've never done that before, so that maybe they're 1470 01:30:09.760 --> 01:30:13.000 gonna call forth to do that. But Kevin and I 1471 01:30:13.159 --> 01:30:17.560 producing everything, so I said instead of making lyric videos, 1472 01:30:18.239 --> 01:30:20.520 some of these I want to do. We're gonna so 1473 01:30:20.520 --> 01:30:23.760 we're gonna do Singularity music video as the lyric video 1474 01:30:23.760 --> 01:30:26.239 at the same time, and just like merge the two 1475 01:30:26.279 --> 01:30:31.000 projects and keep it simple. Let you see us singing 1476 01:30:31.079 --> 01:30:37.920 in rhyme and what are you afraid of? Right? Oh man? 1477 01:30:39.239 --> 01:30:43.800 Oh so yeah, have vulnerability. We're all vulnerable and we 1478 01:30:43.840 --> 01:30:46.600 all have something, whatever it is. You just gotta get 1479 01:30:46.600 --> 01:30:48.520 over the hump. You're gonna put yourself out there in 1480 01:30:48.520 --> 01:30:53.000 different ways. Be creative, help yourself, help someone else, and 1481 01:30:53.119 --> 01:30:56.199 just go with the flow. Don't let it, don't wear 1482 01:30:56.239 --> 01:31:00.439 it like a weight in the flowing river. Just to 1483 01:31:00.479 --> 01:31:03.279 the river, because the river's not gonna surrender to you. 1484 01:31:03.279 --> 01:31:05.399 You surrender to the river and you let the current 1485 01:31:05.479 --> 01:31:09.720 take you. You take the belt off and just flow right. 1486 01:31:10.680 --> 01:31:12.920 You find your little happiness and you fucking roll with 1487 01:31:12.960 --> 01:31:16.119 it a little bit because it is up and down. 1488 01:31:16.920 --> 01:31:19.760 So you try to hit love and light but and 1489 01:31:19.840 --> 01:31:23.720 maintain that. But you're in a dual out duality, so 1490 01:31:23.760 --> 01:31:24.640 you're gonna be like. 1491 01:31:24.560 --> 01:31:28.039 Oh this is great love and light. Fuck ah, love 1492 01:31:28.079 --> 01:31:29.760 and light, love and light, love and life. Fuck this 1493 01:31:29.840 --> 01:31:33.880 guy he's driving too, So fucked man. I'm okay, everything's fine. 1494 01:31:33.920 --> 01:31:36.000 I love everyone. I don't even know why I did that. 1495 01:31:38.399 --> 01:31:42.439 We go through it all the time, right once again, 1496 01:31:42.520 --> 01:31:47.800 Paul and I have the scale. But everything's okay. You'll 1497 01:31:47.800 --> 01:31:50.359 get it fixed. Everything's fine. I know, I know, everything's good. 1498 01:31:50.560 --> 01:31:54.039 Oh where's the dog? Oh my god, the dog didn't 1499 01:31:54.079 --> 01:31:57.479 it all? Oh? The dog gate? Okay, So everything's cool. 1500 01:31:58.159 --> 01:32:00.760 And we go through this all the time with everything, 1501 01:32:00.920 --> 01:32:05.960 so knowing that now, don't do this. Ah, you don't 1502 01:32:05.960 --> 01:32:08.920 gotta do it. Save yourself the fucking headache. Go heal 1503 01:32:08.960 --> 01:32:12.960 the trauma, face it head on, forgive you don't have 1504 01:32:13.039 --> 01:32:15.920 to forget. Take all the good shit, let it round 1505 01:32:15.960 --> 01:32:18.560 the bend and in these circles, and take all the 1506 01:32:18.560 --> 01:32:22.359 good with you. Just dump out all the bullshit, right, 1507 01:32:22.520 --> 01:32:24.800 fuck off. We don't need you. Nobody likes you. We 1508 01:32:24.800 --> 01:32:28.239 don't serve your kind here. What do you mean? Well, see, 1509 01:32:28.319 --> 01:32:30.560 I don't like you, and my friends they don't like 1510 01:32:30.600 --> 01:32:32.560 you either, So you have to go. But I'm just 1511 01:32:32.760 --> 01:32:34.840 energy that you're supposed to. No, you don't like your 1512 01:32:34.920 --> 01:32:38.159 kind of energy. We've been eating that for way too long. 1513 01:32:39.479 --> 01:32:42.920 And then you go, wait a second, everything's starting to 1514 01:32:42.920 --> 01:32:49.359 feel right. I feel good even in the crazy. I 1515 01:32:49.399 --> 01:32:51.880 think that's the job. See, I gotta watch for people 1516 01:32:51.880 --> 01:32:54.680 because people like to steal shit here. They just steal 1517 01:32:54.840 --> 01:32:58.600 every fucking thing if it's not to fucking stamp down 1518 01:32:58.720 --> 01:33:01.800 or My mom was like, should I load the car 1519 01:33:01.840 --> 01:33:03.600 the night before? I'm like, yeah, that's a good thought 1520 01:33:03.600 --> 01:33:05.119 if you had a fucking garage and you can put 1521 01:33:05.159 --> 01:33:06.520 everything in there. But you're gonna do that in the 1522 01:33:06.560 --> 01:33:07.840 car in the front of the house. She's like, no, 1523 01:33:07.880 --> 01:33:09.239 I think nobody will take it. I'll just put a 1524 01:33:09.960 --> 01:33:11.880 blanket over everything. And I'm like, if you do that, 1525 01:33:11.920 --> 01:33:17.640 you're fucking crazy. Right. My first night back here, I 1526 01:33:17.760 --> 01:33:19.960 was smoking a cigarette out the window on the second 1527 01:33:20.000 --> 01:33:22.840 floor and look out and a guy broke into my car, 1528 01:33:23.640 --> 01:33:27.000 didn't take anything, looked to take something, because I don't 1529 01:33:27.039 --> 01:33:30.399 keep anything in my fucking car worth taking, right, So 1530 01:33:30.520 --> 01:33:33.239 I look out and I catch him, and I look 1531 01:33:33.359 --> 01:33:37.239 right at him and I go, hey, motherfucker, get out 1532 01:33:37.239 --> 01:33:39.760 of my car, and I come. I've been waiting for 1533

01:33:39.840 --> 01:33:43.640 this moment my whole life, just like every other moment 1534 01:33:43.680 --> 01:33:47.319 where I could just fucking teach a motherfucker a lesson, Right, 1535 01:33:48.079 --> 01:33:51.319 I come out barefoot like a dummy at one hundred 1536 01:33:51.399 --> 01:33:55.239 miles an hour, literally clipping this guy, ready to kill him. 1537 01:33:55.520 --> 01:33:59.399 He fucking takes off down the street. He's like screaming 1538 01:33:59.479 --> 01:34:01.680 at the top of his lungs ah, trying to get away. 1539 01:34:01.720 --> 01:34:04.520 He's this much smaller guy. And then I realized, I'm 1540 01:34:04.560 --> 01:34:06.920 barefoot and I can't keep this up. Like he's hitting 1541 01:34:07.000 --> 01:34:09.159 Mars Park and I can't run out onto the air 1542 01:34:09.239 --> 01:34:11.840 and you barefoot, there's glass and dog shit and all 1543 01:34:11.920 --> 01:34:14.720 kinds of whatever. So he didn't get anything. So I 1544 01:34:14.760 --> 01:34:17.000 walked back to the house and I'm on my way back, 1545 01:34:17.039 --> 01:34:19.199 I realized this two guys is not one. There was 1546 01:34:19.199 --> 01:34:21.920 a lookout and he was looking at me from across 1547 01:34:21.920 --> 01:34:23.399 the street. He was on the other side of the street. 1548 01:34:23.960 --> 01:34:26.680 And I fucking took off at high speed to catch 1549 01:34:26.720 --> 01:34:29.720 this guy. And this guy was so fast that he 1550 01:34:29.800 --> 01:34:31.920 started running and then I didn't see him anymore. Like 1551 01:34:32.000 --> 01:34:34.720 I saw him running and then he was gone. That's 1552 01:34:34.760 --> 01:34:37.560 how fast he was. And I was like, holy shit, 1553 01:34:37.680 --> 01:34:40.560 I'm not that fast. And I got back to the 1554 01:34:40.600 --> 01:34:43.760 house and everybody was like what happened, And I'm like, dude, 1555 01:34:43.840 --> 01:34:45.520 was in my car. The door was open, the other 1556 01:34:45.560 --> 01:34:47.239 door on the other side was open. It's right here 1557 01:34:47.239 --> 01:34:48.800 in front of my house, like I can see you 1558 01:34:48.840 --> 01:34:51.199 out there the front windows, a giant bay window that 1559 01:34:51.359 --> 01:34:54.119 faces the fucking car, like you could just look, oh 1560 01:34:54.119 --> 01:34:56.199 what are you doing? And then they go right in. 1561 01:34:56.279 --> 01:35:00.279 They don't give a shit. This is why I want 1562 01:35:00.279 --> 01:35:03.199 to get out of here. So I create what I 1563 01:35:03.279 --> 01:35:06.720 need to create in this space until I'm in the 1564 01:35:06.760 --> 01:35:11.800 other space. That's it. So don't get overtly comfortable in 1565 01:35:11.880 --> 01:35:15.079 your vortex as you're in your wormhole, I should say. So. 1566 01:35:15.119 --> 01:35:18.039 The wormhole's a tunnel, so you're traveling from point A 1567 01:35:18.119 --> 01:35:21.319 to point B inside that tunnel. So you don't get 1568 01:35:21.319 --> 01:35:24.359 comfortable in it because there's a lot of change speed 1569 01:35:24.800 --> 01:35:32.319 and pressures and frequencies and vibrations as you move through 1570 01:35:33.239 --> 01:35:38.399 this specific like from this location to that location spiritually, 1571 01:35:38.800 --> 01:35:43.560 and it plays out physically too. But you can decorate it, 1572 01:35:44.680 --> 01:35:48.159 but don't get comfortable. And you can make it look nice, 1573 01:35:48.880 --> 01:35:51.399 but don't get so comfortable where you're afraid of change, 1574 01:35:51.800 --> 01:35:54.119 because it's going to change. Change the change, change, it's 1575 01:35:54.119 --> 01:35:57.279 going to move. Things are gonna happen. So you decorate it, 1576 01:35:57.359 --> 01:35:59.680 you make it look cute. Yeah, it's nice, bro, it's nice. 1577 01:35:59.680 --> 01:36:01.279 It's nice. Come out here. Look at all those bleed 1578 01:36:01.279 --> 01:36:06.239 and old and damp, and you're just ramping up and 1579 01:36:06.279 --> 01:36:08.359 then boop, you pop out the other side and it's 1580 01:36:08.359 --> 01:36:10.600 in the new place. It's five acres, it's got the house, 1581 01:36:10.960 --> 01:36:13.279 we got the Ayahuasca space. And then we have to 1582 01:36:13.319 --> 01:36:16.520 feel ass. Family fucking show up and we have it. 1583 01:36:16.680 --> 01:36:19.000 We have a fucking music group show up that we 1584 01:36:19.039 --> 01:36:21.479 all want to hear, and we have them perform, and 1585 01:36:21.640 --> 01:36:25.560 I'll open the show with Sons of the Sun and 1586 01:36:25.600 --> 01:36:29.000 we'll just party, but have the availability. It's not a 1587 01:36:29.039 --> 01:36:34.279 bum party. We're not trying to fucking turn everybody into hippies, right, 1588 01:36:34.439 --> 01:36:40.359 We're still leveling up, right, But we can party and 1589 01:36:40.439 --> 01:36:42.840 we could be fucking hippies for a day. Like, who cares. 1590 01:36:43.319 --> 01:36:46.279 I'm not here to judge the party. You can have 1591 01:36:46.319 --> 01:36:49.119 the party. You could bring it all together. You can 1592 01:36:49.159 --> 01:36:53.560 have the frequency, the vibes, the foundation, the people that 1593 01:36:53.600 --> 01:36:55.960 match your frequency. That's what this is really all about. 1594 01:36:56.000 --> 01:36:59.560 I want to match frequency with the like minded people 1595 01:36:59.600 --> 01:37:04.640 so we can get busy. I know I'm a quiet 1596 01:37:04.920 --> 01:37:08.079 I'm an acquired taste. However, that's why I gotta be 1597 01:37:08.159 --> 01:37:16.079 my own boss. But I am great at the fucking parties. Wow, yes, 1598 01:37:17.399 --> 01:37:19.079 get that son of a bitch. No, I'm just kidding. 1599 01:37:19.159 --> 01:37:26.359 Stay right here. She's a little dog. She's not getting anyone. 1600 01:37:27.560 --> 01:37:31.680 But it's definitely a great early warning detection device. So anyway, 1601 01:37:32.239 --> 01:37:37.239 love yourself right enough to take the good out of 1602 01:37:37.800 --> 01:37:43.840 the time, Love yourself enough to be able to present yourself. 1603 01:37:43.840 --> 01:37:45.840 This is me. I'm not trying to dress it up. 1604 01:37:45.840 --> 01:37:48.359 I'm not putting makeup on over it. I'm not faking 1605 01:37:48.359 --> 01:37:57.479 the flunk, not dyeing my hair, not happening right, It's 1606 01:37:57.560 --> 01:38:05.800 all real now, grassroots, original, raw, organic, holy shit consciousness. 1607 01:38:06.239 --> 01:38:12.039 Let's make it fucking happen. Let's fucking go. Stay fearless, everyone, 1608 01:38:12.079 --> 01:38:16.760 and remember the universe rewards bravery, So be brave, be awesome, 1609 01:38:17.560 --> 01:38:21.760 Like subscribe, Share, Tell everybody I said hi, and maybe 1610 01:38:21.760 --> 01:38:23.640 I'll come for dinner on Sunday if you invite me. 1611 01:38:24.079 --> 01:38:26.560 And no, honestly, I love you guys, Thank you for 1612 01:38:26.600 --> 01:38:32.680 being here and sharing. Any time spent is sacred time, 1613 01:38:33.199 --> 01:38:35.520 and I understand that I'm not gonna waste your time, 1614 01:38:35.720 --> 01:38:37.279 all right, I love you guys so much. If you 1615 01:38:37.279 --> 01:38:40.640 have questions, comments let me know because I'll be sitting around. 1616 01:38:40.640 --> 01:38:46.479 I'm about to cook a gigantic London broil right on 1617 01:38:46.520 --> 01:38:49.960 the open fire, so I got to live the life 1618 01:38:50.199 --> 01:38:55.560 that I can here while we're doing it. And yeah, 1619 01:38:55.880 --> 01:38:57.920 check it out some of the Sun's music. All right, 1620 01:38:57.960 --> 01:38:59.439 peace out everyone, see you soon.