النص الكامل لحلقة The Cosmic Bridegroom

my friends use 32 00:02:40.120 --> 00:02:44.680 the bathroom in my house, but I've seen I require all my guests to 33 00:02:44.759 --> 00:02:47.479 use the bathroom outside. Hi. My name is Ivy Bloom and this is 34 00:02:47.560 --> 00:02:52.439 my outdoor potty area. I used to let my friends use the bathroom in 35 00:02:52.479 --> 00:02:55.400 my house, but I've since learned how unsanitary that is. Before entering the 36 00:02:55.439 --> 00:02:59.719 potty area, I require guests to put on these foot covers, and first 37 00:02:59.719 --> 00:03:02.719 time are required to read the rules. The most important rule is to dig 38 00:03:02.759 --> 00:03:07.159 at least six inches from an existing stick, because that's where another guest has 39 00:03:07.240 --> 00:03:09.840 dug a hole. It's pretty simple. You just dig a hole, do 40 00:03:09.919 --> 00:03:13.319 what you have to do, and put your toilet paper on top. I 41 00:03:13.360 --> 00:03:16.080 provide seats that must be placed inside to keep my garden growing, and once 42 00:03:16.120 --> 00:03:19.759 that's placed inside, you cover it up with the dirt you dug up, 43 00:03:19.800 --> 00:03:22.479 and then place some leaves on top. The last thing you have to do 44 00:03:22.599 --> 00:03:24.599 is mark the spot with one of these sticks. I do live in Arizona 45 00:03:24.639 --> 00:03:28.919 and it gets really hot, so I provide a bucket with refreshments and snacks 46 00:03:28.960 --> 00:03:31.479 that visitors can snack on while using the bathroom. And yes, there is 47 00:03:31.520 --> 00:03:36.000 a privacy curtain. Once that's done, they can take the covers off their 48 00:03:36.039 --> 00:03:38.759 feet and wash them in this bucket. Then they have to place them in 49 00:03:38.759 --> 00:03:42.000 this jar so that the next guests can use them. Once my guest is 50 00:03:42.039 --> 00:03:45.280 done using the bathroom. I require them to sign this journal, and I 51 00:03:45.479 --> 00:03:50.280 do respectfully ask for tips, because maintaining this area can get a little expensive. 52 00:03:50.840 --> 00:03:53.120 I require all my guests to use the bathroom outside. Hi. My 53 00:03:53.240 --> 00:03:58.240 name is Ivy Bloom, and this is my outdoor potty area. I used 54 00:03:58.280 --> 00:04:00.520 to let my friends use the bathroom in my house, but I've since learned 55 00:04:00.520 --> 00:04:04.639 how unsanitary that is. Before entering the potty area, I require guests to 56 00:04:04.639 --> 00:04:09.319 put on these foot covers, and first timers are required to read the rules. 57 00:04:09.439 --> 00:04:13.639 The most important rule is to dig at least six inches from an existing 58 00:04:13.719 --> 00:04:16.160 stick, because that's where another guest has dug a hole. It's pretty simple. 59 00:04:16.199 --> 00:04:18.439 You just dig a hole, do what you have to do, and 60 00:04:18.480 --> 00:04:21.920 put your toilet paper on top. I provide seats that must be placed inside 61 00:04:21.920 --> 00:04:26.120 to keep my garden growing, and once that's placed inside, you cover it 62 00:04:26.160 --> 00:04:28.680 up with the dirt you dug up, and then place some leaves on top. 63 00:04:28.800 --> 00:04:30.199 The last thing you have to do is mark the spot with one of 64 00:04:30.240 --> 00:04:33.279 these sticks. I do live in Arizona and it gets really hot, so 65 00:04:33.319 --> 00:04:38.079 I provide a bucket with refreshments and snacks that visitors can snack on while using 66 00:04:38.120 --> 00:04:42.079 the bathroom, and yes, there is a privacy curtain. Once that's done, 67 00:04:42.199 --> 00:04:45.000 they can take the covers off their feet and wash them in this bucket. 68 00:04:45.079 --> 00:04:46.879 Then they have to place them in this jar so that the next guest 69 00:04:46.959 --> 00:04:50.279 can use them. Once my guest is done using the bathroom, I require 70 00:04:50.319 --> 00:04:55.480 them to sign this journal, and I do respectfully ask for tips, because 71 00:04:55.519 --> 00:04:59.680 maintaining this area can get a little expensive. I require all my guests to 72 00:04:59.759 --> 00:05:03.040 use the bathroom outside. Hi, my name is or No that okay? 73 00:05:03.319 --> 00:05:08.680 So you guys see though, right, Like I think they either this that 74 00:05:08.720 --> 00:05:13.079 can't be real. That can't be real. Right, that's fake. There's 75 00:05:13.079 --> 00:05:19.000 no way that's real. Like, can you imagine she has to be single? 76 00:05:19.120 --> 00:05:23.439 She shouldn't be wearing a sublime shirt. I'm not trying to be judgmental 77 00:05:23.439 --> 00:05:25.600 here, but if I went over to someone's house, I was like, 78 00:05:25.639 --> 00:05:28.839 hey, can I use the restroom? And they're like, well, I 79 00:05:28.959 --> 00:05:31.000 used to let my friends use the restroom here, but I decided that was 80 00:05:31.040 --> 00:05:35.639 unsanatory. It's insanitary. I have a spot outside where you can use the 81 00:05:35.680 --> 00:05:42.199 restroom, and there's a little towel that you can just slide over, and 82 00:05:42.439 --> 00:05:45.639 there's some toilet paper there. All I ask is that you dig a six 83 00:05:45.680 --> 00:05:47.319 inch hold. There's a measure and tape outside. This can't be real, 84 00:05:47.439 --> 00:05:51.560 man, it can't be. And I left some snacks out there and some 85 00:05:51.639 --> 00:05:55.720 water in case it gets hot. Use the toilet paper. And then I 86 00:05:55.800 --> 00:05:59.600 left a bucket of water and stuff so you can like wash your hands things 87 00:05:59.639 --> 00:06:01.560 like that. And then there's little booties that you can put on your feet. 88 00:06:02.319 --> 00:06:05.639 Okay, and just put these booties on, go to the bathroom, 89 00:06:06.199 --> 00:06:10.199 cover up your pooh or pee or whatever, and then mark it with a 90 00:06:10.279 --> 00:06:13.480 spot, and then wash the booties and leave them there for the next person. 91 00:06:15.439 -->

00:06:19.720 What how many of you guys would be like, yeah, I'm even 92 00:06:19.720 --> 00:06:23.959 if it wasn't like a date, I'd be gone. I'd be out of 93 00:06:24.000 --> 00:06:27.279 there. I'd be like, nah, I'm good. I'd make up some 94 00:06:27.360 --> 00:06:30.439 kind of excuse. I'm not big into the lion at all, but that 95 00:06:30.439 --> 00:06:32.720 would be one of the times where I would be like, yeah, I've 96 00:06:32.759 --> 00:06:36.519 got to go. I've got into some kind of emergency. I mean, 97 00:06:36.560 --> 00:06:41.959 am I being too crazy here? Like that's ridiculous? And then she asks 98 00:06:42.040 --> 00:06:46.120 for tips, please tip me, I'm making you go outside? What's up? 99 00:06:46.160 --> 00:06:47.639 BC? I didn't say hey, I did. I said hey to 100 00:06:47.680 --> 00:06:51.879 Barney, Maria, Michael, Genevieve, what's up. Thanks for saying hey 101 00:06:51.879 --> 00:06:56.560 in the chat. The call on numbers five on one, triple seven, 102 00:06:56.639 --> 00:06:59.079 fifty six, thirty one too. By the way, if you want to 103 00:06:59.079 --> 00:07:04.079 call into the show tonight, tonight, we're gonna be talking about cosmic sex. 104 00:07:04.600 --> 00:07:08.879 This is gonna be a The reason why I'm talking about this has a 105 00:07:08.959 --> 00:07:12.959 lot to do with the outer body experience, by the way, But anyways, 106 00:07:13.319 --> 00:07:16.560 I just I'm not one of those like reactor guys that wants to put 107 00:07:16.600 --> 00:07:19.720 up videos and just react like that one dude was doing, which is hilarious, 108 00:07:19.800 --> 00:07:29.959 where he's just like, just I've just never seen this before in my 109 00:07:30.120 --> 00:07:33.959 entire life. What's up, Barefoot? Hippiats? What's up, Georgiana? 110 00:07:35.360 --> 00:07:40.079 Georgiana says, girl bye, I says, I see, you've never had 111 00:07:40.120 --> 00:07:46.839 mentally ill acquaintances that you check in on every once in a while. I 112 00:07:46.839 --> 00:07:51.040 I mean, I've had bipolar acquaintances that I've had to deal with, but 113 00:07:51.160 --> 00:07:57.759 that's not bipolar and it's not even like O c D. What's up, 114 00:07:57.800 --> 00:08:03.680 sir Wolf, It's like you want me to go outside, which I'm from 115 00:08:03.720 --> 00:08:05.560 the country. I've been hunting. I've had to go to the bathroom outside 116 00:08:05.600 --> 00:08:09.319 before. We all have it. But you have a perfectly good bathroom, 117 00:08:09.879 --> 00:08:13.360 but you want me to go. It's not even going outside, that's the 118 00:08:13.399 --> 00:08:18.639 thing, man. It's like, uh, it's the snacks and the booties 119 00:08:18.879 --> 00:08:24.160 and the tip jar and making sure that you take the measure and tape and 120 00:08:24.199 --> 00:08:28.240 cover it up with six inches and then mark it with this funky thing. 121 00:08:30.199 --> 00:08:33.759 Wow, I'd leave a deuce in her toilet without her knowing and not flush 122 00:08:33.840 --> 00:08:43.000 it. And then, oh, man, so I I kind of did 123 00:08:43.000 --> 00:08:46.960 something I've never done. I took notes today. I got I got hammered 124 00:08:48.000 --> 00:08:50.679 by bees today, man, I had. I was up roofing, and 125 00:08:50.759 --> 00:08:54.039 I don't know what it was. I don't know if it was the deodorant 126 00:08:54.039 --> 00:08:56.440 I was wearing. And I know everybody's gonna have an answer for this. 127 00:08:56.559 --> 00:09:00.519 I don't know what it was, but I got hammered with like bees all 128 00:09:00.639 --> 00:09:05.039 day long. It wasn't a swarm of bees. It's just like bees and 129 00:09:05.240 --> 00:09:11.120 wasp were really angry at me today. They just were. It felt weird, 130 00:09:11.320 --> 00:09:15.240 all right. So I've already ran off some people in the room that's 131 00:09:15.240 --> 00:09:24.000 good. So I've doing this void walking journey, have had a lot of 132 00:09:24.080 --> 00:09:26.759 questions about, you know, who is God, what is God, Who's 133 00:09:26.840 --> 00:09:31.600 Jesus? All this stuff. And since I did a poll, seventy percent 134 00:09:31.600 --> 00:09:35.279 of you said, yeah, let's talk about it. And since Jason been 135 00:09:35.320 --> 00:09:37.279 on the show, I thought we could dig into this stuff a little. 136 00:09:37.360 --> 00:09:43.120 Now, keep in mind, there are many, many different interpretations of this. 137 00:09:43.080 --> 00:09:50.320 There's magical interpretations, mystic interpretations, numerological, biological, astrological, all 138 00:09:50.399 --> 00:09:58.399 of that stuff, right, and there's this is stuff like that I started 139 00:09:58.440 --> 00:10:01.639 learning in the nineties and like eight nineties anyway, stuff that opened up my 140 00:10:01.759 --> 00:10:11.080 mind. When I first heard about the Kabbala they were flirting. Uh shit, 141 00:10:11.399 --> 00:10:20.960 I started learning about all of this stuff. Okay, So I'm going 142 00:10:20.000 --> 00:10:24.799 to talk about a subject that's probably gonna be touchy for some people. Anytime 143 00:10:24.840 --> 00:10:28.840 you bring up this sex and religion, it doesn't really go together. Most 144 00:10:28.840 --> 00:10:35.519 people run for the hills or but whatever, like, it should be okay 145 00:10:35.559 --> 00:10:41.000 to talk about it now, even though we've got our schools trying to talk 146 00:10:41.039 --> 00:10:45.240 about it, which I think is ridiculous. Like, and you know, 147 00:10:45.360 --> 00:10:46.879 the funny thing is too if you want to talk about this. Thanks for 148 00:10:46.919 --> 00:10:52.320 the five Barney, appreciate it. Brother, my brother. If you know 149 00:10:52.360 --> 00:10:54.320 you want to talk about this with your children and you don't want the schools 150 00:10:54.360 --> 00:11:00.759 teaching you about this, then you're considered a anti this and anti and anti 151 00:11:00.879 --> 00:11:03.639 whatever. But I've got kids.

I don't want anybody teaching my kids about 152 00:11:03.639 --> 00:11:07.759 this besides me. But I also have a different point of view about this 153 00:11:07.799 --> 00:11:09.919 stuff than most people do. A lot of people do. A matter of 154 00:11:09.960 --> 00:11:16.480 fact, a lot of people think I'm weird. But whatever. So if 155 00:11:16.519 --> 00:11:20.360 I ask you who's God and all this stuff? What is God? What's 156 00:11:20.440 --> 00:11:24.279 Jesus? All these different things, You're going to get like a million answers 157 00:11:24.320 --> 00:11:28.879 from a million different people. So the thing to do is is to do 158 00:11:28.879 --> 00:11:33.720 a little research and look into the origins of things. If some of you 159 00:11:33.799 --> 00:11:35.840 know this, some of you don't know this already, but let's look at 160 00:11:35.879 --> 00:11:43.919 the origin that it happens in church all the time. So if you're a 161 00:11:45.000 --> 00:11:48.279 Christian, this might upset you, but it shouldn't. But it might. 162 00:11:48.279 --> 00:11:52.799 But if I went around and talked about these things to all of like church 163 00:11:52.879 --> 00:12:00.960 going people, condition people that aren't open to bigger truths or other truths like 164 00:12:01.120 --> 00:12:05.360 it just wouldn't work or I would get outcasted or called a heretic or something. 165 00:12:05.360 --> 00:12:09.480 But one of the most cherished traditions in the Christian Church is Holy communion. 166 00:12:11.240 --> 00:12:16.320 Right, I was thinking about calling in sometimes call in, man, 167 00:12:16.960 --> 00:12:18.559 it ain't no big deal. It's just us talking. It's just like us 168 00:12:18.559 --> 00:12:26.159 being around a campfire. So, but one of the most cherish traditions in 169 00:12:26.200 --> 00:12:30.639 the Christian Church is Holy Communion. And yeah, this is going to be 170 00:12:30.679 --> 00:12:33.879 like a ten part series. So I'm just opening the door with some stuff 171 00:12:35.080 --> 00:12:39.399 to kind of make you think. Right, So you're not going to run 172 00:12:39.399 --> 00:12:43.080 away or get mad if I tell you the truth of all this? Are 173 00:12:43.120 --> 00:12:50.960 you? So you hear people talking about Holy Communion as if it's cannibalism, 174 00:12:50.000 --> 00:13:00.320 and they laugh. But the truth is it started in prehistoric Persia. Some 175 00:13:00.360 --> 00:13:05.759 guy, let's take example, some guy named Bob. He's smart and successful 176 00:13:05.440 --> 00:13:11.039 and he's got it all figured out. He's better than everybody in the tribe, 177 00:13:11.080 --> 00:13:16.639 so to speak. This is prehistoric Persia, okay, and everybody goes, 178 00:13:16.679 --> 00:13:20.120 hey, well, let's sacrifice Bob. He's just one man. So 179 00:13:20.240 --> 00:13:26.080 they sacrifice Bob for the sake of the mini and the prehistoric times, and 180 00:13:26.120 --> 00:13:31.360 they eat him so that they can They thought that they could get his essence 181 00:13:31.399 --> 00:13:37.159 and his power and his knowledge and all this stuff. And as these uncivilized 182 00:13:37.279 --> 00:13:43.159 civilizations kept on doing these things people, it gets crazy. They even did 183 00:13:43.200 --> 00:13:46.559 it with babies and children one sacrifice. You know, Chris Knowles gets into 184 00:13:46.559 --> 00:13:50.759 this some of the stuff. If you don't believe me, research it yourself. 185 00:13:50.799 --> 00:13:56.919 But this isn't us. This is like way way long time ago, 186 00:13:58.639 --> 00:14:01.120 all right. But as we became civilized and we started to move into a 187 00:14:01.120 --> 00:14:11.320 bit of a more civilized society. Let's fast forward a little bit. Okay, 188 00:14:11.720 --> 00:14:15.799 we can just fast forward. Let's get Babylon and go run into Egypt. 189 00:14:16.039 --> 00:14:24.200 So there's the story of Osiris in Egypt. We're set chopped his body 190 00:14:24.279 --> 00:14:28.759 up. Okay, so set, which some people think corresponds with Satan, 191 00:14:28.799 --> 00:14:35.720 maybe it does in this mythological story. But Set chopped Nosirus' body up, 192 00:14:35.799 --> 00:14:41.799 sent all this parts, scattered his parts everywhere, and then along comes Isis, 193 00:14:41.559 --> 00:14:45.519 and Isis went looking for them, all of his parts, but one 194 00:14:45.600 --> 00:14:48.799 part in particular, and you know which part that was she went looking for 195 00:14:48.879 --> 00:14:58.320 as sexual organs, his penis degenerative organ. Okay, and guess what she 196 00:14:58.480 --> 00:15:03.919 found, Osiris is sexual organ, and she made a cast of it and 197 00:15:03.960 --> 00:15:07.720 she sent it to all the temples in Egypt. So now you know where 198 00:15:07.720 --> 00:15:11.240 all these steeples and stuff comes from, and the phallus and what it represents. 199 00:15:11.120 --> 00:15:16.799 Okay, I hope you guys are still with me. So even the 200 00:15:16.799 --> 00:15:22.159 Egyptians said that the wheat that was risen was from Osiris's phallic energy. It 201 00:15:22.200 --> 00:15:26.039 was from Osiris himself, just like in prehistoric Asia when they ate people, 202 00:15:26.080 --> 00:15:30.200 they thought they got all this stuff. Well then, so the Egyptians were 203 00:15:30.240 --> 00:15:33.000 like, well, look, you know we got all this wheats growing tall. 204 00:15:33.039 --> 00:15:35.399 It must have been Osiris. So they made bread, beer and wine. 205 00:15:37.679 --> 00:15:41.840 Fast forward a little bit. Let's skip. We're just skipping over a 206 00:15:41.879 --> 00:15:46.399 lot of context and stuff here, so let's fast forward to the Greeks. 207 00:15:46.679 --> 00:15:50.519 Then you have Dionysus. Same thing. They consume the body and the blood 208 00:15:50.559 --> 00:15:58.200 of Dionysus, et cetera. So Holy Communion is not simply a Christian or 209 00:15:58.320 --> 00:16:07.840 Jewish ceremony. It's an ancient

tradition that goes back to actual cannibalism, you 210 00:16:07.840 --> 00:16:11.559 know, back when we are stupid, and I mean We're still stupid to 211 00:16:11.559 --> 00:16:15.960 a certain nature right now. But it does. You could trace this back. 212 00:16:15.039 --> 00:16:18.720 You can fact check it. If you don't believe me, do your 213 00:16:18.759 --> 00:16:22.159 research, fact check it. You'll see where it comes from. Does it 214 00:16:22.200 --> 00:16:26.240 offend you if when I say these things, I'm not sure it offends a 215 00:16:26.320 --> 00:16:30.799 void walker. But like I said, if I was to go into the 216 00:16:30.919 --> 00:16:36.200 church community, it would offend them. But they don't see the understanding of 217 00:16:36.240 --> 00:16:41.840 it, right was like the understanding of taking an ancient ceremony and turning it 218 00:16:41.919 --> 00:16:47.840 into something. But the Christians did, Bible did. So what's the name 219 00:16:47.879 --> 00:16:52.000 of God? That's That's one of the biggest questions. I used to ask 220 00:16:52.039 --> 00:16:53.799 myself, what's really his name? He's been called all kinds of things, 221 00:16:55.480 --> 00:17:03.120 you know, Jehovah, I am all these different names. Rama, Thanks 222 00:17:03.120 --> 00:17:08.079 Michael, appreciate you, brother. Thank you guys. It takes a while 223 00:17:08.119 --> 00:17:11.920 to get that YouTube money, and YouTube not takes thirty percent. I thought 224 00:17:12.000 --> 00:17:17.039 I got I had like one hundred and something dollars saved up of donations. 225 00:17:17.079 --> 00:17:18.559 I was like, yeah, I'm gonna go get it and pay the you 226 00:17:18.599 --> 00:17:22.920 know, the website bill. And it was like, oh, but I'm 227 00:17:22.960 --> 00:17:26.920 like, what is this, Oh YouTube takes thirty percent greedy some bitches, 228 00:17:26.880 --> 00:17:33.319 but whatever, So dude, I appreciate you guys so much, thank you, 229 00:17:33.359 --> 00:17:37.000 thank you, thank you. Uh. So, it's not a Christian 230 00:17:37.000 --> 00:17:40.880 tradition or a juice one. It's ancient tradition. Hopefully that doesn't offend anybody. 231 00:17:41.119 --> 00:17:42.920 And then once I got into all these different names, one of the 232 00:17:42.920 --> 00:17:48.119 biggest names that kind of rung out to me. And uh when I this 233 00:17:48.240 --> 00:17:52.799 was back when I was studying Donahue from a hidden meanings is a here a 234 00:17:52.880 --> 00:17:57.160 Mazda, the sun god, the fire god. Hehr a Mazda. That 235 00:17:57.200 --> 00:18:00.880 was a cool name for god. All right, but I told you, 236 00:18:00.880 --> 00:18:06.559 guys, scient we're going to talk about like this cosmic sex thing. Okay, 237 00:18:07.400 --> 00:18:10.480 So first the thing when we hear that word sex, we need to 238 00:18:10.519 --> 00:18:15.160 look at us humans. So let's look at the sexual impulses of human beings. 239 00:18:17.759 --> 00:18:21.799 If you look in nature, if you study nature mainly p Hall talks 240 00:18:21.839 --> 00:18:25.640 about this, all of the mysteries are in nature. Right, if you 241 00:18:25.680 --> 00:18:32.960 study nature, animals procreate at certain times when all of the animal kingdoms are 242 00:18:32.960 --> 00:18:34.680 different, but for the most part, at certain times. So I grew 243 00:18:34.759 --> 00:18:40.160 up hunting and stuff and we would go hunting at certain times because you know, 244 00:18:40.279 --> 00:18:41.880 the dough would be in heat, so the bucks would be moving and 245 00:18:41.920 --> 00:18:47.759 the dough would leave scrapes, you know, they would draw a little circle 246 00:18:47.759 --> 00:18:48.799 in the ground and they'd pee in it, and we'd make sure that we 247 00:18:48.839 --> 00:18:52.880 didn't walk in that circle, and we'd figure out where these trails were moving 248 00:18:52.920 --> 00:18:56.359 when we hunted. My dad showed me this when I was little, and 249 00:18:56.640 --> 00:19:00.880 that's how you steal hunt. Some assholes would run dull out there and just 250 00:19:00.000 --> 00:19:03.680 run deer everywhere. But if you wanted to steal hunt, you had to 251 00:19:03.680 --> 00:19:11.880 figure out when the deer was in rut. We call it rut. And 252 00:19:11.960 --> 00:19:15.319 so you'd go walking in the woods and you'd find little circles that the deer 253 00:19:15.400 --> 00:19:21.440 made with their hoofs. Right, they'd carve out a circle, pee in 254 00:19:21.480 --> 00:19:23.359 it. The bucks would come smell it and they'd follow. They'd pee in 255 00:19:23.400 --> 00:19:27.279 it too, so they pretty much mark their territory and they'd call that deer, 256 00:19:29.000 --> 00:19:33.039 call it that's my property. A lot of animals do that, actually, 257 00:19:34.119 --> 00:19:45.160 but when it comes to uh humans, it's different. Animals procreate at 258 00:19:45.160 --> 00:19:48.480 certain times and a certain seasons. Humans do it it will we do this. 259 00:19:48.559 --> 00:19:55.319 It will We'll call anytime. This is I know. I mean, 260 00:19:55.359 --> 00:19:56.680 this is a tough subject. We can talk about it, can't we. 261 00:20:00.000 --> 00:20:07.440 I want to get your skin all offended. That's okay, but it's interesting, 262 00:20:07.559 --> 00:20:11.039 right, Like female animals aren't interested in sex until it's the season, 263 00:20:11.079 --> 00:20:17.519 it's the fertile season. They're just not interested in it. They're not humans. 264 00:20:17.559 --> 00:20:22.640 Anytime could happen at anytime anyways. The bigger question there is is when 265 00:20:22.680 --> 00:20:27.960 we look at nature, when we study nature, why is this happen? 266 00:20:29.279 --> 00:20:33.519 Why is sexual pleasure a permanent thing only for humans? Why did nature do 267 00:20:33.640 --> 00:20:41.319 this? We understand this now that nature does everything for a reason, right, 268 00:20:41.839 --> 00:20:48.519 Everything has a purpose,

Everything has a reason, just like I was 269 00:20:48.559 --> 00:20:52.200 thinking about this today while I was roofing, being outside after getting stung by 270 00:20:52.240 --> 00:21:00.279 bees and shit. So don't jump ahead of me and get offended. I'm 271 00:21:00.279 --> 00:21:06.000 going to be talking about something else. Just listen, okay, and then 272 00:21:06.039 --> 00:21:08.640 you can disagree with me once I finished. Don't criticize the cuisine until it's 273 00:21:08.640 --> 00:21:14.839 served, all right. So I was listening to the birds, and the 274 00:21:14.839 --> 00:21:18.960 birds are beautiful and the flowers it was, I mean, the allergies were 275 00:21:18.720 --> 00:21:22.400 big time today, but the flowers were out, the bees were out, 276 00:21:22.480 --> 00:21:26.200 the birds were out, the damn roosters are ound. Everything in nature it's 277 00:21:26.240 --> 00:21:30.119 making noise today. But if you study it, you know, we smell 278 00:21:30.160 --> 00:21:33.839 the flowers and look at them and it's like a beautiful thing, and they 279 00:21:33.880 --> 00:21:37.160 smell good and they look pretty, but they really in nature they do that. 280 00:21:37.279 --> 00:21:41.519 They put off these smells and they have these bright colors so they can 281 00:21:41.599 --> 00:21:45.440 pollinase, so they can procreate, and they attract insects, right. But 282 00:21:45.599 --> 00:21:48.359 for us it's just like, oh, they look good, they smell good. 283 00:21:49.440 --> 00:21:52.799 Pretty crazy once you start thinking about and the birds, all the different 284 00:21:52.839 --> 00:21:59.480 birds sound pretty outside. It sounds like, you know, mister Rogers neighborhood 285 00:21:59.519 --> 00:22:04.359 outside. But if you really watch like the Discovery Channel watch nature and stuff, 286 00:22:06.279 --> 00:22:10.079 it's not really friendly stuff. The birds are saying like they're saying stuff 287 00:22:10.160 --> 00:22:11.839 like get out of here, or this is my property, this is mine, 288 00:22:11.839 --> 00:22:15.759 get away, or they're warning people. But to us it's you know, 289 00:22:15.799 --> 00:22:25.599 it's pretty Why did nature make it this way? Why so even what's 290 00:22:25.680 --> 00:22:30.519 going on with animals and insects and nature, and it still has these sexual 291 00:22:30.559 --> 00:22:34.519 processes, but they still only do it in certain times and seasons are simply 292 00:22:34.640 --> 00:22:42.119 just like an arena for us, like humans, It's just some beautiful place 293 00:22:42.200 --> 00:22:45.000 for us to observe. But it was put there for us to observe it. 294 00:22:47.240 --> 00:22:56.000 Okay, So anyways, Uh, it's weird you know, because of 295 00:22:56.119 --> 00:23:00.759 nature, even some animals. For some animals it's pain. I've watched a 296 00:23:00.799 --> 00:23:04.559 lot of Discovery Channel, you know. I mean, I'm sure you have 297 00:23:04.640 --> 00:23:15.119 too. So everything has a

reason. Nothing happens that doesn't have a natural 298 00:23:15.480 --> 00:23:19.480 or God given reason. Even so what does that mean? Right? So 299 00:23:19.640 --> 00:23:25.279 if all of this stuff in nature has reasons for these things, and humans 300 00:23:26.839 --> 00:23:30.400 can have pleasurable sex that will, then there must be a reason for it, 301 00:23:30.480 --> 00:23:33.440 right, There must be a God given, natural reason for that to 302 00:23:33.519 --> 00:23:47.279 happen, even though we're set apart from the rest of nature. Okay, 303 00:23:47.400 --> 00:23:51.160 now, I know this is I'm not trying to make a Christian statement here. 304 00:23:51.200 --> 00:23:52.519 I'm just trying to make sure I've got all kinds of notes here. 305 00:23:52.519 --> 00:23:56.200 But I'm just trying to make sure I don't offend anybody. But I'm gonna 306 00:23:56.200 --> 00:24:00.640 get to the point where it's going to be offensive regardless. So the reason 307 00:24:00.720 --> 00:24:07.240 is is because you're created in the creator's image, you're meant to be celebrated. 308 00:24:07.559 --> 00:24:11.839 You're created in God's image, and I'm gonna dig deeper than that. 309 00:24:11.920 --> 00:24:15.599 I'm not just talking about your facial structure and your body, but everything about 310 00:24:15.720 --> 00:24:25.079 you is created in the Creator's image. Okay. So there's clues along the 311 00:24:25.119 --> 00:24:30.799 way that tell us this not just the literal understanding of religion, but there's 312 00:24:30.839 --> 00:24:40.400 clues along the way. And one of the biggest clues is sex, Okay, 313 00:24:40.799 --> 00:24:45.039 and our nature versus the rest of nature. It's divine. It's a 314 00:24:45.079 --> 00:24:49.319 direct link to God. It is the experience of Alphonomega. And I've talked 315 00:24:49.319 --> 00:24:53.039 about this a million times, these energies coming together here on earth. It's 316 00:24:53.079 --> 00:25:02.200 almost a ceremonial experience of God in that one moment. Right We don't celebrate 317 00:25:02.240 --> 00:25:06.279 it this way in society because we still don't understand the mystery of it. 318 00:25:06.640 --> 00:25:10.920 Right now, it's like a thing or a drug to some people, to 319 00:25:10.920 --> 00:25:15.559 a lot of spiritual people, it's not even religious people. But for the 320 00:25:15.599 --> 00:25:18.920 most part, it's like a thing that sells stuff, you know, or 321 00:25:19.000 --> 00:25:22.160 just a thing that we do for pleasure, almost like a drug or something. 322 00:25:22.359 --> 00:25:26.240 But it's really more than that, you know, it's a lot more 323 00:25:26.279 --> 00:25:32.119 than that. So, because you're creating in God's image, it's divine and 324 00:25:32.200 --> 00:25:34.880 this experience is a direct link to God. Many of the people that have 325 00:25:36.000 --> 00:25:41.960 experienced aspects of Kundalini understand this, whether they've had a full experience or whatever, 326 00:25:42.279 --> 00:25:48.119 this propulsion of energy that they've felt. I know Magical Egypt talks about 327 00:25:48.119 --> 00:25:53.480 this extensively, extensively in all of their videos, especially I think like two 328 00:25:53.599 --> 00:25:57.160 and three Magical Egypt. We've got to get them back on the show too. 329 00:26:00.039 --> 00:26:04.200 But another clue that we look at is all of the virgin birth stories 330 00:26:04.880 --> 00:26:08.400 that make no sense because virgins can't birth, right, But we look at 331 00:26:08.440 --> 00:26:14.119 all of these stories where a virgin has birth, not just marry the virgin, 332 00:26:14.480 --> 00:26:18.799 but all of the other stories and the hardy Christna's and the Babylonian texts, 333 00:26:18.799 --> 00:26:22.400 and the Egyptian stuff and the Greek stuff. There's all this virgin birth 334 00:26:22.440 --> 00:26:26.839 story or virgo and astrology, same kind of same thing, all telling this 335 00:26:26.880 --> 00:26:36.960 big cosmic story of this virgin birth. Basically, it's telling us, for 336 00:26:37.039 --> 00:26:41.359 a reason, a woman who didn't have sex but received a seed and became 337 00:26:41.440 --> 00:26:48.920 pregnant. The birth process was the birthing process though, was within physical natural 338 00:26:49.000 --> 00:26:57.559 law, but the seeding process wasn't. Most people just accepted that, and 339 00:26:57.799 --> 00:27:02.759 Moses mimonodes, you guys should read this guy. This guy's fascinating. He 340 00:27:02.839 --> 00:27:06.920 has a book. It's called Something about the Perplexed. To forget the title, 341 00:27:06.960 --> 00:27:11.559 but I remember him saying in this book that anytime when you're reading religion 342 00:27:11.920 --> 00:27:15.440 and you're reading something that's so profound that it just doesn't make sense, like 343 00:27:15.599 --> 00:27:22.440 in other words, the most ridiculous statement is usually means that there's a deeper 344 00:27:22.920 --> 00:27:27.640 underlying meaning to it. Right, So here we have the virgin birth, 345 00:27:27.680 --> 00:27:32.480 which people have been telling us. All these stories lead back to astrology and 346 00:27:32.519 --> 00:27:34.920 the virgin birth and the unity. But what does it mean? Why? 347 00:27:36.119 --> 00:27:42.960 Okay, remember keep in mind to the nine months of the birthing process that 348 00:27:44.079 --> 00:27:52.599 happens the Bible itself. They're going to run away, Joe, don't say 349 00:27:52.640 --> 00:28:00.240 this. The Bible is loaded with sex on many levels, relationships on many 350 00:28:00.319 --> 00:28:06.720 levels. Where do you think the word genesis comes from? Look at the 351 00:28:06.720 --> 00:28:11.079 etymology of genesis and then just trace that word all the way back to what 352 00:28:11.160 --> 00:28:15.759 it actually what it actually means. Right, So this power that we're talking 353 00:28:15.799 --> 00:28:22.000 about, this force.

Remember, we're creating God's image. We're set apart 354 00:28:22.119 --> 00:28:26.440 from lots of things in nature. So this power and this force gives light, 355 00:28:26.759 --> 00:28:33.440 life, euphoria and more. Right, so we can start. Let's 356 00:28:33.799 --> 00:28:37.680 go to church. Let's look at the word of God. Right, the 357 00:28:37.799 --> 00:28:41.920 word of God. My priest used to say, it's the word of God, 358 00:28:42.200 --> 00:28:48.720 the literal word. So the literal meanings of some of these verses. 359 00:28:48.799 --> 00:28:52.880 Matthew chapter seven, verse six, Ask, seek, knock, asking, 360 00:28:52.920 --> 00:28:56.599 it will be given to you. Seek and you will find knocking. The 361 00:28:56.640 --> 00:29:00.240 door will be open to you. For everyone who asks or seves, and 362 00:29:00.279 --> 00:29:03.599 the one who seeks fines, and to the one who knocks, the door 363 00:29:03.640 --> 00:29:08.279 will be opened. Now, when I grew up, that was I was 364 00:29:08.319 --> 00:29:11.640 told that that meant if I asked Jesus into my heart, I'm saved. 365 00:29:12.240 --> 00:29:15.039 As matter of fact, I remember the first time I did this. I 366 00:29:15.039 --> 00:29:21.720 think I was seven or eight years old. And the ceremony of you have 367 00:29:21.759 --> 00:29:23.559 to kind of look at it like it's a miniature ceremony, because it's the 368 00:29:23.640 --> 00:29:27.799 first door that opens up the key to your spirit. Honestly, if at 369 00:29:27.839 --> 00:29:33.640 any point in your life where do you ask God into your heart, that's 370 00:29:33.799 --> 00:29:40.400 like a seed being planted. It doesn't matter if you literally believe that or 371 00:29:40.440 --> 00:29:42.000 not. Like, if that's the final that's all I need to go to 372 00:29:42.039 --> 00:29:47.799 heaven, Okay, great, whatever. But that seed that got planted is 373 00:29:47.839 --> 00:29:51.680 somewhat kind of an initiation that'll start opening you up to deeper truth. That'll 374 00:29:51.759 --> 00:29:55.000 let you see deeper into a lot of this stuff if you let it. 375 00:29:56.000 --> 00:30:00.200 But usually when people start asking questions or things get past their base conscious this, 376 00:30:00.240 --> 00:30:02.880 they start getting scared and then they just go back to that place, 377 00:30:03.240 --> 00:30:07.400 which is fine, you know. So I'll tell you a quick story. 378 00:30:07.400 --> 00:30:11.839 I remember this. We went to many churches when I was a kid, 379 00:30:11.839 --> 00:30:15.319 but it was so weird. I think it was like eight. I think 380 00:30:15.359 --> 00:30:18.960 I did this like three times. But the first time, the very first 381 00:30:18.000 --> 00:30:22.559 time that I remember, was we were in this little room set off to 382 00:30:22.599 --> 00:30:23.759 the side. It was kind of like Sunday school, but it was for 383 00:30:23.839 --> 00:30:29.240 older kids and the guys talking. And you're the new guy. You know, 384 00:30:29.319 --> 00:30:30.640 you're the new guy at church. So they're going to kind of single 385 00:30:30.680 --> 00:30:34.559 you out in the most kindest way, and they're going to tell their story 386 00:30:34.680 --> 00:30:38.160 and talk about how you need to be saved, and if hey, let's 387 00:30:38.240 --> 00:30:41.640 let's do this thing right here. Let's let's all bow our heads, and 388 00:30:41.680 --> 00:30:45.119 so everybody, you know, everybody bowed their heads and they closed their eyes 389 00:30:45.160 --> 00:30:49.200 and they just raise your hand if you haven't been saved now. I never 390 00:30:49.279 --> 00:30:53.359 peeked up because I was scared, right, I was so scared. I 391 00:30:53.400 --> 00:30:56.359 was like, I'm freaking out. I haven't been saved. I don't even 392 00:30:56.359 --> 00:31:02.519 know what this means, you know. So I closed my eyes and I 393 00:31:02.519 --> 00:31:06.920 shut my eyes and I did this saying, you know, Jesus coming to 394 00:31:07.000 --> 00:31:10.720 my heart, be the Lord of my life, forgive me my sins et 395 00:31:10.799 --> 00:31:12.759 cetera. And I thought, well, that was private, right, Like, 396 00:31:12.880 --> 00:31:17.720 I'm not gonna no one knew that was kind of intimate. That was 397 00:31:17.759 --> 00:31:22.039 intimate. I didn't. I didn't have to worry about it. So I 398 00:31:22.079 --> 00:31:25.759 kind of exhaled. And the guy next to me was like, congrats man. 399 00:31:25.799 --> 00:31:27.559 He started patting me on the back, and I was like, congratulations 400 00:31:27.599 --> 00:31:33.440 for what It's like, you just got saved, man. And immediately I 401 00:31:33.480 --> 00:31:36.640 felt like embarrassed. I was like, I thought everybody was bowing their head 402 00:31:36.680 --> 00:31:41.359 and shutting their eyes. No, obviously people were peeking. Yeah, God 403 00:31:41.440 --> 00:31:48.680 for the perplexed. That's right. So anyways, that's that's what a lot 404 00:31:48.720 --> 00:31:51.599 of people think. That verse means knock and it will be given to you, 405 00:31:51.680 --> 00:32:00.720 seek and all this sudden stuff. But then if you read later, 406 00:32:00.519 --> 00:32:09.759 it's like Matthew twenty three. Yeah, Matthew twenty three. Not everyone who 407 00:32:09.759 --> 00:32:14.960 says to me, Lord Lord, will enter into the Kingdom of heaven. 408 00:32:15.119 --> 00:32:17.960 But only the one who does will of my father, who is in heaven. 409 00:32:19.680 --> 00:32:22.000 Many will say to me on that day, Lord Lord, did we 410 00:32:22.039 --> 00:32:25.559 not prophesy in your name and in your name drive out demons, and in 411 00:32:25.599 --> 00:32:30.799 your name perform miracles and in your name all this stuff? And I will 412 00:32:30.839 --> 00:32:35.559 tell them plainly, I never knew you away from me, you evildoers. 413 00:32:36.279 --> 00:32:43.279 That's like the new translation. So here people are doing many things and quote 414

00:32:43.480 --> 00:32:49.160 Jesus's name, right, But you know this isn't religious, by the way. 415 00:32:49.200 --> 00:32:52.680 I'm just telling you where this kind of started. They're doing many things 416 00:32:52.720 --> 00:33:00.759 in Jesus's name, and he's like, I never knew you, never trippy, 417 00:33:00.880 --> 00:33:01.920 Right, how does that work? I thought all you had to do 418 00:33:02.000 --> 00:33:07.480 is ask him into your heart. Well, if you go back into this 419 00:33:07.960 --> 00:33:09.279 book I used to have, I don't have it anymore, but I used 420 00:33:09.279 --> 00:33:14.799 to. It's like the translation book where you could look at the Latin and 421 00:33:14.920 --> 00:33:20.240 Hebrew and all this other stuff meanings to it. Right, But that word 422 00:33:20.920 --> 00:33:30.279 knew, I never knew you knew means That word in Hebrew was YadA yaana. 423 00:33:30.880 --> 00:33:34.880 Do you know what YadA means in Hebrew? This is before it got 424 00:33:34.920 --> 00:33:37.519 translated to Greek, before it got translated into Latin, before I got translated 425 00:33:37.519 --> 00:33:42.599 into English, before it became this version, in that version, in that 426 00:33:42.680 --> 00:33:46.279 version, right, so as this got watered down. If you trace that 427 00:33:46.319 --> 00:33:58.359 back to Hebrew, it means yaa YadA, and Hebrew means cultivating intimacy. 428 00:34:00.079 --> 00:34:02.880 It also could mean deeper in certain sentences, and Hebrew it means I never 429 00:34:02.960 --> 00:34:09.559 had a sexual encounter with you. I never intimately knew you. So there's 430 00:34:09.840 --> 00:34:14.159 a deeper meaning to this, right if you look at a Hebrew in other 431 00:34:14.199 --> 00:34:15.960 words, I never had this. Some people say, well, that just 432 00:34:16.039 --> 00:34:20.760 means one on one connection. Okay, Well we'll stop there. I won't 433 00:34:20.800 --> 00:34:23.920 dive deep into the sexual mystery here because I'm not talking about the act of 434 00:34:23.920 --> 00:34:32.400 physical sex per se. But the word yata means cultivating intimacy. Doesn't matter 435 00:34:32.480 --> 00:34:37.079 that he used the word bridegroom or the words chakaana in Hebrew. When you 436 00:34:37.119 --> 00:34:44.920 read this stuff does it? But it does. So what we're talking about. 437 00:34:44.920 --> 00:34:47.599 What he's actually talking about when you dig deeper into this is the bridegroom 438 00:34:47.880 --> 00:34:53.360 or the Chakaina. The chakaina is what we call the Holy Spirit or the 439 00:34:53.400 --> 00:35:00.119 bridegroom or the Christ that gives you the anointing oil, so to speak. 440 00:35:00.159 --> 00:35:07.000 Turn in your bibles? Turn in your bibles? Is it time for break 441 00:35:07.039 --> 00:35:09.840 yet? I've got the new play on system here, so I don't have 442 00:35:09.880 --> 00:35:15.159 to switch computers, so hopefully it'll work. Uh yeah, you guys can 443 00:35:15.159 --> 00:35:22.920 hear me on the station too. Romans eight seven says, read it people 444 00:35:22.920 --> 00:35:27.400 are born the way they are. Read Romans eight seven. Read that the 445 00:35:27.440 --> 00:35:30.840 carnal mind is not subject to the law of God, neither can it be. 446 00:35:30.159 --> 00:35:37.639 Whoa, The carnal mind is not subject to the law of God, 447 00:35:37.800 --> 00:35:43.719 neither can it be. So let's if is this worth then how come Catholics? 448 00:35:43.800 --> 00:35:49.639 Roman Catholics have so much guilt? If the Book of Romans says the 449 00:35:49.679 --> 00:35:52.199 carnal mind is not subject to the law of God, neither can it be. 450 00:35:53.280 --> 00:35:55.519 Anyways, My point there is, let's get rid of the guilt, 451 00:35:55.599 --> 00:36:12.800 shall we what's up? Wu tang pepe word salide? Okay, And every 452 00:36:12.800 --> 00:36:15.480 time I get to talking about this, people start coming at me with you 453 00:36:15.480 --> 00:36:19.199 know, they talk about like homosexuality and stuff. I don't care. I 454 00:36:19.199 --> 00:36:22.880 mean, that's if you want to get biblically about that, biblical about that. 455 00:36:22.079 --> 00:36:27.360 It's dumb to begin with. But Christ talks about the eunuchs from the 456 00:36:27.400 --> 00:36:30.239 mother's womb. I mean, we have to get past the literalism. And 457 00:36:30.280 --> 00:36:36.239 I'll tell you why here in a minute. Coming against people and just to 458 00:36:36.320 --> 00:36:39.360 understand that we're all human beings, we're all different, and we should honor 459 00:36:39.360 --> 00:36:43.920 and respect each other. Let's get past the dumb shit. Okay, we're 460 00:36:43.960 --> 00:36:47.840 all different inside the laws of nature. Nature intended it to be that way. 461 00:36:47.880 --> 00:36:53.039 Okay. People are born the way they are. And this is what 462 00:36:53.239 --> 00:36:59.000 sucks because I've had friends that grew up that. I mean, I know 463 00:36:59.159 --> 00:37:02.400 for a fact, like I don't know about some people, but a couple 464 00:37:02.400 --> 00:37:07.480 of my friends I know for a fact they were born homosexual. They were 465 00:37:07.519 --> 00:37:12.320 born that way. We all knew. But the sad part is is they 466 00:37:12.360 --> 00:37:15.920 had to carry this guilt, which in Romans eight seven says, they're not 467 00:37:15.960 --> 00:37:20.199 even subject to it, so don't even worry about it. That's what the 468 00:37:20.280 --> 00:37:23.760 verse say, is why why you even worried about it? So like they 469 00:37:23.760 --> 00:37:27.599 were, they would try to fix it or they think something was wrong with 470 00:37:27.679 --> 00:37:31.920 them. This is my points, like the Church really fucked people up. 471 00:37:34.800 --> 00:37:39.400 Understanding the literal word or just reading the literal word is a nightmare. It's 472 00:37:39.440 --> 00:37:45.639 a nightmare. It is. It's a nightmare. And even Christ

himself there's 473 00:37:45.679 --> 00:37:49.280 not going to be he said, there's not going to be one rock standing 474 00:37:49.320 --> 00:37:54.480 when I'm done with it all because you know, Sadducees and Pharisees, they're 475 00:37:54.480 --> 00:37:59.719 harbingers of hell. That means people that write literal laws. These are the 476 00:37:59.719 --> 00:38:02.639 spiritual laws. I wrote them down, read them. This is it harbingers 477 00:38:02.639 --> 00:38:09.960 of hell. Okay ah. But if you go back to Genesis, it 478 00:38:10.039 --> 00:38:15.559 says in God's image you are male and female period. I'm not going to 479 00:38:15.599 --> 00:38:21.400 tear apart that whole verse. But he made Adam and Eve you are male 480 00:38:21.480 --> 00:38:23.320 and female period. Whether you like it or not. Some people are more 481 00:38:23.360 --> 00:38:27.519 male, some people are more female. We all have different bodies, but 482 00:38:27.639 --> 00:38:30.840 some people hormonally are female. Some people are more male. It's just the 483 00:38:30.880 --> 00:38:37.920 way it is. It's okay, it's not a fucking sin, because Jimmy 484 00:38:37.960 --> 00:38:40.960 Swagger says, so just respect people. Just be kind. So if you 485 00:38:42.000 --> 00:38:49.079 look at like Tewod Corinthians, chapter eleven, check this verse out. So 486 00:38:49.119 --> 00:38:52.960 when all these people started figuring out Jesus was coming, he said, I'm 487 00:38:53.039 --> 00:38:58.119 jealous for you, with a godly jealousy. I promised you to one husband 488 00:38:58.400 --> 00:39:01.559 to Christ so that I may present you as a pure virgin to him. 489 00:39:04.719 --> 00:39:07.320 He was also presented with ten virgins at one time too. Think about this, 490 00:39:07.400 --> 00:39:10.639 do you really think that that everybody knows? Like, Oh, I'm 491 00:39:10.639 --> 00:39:14.039 just gonna give it back then that's what I'm gonna give him my daughter. 492 00:39:14.199 --> 00:39:15.679 You know, it's kind of the story back then I'll give you my daughter, 493 00:39:16.000 --> 00:39:20.800 she's a virgin. Whatever. But it kind of doesn't make sense when 494 00:39:20.800 --> 00:39:22.679 you start reading it because it's like ten virgins, this girl, Like, 495 00:39:22.719 --> 00:39:32.400 what's going on here? This don't make sense. Also when they sent when 496 00:39:32.400 --> 00:39:37.559 the story of the magi, I believe that story was about a roster. 497 00:39:37.880 --> 00:39:39.519 If he reads the roster, you'll kind of see what I'm talking about as 498 00:39:39.559 --> 00:39:45.280 a roster send his magi to send to the fire God that was supposed to 499 00:39:45.280 --> 00:39:49.599 be God or Heromazda, which was the sun god, and his kid says, 500 00:39:49.639 --> 00:39:52.800 I am that, I am, I am amen. And then Jesus 501 00:39:52.840 --> 00:39:57.960 said, I've come to set fire upon the earth. A lot of stories 502 00:39:58.119 --> 00:40:01.679 going together in this thing. And then if you so, we're past holy 503 00:40:01.719 --> 00:40:06.840 communion, we're past this kind of virgin understood, what's this whole virgin thing 504 00:40:06.880 --> 00:40:09.760 about? And then we would look at Easter and the Passover, which is 505 00:40:09.760 --> 00:40:13.280 the holy day of Easter. You see all these when I was a kid, 506 00:40:13.320 --> 00:40:15.960 the you know, the girls would go to church and their little Easter 507 00:40:15.079 --> 00:40:23.960 bonnets and everybody laugh and smile. But if you read Ishtar, you had 508 00:40:23.960 --> 00:40:27.519 to as a woman, you had to go to this place and a man 509 00:40:27.599 --> 00:40:30.000 would come and say, I think we should have an experience. And if 510 00:40:30.039 --> 00:40:35.119 you and I haven't experience, then you're you're allowed to have a husband as 511 00:40:35.159 --> 00:40:39.719 long as Ishtar says it's okay. So you could only have a husband, 512 00:40:40.360 --> 00:40:45.840 or you couldn't have a husband without Ishtar's blessing. Long story short, Ishtar 513 00:40:46.000 --> 00:40:52.440 was the goddess of sexual intercourse and fornication. Now this all sounds evil at 514 00:40:52.440 --> 00:40:55.119 first, right, but the digger, the digger, I was about to 515 00:40:55.119 --> 00:40:59.559 say, the digger we deep, the deeper we dig, we'll start to 516 00:40:59.599 --> 00:41:02.440 see the bigger truth of this. You don't believe me. Look all this 517 00:41:02.480 --> 00:41:10.840 stuff up. If you got you know whatever. It's usually after one verse 518 00:41:10.840 --> 00:41:14.039 you could say, okay, well that probably means a literal thing. But 519 00:41:14.119 --> 00:41:16.960 after you you keep seeing something repeat. The same stories repeat over and over 520 00:41:17.000 --> 00:41:22.199 and again. Lots of them don't make sense. There's something deeper in there. 521 00:41:23.320 --> 00:41:30.079 So the Kabbala explains it like this, God is both. If you 522 00:41:30.159 --> 00:41:34.119 looked at the tree, God is both alpha omega, male and female. 523 00:41:34.159 --> 00:41:38.119 It's just like Genesis says right beginning in the end, male and female, 524 00:41:39.199 --> 00:41:45.519 these two forces positive and negative. This energy, this electricity, this light 525 00:41:45.679 --> 00:41:52.320 that comes together. The word kabel itself means to receive. That's what it 526 00:41:52.320 --> 00:42:00.079 means, to receive, to open up and receive. So when we start 527 00:42:00.079 --> 00:42:05.400 to understand, like ceremony deeper. If you look at wedding ceremonies themselves, 528 00:42:05.760 --> 00:42:09.159 the ring, it doesn't really like the If you really get into the symbolism 529 00:42:09.199 --> 00:42:14.320 of all of like a wedding ceremony, it and trace it as back as 530 00:42:14.400 --> 00:42:19.760 far as you can it doesn't really mean everlasting love. Okay. The ritual 531 00:42:19.800 --> 00:42:25.880 itself

symbolizes the you know, the coming together, the bridegroom, this energy, 532 00:42:25.960 --> 00:42:30.719 this life force, this loving, this love, this ultimate bridegroom energy, 533 00:42:30.800 --> 00:42:36.039 this union. That's what it. Two souls becoming one kind of thing, 534 00:42:37.559 --> 00:42:39.039 the two and one, the mystery of the two and one, which 535 00:42:39.119 --> 00:42:45.000 is repeated and repeated and repeated and talked about it. It's not evil. 536 00:42:46.159 --> 00:42:52.159 We've made marriage evil by putting all our shit into it. You know. 537 00:42:52.519 --> 00:42:57.239 So you yourself, if you understand this stuff correctly and on a deeper level, 538 00:42:57.480 --> 00:43:02.239 even scientifically, you yourself made up of male and female parts. Right. 539 00:43:02.800 --> 00:43:07.079 I'm not talking about your physical body parts, although you know you're usually 540 00:43:07.119 --> 00:43:09.239 one of the other. We could be. I don't know, it's none 541 00:43:09.280 --> 00:43:15.400 of my business, right, But on the inside, it's a fact you're 542 00:43:15.440 --> 00:43:21.199 made up of male and female parts x's and wise hormones and all this stuff, 543 00:43:21.400 --> 00:43:25.719 just like Jenesis says, and then they were called Adam, right, 544 00:43:28.159 --> 00:43:32.159 But this is the kingdom of God. This is we are the kingdom of 545 00:43:32.920 --> 00:43:43.119 God in his image, so to speak. All right, So before we 546 00:43:43.159 --> 00:43:45.760 get into break, we can look at the zodiac real quick. So the 547 00:43:45.800 --> 00:43:49.639 zodiac to the mystics. To the mystics. Now, there's a certain set 548 00:43:49.679 --> 00:43:53.519 of mystics that look at the zodiac as the story of the wedding and the 549 00:43:53.559 --> 00:43:59.400 relationship and intercourse between Uranus and Gaya. This is a very new age kind 550 00:43:59.400 --> 00:44:07.199 of mystical version. There's a pterodactyl in here, okay, but that's what 551 00:44:07.239 --> 00:44:14.159 it is. Uranus places a seed into Gaia and then the trees grow. 552 00:44:14.480 --> 00:44:19.079 And actually it's the seed the seed grows and people which causes them to have 553 00:44:19.119 --> 00:44:22.239 these experiences. And these people aren't really male or female, not yet. 554 00:44:22.840 --> 00:44:29.159 Then something happened they called I forget the name of what they called it. 555 00:44:29.199 --> 00:44:31.800 That happened, but they had a child, right, So Uranus and Guya 556 00:44:31.840 --> 00:44:37.360 had a child, and that child, that child's name is what Saturn. 557 00:44:38.119 --> 00:44:45.079 Saturn splits them apart, male and female. He took a sickle in the 558 00:44:45.119 --> 00:44:52.360 story and split them apart. Saturn also, just like set in Osiris and 559 00:44:52.400 --> 00:45:00.079 all this stuff, castrated Uranus with a sickle. So I think about that 560 00:45:00.159 --> 00:45:04.320 for a second. When some people think Saturn is satan, could be makes 561 00:45:04.360 --> 00:45:07.280 sense in that story too, doesn't it. So that which the spirit touches 562 00:45:07.280 --> 00:45:14.800 you and makes your life worth living? Is cut away? But what time? 563 00:45:15.840 --> 00:45:22.440 That's what Saturn governents, chronos, law, the material world, contracts, 564 00:45:23.320 --> 00:45:30.239 karma, the word, no boundaries, all of the shit that sucks 565 00:45:30.239 --> 00:45:37.719 about life basically, But Saturn has its reasons too. But that's that's what 566 00:45:37.840 --> 00:45:40.960 done. That's what Saturn does. It cuts it away. It even ends 567 00:45:42.000 --> 00:45:44.880 your life when it's time. And a lot of astrologers will tell you that 568 00:45:44.920 --> 00:45:51.119 when Saturn aligns in certain places in your chart, you're dead. But what 569 00:45:51.159 --> 00:45:53.960 does that do to us? It makes us become very earthly, doesn't it? 570 00:45:54.400 --> 00:45:59.239 It shuts off parts of us and what do we just experiencing eclipse? 571 00:45:59.239 --> 00:46:01.639 And I'll get into that too, But time makes us worry about what's going 572 00:46:01.719 --> 00:46:06.760 to happen next week, tomorrow? What about my bank account? What about 573 00:46:06.760 --> 00:46:09.920 my house? What about my legacy? What about my health and my children 574 00:46:10.039 --> 00:46:17.440 and my material existence? If I don't take care of all of these contracts, 575 00:46:20.880 --> 00:46:30.960 my time is going to run out right, sad Saturn, It's been 576 00:46:30.000 --> 00:46:34.360 called all kinds of different things. So anyways, yeah, we got to 577 00:46:34.360 --> 00:46:37.480 take a break, but I want to get deeper into this. We're talking 578 00:46:37.519 --> 00:46:42.880 about cosmic sects here, Okay, once you really like dig into this stuff. 579 00:46:42.920 --> 00:46:46.639 I only know deeper meanings like in the like in the biblical sense, 580 00:46:46.679 --> 00:46:52.239 because I wasn't raised in other religions. But I'm starting to dig deeper into 581 00:46:52.840 --> 00:46:57.920 you know, like Hari Krishna Harry Krishna, which pretty much has all the 582 00:46:57.960 --> 00:47:01.199 same stories, exact same stories. There's several other ones too, but I 583 00:47:01.199 --> 00:47:04.880 don't know the character names, and some of the verses I don't know or 584 00:47:04.960 --> 00:47:09.960 I'm not familiar with. But yeah, we're going to take our radio station 585 00:47:10.039 --> 00:47:14.199 break for some of you guys that are listening on the Fringe FM. Thank 586 00:47:14.239 --> 00:47:16.079 you so much. Thank you for coming out to the music show last night. 587 00:47:16.119 --> 00:47:19.000 That was really cool. We had a lot of fun last night. 588 00:47:19.039 --> 00:47:21.920 It took a few requests, which is kind of weird. Like if I'm 589 00:47:21.960 --> 00:47:24.960 playing rock and rap and things like that

and we're just doing the music show, 590 00:47:25.079 --> 00:47:31.280 and then some people just you know, they wanted to hear freaking country 591 00:47:31.360 --> 00:47:42.559 music. I don't know, I don't know. Here's an independent let me 592 00:47:42.599 --> 00:47:46.679 play another independent artist. If you like rock. Hopefully it'll play. Some 593 00:47:46.719 --> 00:47:54.679 of my files have gotten misplaced. Here here we go. This is zig 594 00:47:54.719 --> 00:48:00.719 Mentality, an independent artist that we love playing on the Fringe FM. We'll 595 00:48:00.760 --> 00:48:04.119 be right back after the short radio station break. We're talking about cosmic sex 596 00:48:04.199 --> 00:48:07.880 tonight here on Lighting the Void. I'm your host of Yogu. That's so 597 00:48:07.000 --> 00:48:14.239 much easier than like having to switch back and forth between computers that set up 598 00:48:14.280 --> 00:48:20.159 the cosmicaba, speaking of which I do have like a radio consulting that if 599 00:48:20.199 --> 00:48:24.280 you guys want to learn how to do radio shows and take callers and have 600 00:48:24.400 --> 00:48:30.400 guests and do all that stuff and you know, using free software, multiple 601 00:48:30.400 --> 00:48:34.000 softwares, all kinds of things. I have a consulting service that I do. 602 00:48:34.039 --> 00:48:36.280 I'll show you how to do it, and my job is to get 603 00:48:36.280 --> 00:48:38.880 you set up and running, whether it's video, audio whatever. You can 604 00:48:38.880 --> 00:48:44.320 get that stuff at the Fringe FM store too. So tonight we're talking about 605 00:48:44.360 --> 00:48:47.199 cosmic sex. And I was reading some of the chat, so make sure, 606 00:48:47.199 --> 00:48:50.960 like when you study the gods and the verse, like read everything in 607 00:48:51.039 --> 00:48:55.320 context. So I just quickly went over Ishtar and if you look up what 608 00:48:55.519 --> 00:49:00.559 Ishtar is, like the god of sex and fertility. Sure, but when 609 00:49:00.599 --> 00:49:05.039 you read the stories Ishtar, you had to have permission to get married from 610 00:49:05.119 --> 00:49:08.760 Ishtar, and you had you know, basically another man would come in and 611 00:49:08.760 --> 00:49:13.320 take a woman before they could get married. There's stories in this stuff, 612 00:49:13.360 --> 00:49:15.440 but it's like you know, if you look at that literally, man, 613 00:49:15.480 --> 00:49:19.400 that's all that's messed up. But it's not meant to be taken literal. 614 00:49:21.079 --> 00:49:22.960 Remember, there's verses to say, be not a study of the letter. 615 00:49:24.039 --> 00:49:30.000 So, uh, where was I left off with the Chakaina? Right? 616 00:49:30.159 --> 00:49:37.119 And Hebrew? The female aspect of God is called Chakaina. The Chakaina lives 617 00:49:37.159 --> 00:49:42.159 in you, in his spirit. And you'll hear people call when they say 618 00:49:42.440 --> 00:49:49.639 holy spirit that word. And I'm asking

you to be not a study of 619 00:49:49.679 --> 00:49:52.079 the letter. Remember when we were talking to Jason about the Tower of Babel. 620 00:49:52.119 --> 00:49:58.159 When we come to understand all things as this unified teaching, even if 621 00:49:58.159 --> 00:50:00.920 we have to get down to sacred geometry and number, we'll see the deeper 622 00:50:00.960 --> 00:50:05.519 meanings of all of these stories and what they mean, what all this stuff 623 00:50:05.519 --> 00:50:13.039 means. So we've heard the female aspect of God called the Chakaina. So 624 00:50:13.119 --> 00:50:16.920 you could say, like I'd like to say that her name is Chakaina, 625 00:50:17.960 --> 00:50:25.960 and his name is a Hiramazda, the sun god if you're into sun worship. 626 00:50:27.119 --> 00:50:30.400 Okay, But there's many verses I was talking about this before that talk 627 00:50:30.440 --> 00:50:36.119 about the right side or the eastern side or the right side and Golgatha. 628 00:50:36.400 --> 00:50:39.679 And there's many many texts that we'll get into later that you're not going to 629 00:50:39.760 --> 00:50:44.000 see it through one verse, not two, but after three, four five, 630 00:50:44.360 --> 00:50:47.800 and then they start throwing in these these different astrological stuff, stuff that 631 00:50:47.840 --> 00:50:53.440 don't make sense. You'll start to see that there's a whole hidden mystery process 632 00:50:54.039 --> 00:50:59.559 that happens, that these stories are kind of revealing, the literal stories themselves 633 00:51:00.039 --> 00:51:07.920 underneath the nursery rhymes are revealing. But in all instances, in all instances, 634 00:51:07.960 --> 00:51:13.760 we could definitely say in history and history, our history, that the 635 00:51:13.880 --> 00:51:21.960 feminine part of God has been whipped away by religion. Now not all religions, 636 00:51:22.440 --> 00:51:27.840 but I would say especially the West has been whipped away. It's been 637 00:51:27.920 --> 00:51:37.760 hidden and a secret society is who talked about these things. You know, 638 00:51:37.079 --> 00:51:40.480 we're called sex cults and things like that, but they were killed, strung 639 00:51:40.559 --> 00:51:45.480 up. Imagine the stuff that we're talking about today, like just the little 640 00:51:45.519 --> 00:51:50.159 stuff that I'm talking about with you in this like an opening show about it. 641 00:51:51.760 --> 00:51:54.519 Not too long ago, I would have torch bears outside my door and 642 00:51:54.519 --> 00:51:59.920 they would kill me before I could explain myself and anything that I wrote on 643 00:52:00.079 --> 00:52:06.920 paper or any shared knowledge that I had that would burn it. That's what 644 00:52:07.039 --> 00:52:14.519 happened. So if what that means is is that this part of God or 645 00:52:14.559 --> 00:52:19.960 the Creator has been hidden from us in religion, then we know nothing about 646 00:52:20.000 --> 00:52:23.760 this part of God, nothing when

we should. We shouldn't know something about 647 00:52:23.800 --> 00:52:30.320 this part of God. All we know and all at least what I've was 648 00:52:30.320 --> 00:52:34.719 taught and what I grew up in is the mind, the intellect, the 649 00:52:34.840 --> 00:52:39.000 letter being a study of the letter, which is more of like the masculine 650 00:52:39.039 --> 00:52:43.920 side of things, which is the carnal mind, letter, the hate, 651 00:52:44.000 --> 00:52:52.239 the guilt, the macho, all this stuff. So, just like in 652 00:52:52.360 --> 00:52:55.360 marriage, if the female part is not allowed in marriage, you don't have 653 00:52:55.360 --> 00:53:00.679 a ceremony. Everything goes to hell. You can say this for all things 654 00:53:00.760 --> 00:53:07.119 in nature, especially human nature. When the feminine part of love and spirit 655 00:53:07.360 --> 00:53:12.800 and Chkina and holy spirit is not allowed into things, when this opening part 656 00:53:12.880 --> 00:53:17.039 to receive from the very literal version of sex, you're not going to have 657 00:53:17.119 --> 00:53:24.199 any to opening your heart to being able to relate to people and to the 658 00:53:24.199 --> 00:53:29.280 spiritual part of us. Everything turns our. Life into hell without it. 659 00:53:30.239 --> 00:53:37.039 Remember that I mean almost a literal hell. So in an instance and one 660 00:53:37.440 --> 00:53:43.079 word, you could say, if they rip the chakaina from us, whether 661 00:53:43.119 --> 00:53:45.880 you're a man or woman, if this side of you is ripped out, 662 00:53:47.800 --> 00:53:53.039 they rip out your very soul. You become very conscious, very intellectual, 663 00:53:53.760 --> 00:54:07.039 very focused on the exterior. You're like in the cave. So the ancient 664 00:54:07.079 --> 00:54:10.519 way back in the day was that once a week, during the Sabbath, 665 00:54:10.559 --> 00:54:15.199 there was a new union between chicana and the bridegroom. So the cobblists, 666 00:54:15.679 --> 00:54:20.199 the ancient comblists, you know, you remember we guys telling you that the 667 00:54:20.280 --> 00:54:23.360 story of like the ten virgins with Christ, and there's another story, Okay. 668 00:54:23.400 --> 00:54:30.239 So the word sabbath means seventh, whereas another seventh, as it corresponds 669 00:54:30.280 --> 00:54:32.679 to the east, is the seventh chakra, which is the pineal gland of 670 00:54:32.760 --> 00:54:37.199 the brain. Now these have been separate in our society, but they're not 671 00:54:37.320 --> 00:54:43.000 really separate at the base nature of things, all right. So when a 672 00:54:43.000 --> 00:54:49.320 male intercourses with a female, a pregnancy takes place inside yourself, A pregnancy 673 00:54:49.360 --> 00:54:52.280 of spirit takes place and activates the pineal gland and throws open the right hemisphere 674 00:54:52.280 --> 00:54:59.840 of the brain, which is made shut. This is shut right especially right 675 00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:04.039 now. But for the most part, if you're just consciously aware of the 676 00:55:04.119 --> 00:55:07.880 literal, the logical, the intellectual, the masculine side of things, then 677 00:55:07.920 --> 00:55:15.239 the right side you shut, the creative, god like side. Remember the 678 00:55:15.280 --> 00:55:21.440 ear of a being a fusion. You're made in God's image, so you're 679 00:55:21.480 --> 00:55:25.719 a being of physical nature and spirit together. You're fused together. And you 680 00:55:25.719 --> 00:55:30.679 can see this polarity of these energies work. And if you looked at biology, 681 00:55:31.519 --> 00:55:36.599 you could see this electrical It needs electricity, it needs both poles, 682 00:55:36.639 --> 00:55:45.400 it needs this fusion to work. Everything is dual. So the deeper you 683 00:55:45.440 --> 00:55:51.440 look into the stuff, you realize maybe it's my consciousness that needs to be 684 00:55:51.559 --> 00:55:55.000 a virgin. In other words, you remember how you know, Like a 685 00:55:55.039 --> 00:56:00.920 lot of the Eastern teachings would say, clear the mind, open your like 686 00:56:00.000 --> 00:56:02.800 pour out your cup, make your cup empty, Empty your cup. Take 687 00:56:02.880 --> 00:56:09.639 no thought Christ that all these different versions meditation, Open your mind, make 688 00:56:09.679 --> 00:56:16.039 it clear, make this vessel open and empty. Empty your cup first, 689 00:56:17.360 --> 00:56:24.559 so you have this virgin consciousness. So the energy can Once everything is open 690 00:56:24.840 --> 00:56:31.639 and the way is open, activates the pineal gland which opens up this side 691 00:56:31.679 --> 00:56:37.960 of our brain. And when people have d MT experiences or psychedelic experiences or 692 00:56:37.000 --> 00:56:42.639 things like that, you'll they're just in awe man like. They'll even say 693 00:56:42.679 --> 00:56:45.760 things like I understand all of creation or I felt things that I never felt, 694 00:56:47.280 --> 00:56:51.519 you know, and the logical masculine mind will be along, Well, 695 00:56:51.519 --> 00:56:53.360 that's dimethyl troop to me, and that's dripping down into this part of your 696 00:56:53.400 --> 00:56:58.639 brain. It's activating the senses and it's all just a hallucin it. You 697 00:56:58.719 --> 00:57:04.639 know, it's hallucinatory. But there are no words, There are no logical 698 00:57:04.679 --> 00:57:14.400 words for these people that have these experiences to explain them. Yet deep insign 699 00:57:14.440 --> 00:57:21.320 our religious texts are the mystery of explaining this whole process that happens. It's 700 00:57:21.400 --> 00:57:28.199 not just cartesian or whatever, right like, it's it's a repeated story for 701 00:57:28.280 --> 00:57:37.079 a reason. So if we place ourselves in virgin consciousness so that this energy 702 00:57:37.079 --> 00:57:43.239 can activate this gland and open up this hemisphere that's been shut, the way 703

00:57:43.320 --> 00:57:50.079 has been shut and the veils open, so to speak, it changes us. 704 00:57:51.519 --> 00:57:53.920 And if you look at the ancient combalists, they actually had a ceremony 705 00:57:53.920 --> 00:57:59.519 that they did the kosher comblists. They had sex on Fridays with their partners. 706 00:57:59.719 --> 00:58:01.800 Why why did they have sex? What did I have to do with 707 00:58:01.840 --> 00:58:06.840 it? Try and explain it to you. When you look at the tree 708 00:58:06.880 --> 00:58:13.639 of life, you know the the center thing is Tiffreth. In the Bible, 709 00:58:13.679 --> 00:58:16.320 it's talked about as the bridegroom over and over again. When you read 710 00:58:16.360 --> 00:58:20.280 these, you know, mystery text and what the hell is the bridegroom? 711 00:58:21.559 --> 00:58:24.800 So you have the sun, then you have Chicaano, which is the spirit. 712 00:58:28.719 --> 00:58:32.719 So the ancient complice would act this out as Friday transitioned into Saturday, 713 00:58:32.880 --> 00:58:38.320 the seventh right, they would actually have sex with their partners because this ceremony. 714 00:58:39.400 --> 00:58:43.960 To them, this is this is beautiful once you really think about sex 715 00:58:44.039 --> 00:58:46.239 is supposed to be a beautiful thing. That's one of my biggest points is 716 00:58:46.920 --> 00:58:52.079 the reason why God set us apart and were made in his image, and 717 00:58:52.159 --> 00:58:57.039 that all these other animals have to have sex on you know, like certain 718 00:58:57.239 --> 00:59:00.159 times of the years. Some of its painful form, some of the it's 719 00:59:00.199 --> 00:59:02.239 weird, it's crazy if you want to Discovery channel, But humans, we 720 00:59:02.320 --> 00:59:06.360 have sex. It will We don't have to have babies all the time, 721 00:59:06.920 --> 00:59:09.000 not all the time. There are gnostics that teach the stuff too, which 722 00:59:09.039 --> 00:59:12.079 I don't agree with. You could take whatever side you want, but I 723 00:59:12.119 --> 00:59:15.199 don't agree with it. There's gnostics that teach, well, you're supposed to 724 00:59:15.000 --> 00:59:21.480 have all this retention and stuff, but really they're unlocking the same force by 725 00:59:21.519 --> 00:59:24.199 understanding all this stuff. It's not something that you're supposed to be ashamed of. 726 00:59:24.239 --> 00:59:27.800 It's not something that you're supposed to be brought up and guilt about. 727 00:59:28.079 --> 00:59:30.960 It's not something that's supposed to be perverted. It's supposed to be sacred. 728 00:59:32.840 --> 00:59:40.280 It's supposed to be wonderful, wonderful, But how much guilt and bullshit and 729 00:59:40.320 --> 00:59:49.079 pain and all kinds of stuff that we go through over the shit and it's 730 00:59:49.119 --> 00:59:52.960 not shit. It's beautiful. It is the very act of the universe itself. 731 00:59:53.639 --> 01:00:01.599 Anyways, So you have Tifferet the

bridegroom, Shakaina the spirit, and 732 01:00:01.639 --> 01:00:07.159 they would do this ceremony on Fridays, but it was cut off by the 733 01:00:07.280 --> 01:00:12.239 ninth sphere. I saw somebody in the chat mention the number nine, the 734 01:00:12.400 --> 01:00:19.000 nice sphere of ya Saud, which represents the moon cut off, and the 735 01:00:19.039 --> 01:00:22.480 moon represents this realm of our base emotions, right, I used to think 736 01:00:22.519 --> 01:00:27.559 it's only the moon is emotions, but and the like in the outer the 737 01:00:27.599 --> 01:00:30.800 moon is our base emotions. It's something that we have to overcome, and 738 01:00:30.840 --> 01:00:35.840 it represents the first doorway or portal to the astral realm as well. This 739 01:00:35.880 --> 01:00:37.920 is where the out of body experience kind of fits into all this and this 740 01:00:38.000 --> 01:00:43.559 opening up of her consciousness. And they talk about this in the Bible. 741 01:00:43.639 --> 01:00:46.840 So she sits above the moon whatever. And the number of the beast and 742 01:00:46.880 --> 01:00:52.280 it's six sixty six. Well that's a code Gmtria. Sixty sixty six is 743 01:00:52.320 --> 01:00:58.400 eighteen one plus eight equals nine. Nine is the number of man. Nine 744 01:00:58.480 --> 01:01:02.079 is the number of ysaud. Nine is the number of base consciousness. And 745 01:01:02.159 --> 01:01:07.639 it's sitting there, depending on the cycles of the moon, it's sitting there 746 01:01:07.039 --> 01:01:13.440 blocking our consciousness, our consciousness from having this bridegroom experience. It really is, 747 01:01:15.639 --> 01:01:21.840 and it is very very obvious the symbol and the allegory of the eclipse. 748 01:01:22.800 --> 01:01:24.440 This is why it's such a big thing. Eclipses we just went through 749 01:01:24.440 --> 01:01:31.400 one. Eclipses are such a big thing in allegory or in story or in 750 01:01:32.159 --> 01:01:36.639 the metaphysical or whatever you want to call it, because we know deep down 751 01:01:36.719 --> 01:01:40.199 what it represents. Consciously, when the Earth gets between the two of these 752 01:01:40.719 --> 01:01:45.239 bodies, the sun and the moon, it makes the moon turn black. 753 01:01:46.280 --> 01:01:51.480 And you see these verses too. When Jesus was crucified, the moon turned 754 01:01:51.519 --> 01:01:57.599 black. When the Christ like being died, the moon was black. This 755 01:01:57.880 --> 01:02:06.559 energy was cut off when the Earth, our lower nature and the fesh in 756 01:02:06.960 --> 01:02:10.239 Kabbalah, when this thing comes in between these two energies, we have an 757 01:02:10.239 --> 01:02:15.840 eclipse cut off. So when you hear these verses, all the sun turns 758 01:02:15.880 --> 01:02:21.559 black and all this other stuff, it's not representing like something that's going to 759 01:02:21.599 --> 01:02:23.000 happen in the future and the Sun's going to turn black and we're all going 760 01:02:23.079 --> 01:02:29.199 to die. It represents that spirit, that thing being cut off from us. 761 01:02:34.079 --> 01:02:45.320 Our intellect basically is caught in between mind and spirit. And they don't 762 01:02:45.360 --> 01:02:49.000 just put stuff in the Bible for no reason. Right when Jesus died on 763 01:02:49.079 --> 01:02:52.719 gold Gotha, on the cross in gold Gotha, remember these two hemispheres in 764 01:02:52.800 --> 01:02:59.760 Christ. Right when Jesus died, there was darkness all over the earth because 765 01:03:00.119 --> 01:03:07.000 eclipse, because these this energy was cut off. That's us what we experience 766 01:03:07.039 --> 01:03:13.639 in our lower nature Basically, we're all in a constant state of an eclipse. 767 01:03:14.719 --> 01:03:17.880 It's not like, oh, I'm enlightened or whatever. Most of us, 768 01:03:17.960 --> 01:03:22.800 including myself, when we're just caught in consciousness, when we're not meditating, 769 01:03:22.800 --> 01:03:28.039 when we're not we're not working on opening up these channels and going into 770 01:03:28.079 --> 01:03:37.840 our closet right and we're becoming one or intimate or yana with Christ. When 771 01:03:37.880 --> 01:03:42.719 we're not opening up these channels, we're cut off. We're under an eclipse 772 01:03:42.800 --> 01:03:47.920 constantly. This is why you know the woke people call it low vibrations, 773 01:03:49.000 --> 01:03:52.000 high vibrations. We do things from our higher nature all the times we do 774 01:03:52.079 --> 01:03:57.840 things from our lower nature. We love to be around higher vibratory people because 775 01:03:57.840 --> 01:04:06.119 they're acting out of their higher nature. So we're going to experience this ignorance 776 01:04:06.199 --> 01:04:13.400 until what until we experience salvation? And what is that salvation? The upper 777 01:04:13.440 --> 01:04:17.280 room where the man's holding the picture of water. Go into the upper room, 778 01:04:17.840 --> 01:04:27.000 into the right chamber, and I'll meet you there at aquer in energy. 779 01:04:27.119 --> 01:04:29.760 So we do this process, We open up these energies and allow our 780 01:04:29.760 --> 01:04:33.920 consciousness to be open, and we take no thought, We take no thought. 781 01:04:34.039 --> 01:04:39.960 Right, we can meditate it, we can pray. I think there's 782 01:04:40.000 --> 01:04:45.039 plenty of people that teach meditation, some greats that teach meditation that have really 783 01:04:45.079 --> 01:04:48.920 tapped into this. They've learned to take no thought or let thoughts come and 784 01:04:48.960 --> 01:04:56.280 go and just pass them by. But there's another key to this, into 785 01:04:56.360 --> 01:05:04.960 unlocking this energy as we become empty vessels and ready to receive right, And 786 01:05:04.960 --> 01:05:12.440 a lot of stories represent that. Anytime you hear God, like the Garden 787 01:05:12.440 --> 01:05:15.199 of Eden or the Tree of Knowledge, good and

evil. Well, I'll 788 01:05:15.199 --> 01:05:16.480 get into all this stuff in later shows. I'm just trying to open this 789 01:05:16.639 --> 01:05:20.679 up for now, you know. So, But we could take the story 790 01:05:20.719 --> 01:05:28.119 of Cain and Able. Right, So God's like this voice in the wilderness 791 01:05:28.280 --> 01:05:30.920 enables the good Son doing all this natural stuff that he's supposed to be doing. 792 01:05:30.960 --> 01:05:34.280 He's the good Son, and Cain gets jealous. Well how do we 793 01:05:34.280 --> 01:05:38.280 get jealous? We start getting in our consciousness, we start getting ignorant, 794 01:05:38.280 --> 01:05:43.119 we start thinking about shit, We get insecure, the lower base emotions of 795 01:05:43.199 --> 01:05:46.239 the moon, right, our lower conscious state, the number of man nine. 796 01:05:47.760 --> 01:05:51.199 Right, we get in this lower state and we stay there and I 797 01:05:51.320 --> 01:05:55.840 will what am I am? My brother's keeper? You know, I'll just 798 01:05:55.920 --> 01:05:58.559 kill this some a bit and then they'll love me. And it's just like 799 01:05:58.639 --> 01:06:03.079 this, our lower nature takes over. Then the fesh takes over, takes 800 01:06:03.079 --> 01:06:10.639 over us. You ever, Like when let's say, when you get insecure, 801 01:06:10.719 --> 01:06:13.840 you're in your lower nature. We all have insecurities, but you're in 802 01:06:13.840 --> 01:06:20.719 your lower nature. That moon energy is taken over. When you come into 803 01:06:20.760 --> 01:06:27.559 someone's presence and they're constantly you know, worried or jealous or insecure or manipulating 804 01:06:27.679 --> 01:06:32.159 or whatever. All this stuff is done from our lower emotions. It's either 805 01:06:32.199 --> 01:06:38.039 our lower emotions trigger in our mind to go crazy or a crazy mind trigger 806 01:06:38.079 --> 01:06:44.000 in lower emotions. And this crazy moon cycle, the dark moon itself, 807 01:06:44.079 --> 01:06:47.880 the new moon represents this word in an allegorical sense, this energy being cut 808 01:06:47.920 --> 01:06:51.719 off. And when the full moon is bright, you know, it also 809 01:06:51.840 --> 01:06:56.880 represents this too, where the light is being reflected, and whatever that we 810 01:06:57.519 --> 01:07:01.039 set to create in this twenty eight day cycle will usually manifest itself in light 811 01:07:01.119 --> 01:07:08.440 where it can be seen. In a full moon. The unconscious manifests things 812 01:07:08.519 --> 01:07:14.440 that are conscious can observe. Basically, is what I'm saying, Just like 813 01:07:14.599 --> 01:07:20.559 Cain and Able, you could say, Able is the higher vibration, the 814 01:07:20.599 --> 01:07:25.719 higher self, and Cain is our lower nature, and it eclipsed itself. 815 01:07:25.960 --> 01:07:30.559 Cain killed Abel, cut off the energy, and God said, what about 816 01:07:30.639 --> 01:07:36.800 Abel? His blood cries out to me. It cut off the intimacy between 817 01:07:36.880 --> 01:07:43.519 man or us and God. The YadA, this bridegroom, this sexual thing 818 01:07:43.559 --> 01:07:48.159 that happens inside of us, and sex is a synergistic energy exchange. It 819 01:07:48.239 --> 01:07:57.840 cuts it off. If you look back I was talking when I think we 820 01:07:57.840 --> 01:08:00.280 was talking to Jason Quid about this. Some of the god names in Babylon. 821 01:08:00.840 --> 01:08:03.480 But if you look back to one of those names, the name of 822 01:08:03.559 --> 01:08:16.199 God who rules the moon is Sin s I n Sin who rules our lower 823 01:08:16.560 --> 01:08:21.680 emotional nature, dwelling in the emotions. It's not smoking, gambling and all 824 01:08:21.680 --> 01:08:27.880 that stuff. That's just cause and effect. Sin is cutting ourselves off from 825 01:08:27.920 --> 01:08:35.880 that intimate communion bridegroom, sexual experience, or the YadA. Right when we 826 01:08:35.960 --> 01:08:42.960 dwell in our lower emotions, when we got it all figured out, we 827 01:08:43.119 --> 01:08:48.199 know everything, right, we got it all figured out. Whatever we dwell 828 01:08:48.239 --> 01:08:53.840 in. Sin it's also been called Jason called him the moon god Nana. 829 01:08:53.960 --> 01:08:59.279 But that moon god had two names, Sin and Nana. That's where the 830 01:08:59.279 --> 01:09:08.720 word sin is self comes from other than like calculus, sin blocks the energy. 831 01:09:10.079 --> 01:09:18.359 So if we separate spirituality from religion, if we separate humanity from the 832 01:09:18.479 --> 01:09:25.720 unnatural right, if we separate all these things we can have, we could 833 01:09:25.840 --> 01:09:33.119 have paradise. But remember the scides. Remember Saturn seth the thing that constantly 834 01:09:33.680 --> 01:09:39.880 rules us, because once we it's only when we focus on our human lives 835 01:09:40.319 --> 01:09:44.560 right, our bodies and our lower natures, that we even worry about time, 836 01:09:45.239 --> 01:09:48.760 and we become full of fear, and then all of these realms of 837 01:09:48.840 --> 01:09:54.119 Saturn tend to rule us and take over because we do have a human body, 838 01:09:54.159 --> 01:09:57.920 but it's temporary, so temporary. Like I said the other day, 839 01:09:58.079 --> 01:10:01.439 one hundred years ago, there are eight billion people on the earth. One 840 01:10:01.520 --> 01:10:08.399 hundred years ago, none of them were alive, none of them. None 841 01:10:08.439 --> 01:10:11.920 of them were here, and you won't be here either. So all this 842 01:10:11.920 --> 01:10:15.760 stuff is just a little ride that comes in and goes. But the constant 843 01:10:15.800 --> 01:10:19.199 thing is this bridegroom. This is what we need to do while we have 844 01:10:19.319 --> 01:10:27.199 the body, while we're here. The more that we come into communion. 845 01:10:29.640 --> 01:10:32.199 And remember I started this show with the act of cannibalism,

and I saw 846 01:10:32.239 --> 01:10:36.359 people jump out right. It's because they already had everything figured out. They 847 01:10:36.359 --> 01:10:40.560 criticized the cuisine till it was served, until it was served, and they 848 01:10:40.640 --> 01:10:44.640 left, and they're in their conscious mind. They're not here to talk with 849 01:10:44.680 --> 01:10:53.439 each other like we are to. You know, once we separate this from 850 01:10:53.479 --> 01:11:00.840 religion, though, will be more like what Christ yeaheshawe whenever you want to 851 01:11:00.840 --> 01:11:03.800 call him Emmanuel. He had many names, right, the Greek version Jesus 852 01:11:03.840 --> 01:11:11.039 Christ, which pretty much means the fire or the anointing oil. He said, 853 01:11:11.079 --> 01:11:14.960 I don't want to see one rock standing on another. I'm gonna tear 854 01:11:15.000 --> 01:11:20.520 it all down. I came to cast fire upon the earth. Her Amasda 855 01:11:20.600 --> 01:11:27.199 sent his magi, the sun god or the god of fire, out to 856 01:11:27.279 --> 01:11:31.479 find this baby. He sent his magi and they gave this baby gifts. 857 01:11:32.239 --> 01:11:35.239 And this baby called himself, I'm in or I am than I am, 858 01:11:36.840 --> 01:11:43.199 And he said, I came to cast fire upon the earth, which is 859 01:11:43.239 --> 01:11:49.600 a deeper story and an allegory for the fire inside you. So as we 860 01:11:49.680 --> 01:11:56.199 grow up instead of feeling guilty about this stuff, you know, it's like, 861 01:11:56.279 --> 01:11:58.640 yeah, I know God gave you that plumbing when I was a kid, 862 01:11:58.640 --> 01:12:00.359 but don't touch it. Don't touch, don't don't don't touch it, 863 01:12:02.239 --> 01:12:06.640 somebody. Things would change if we explained this fire. I'm not talking. 864 01:12:06.760 --> 01:12:12.479 The schools need to stay the hell out of it period. Granted, you 865 01:12:12.479 --> 01:12:15.439 know, I know some parents or whatever, but we should teach. We 866 01:12:15.439 --> 01:12:19.840 should be teaching our children. What is this? What is this burning inside 867 01:12:19.840 --> 01:12:24.520 of me? What is this? Mom? Dad? What is this feeling 868 01:12:24.560 --> 01:12:29.279 inside me? What is all this stuff? Your kids? Nobody else's kid, 869 01:12:29.800 --> 01:12:34.279 your kid, and explain to them the beauty of this spiritual thing. 870 01:12:35.039 --> 01:12:40.439 Explain to them how nature works and how it takes care of it. How 871 01:12:41.560 --> 01:12:49.199 you know, it's just like any other responsibility in our life. It's one 872 01:12:49.239 --> 01:12:51.680 of the first things I taught my son. I know it is kind of 873 01:12:51.720 --> 01:12:58.079 deep, but it's my kid, all right. How important this stuff is 874 01:12:58.119 --> 01:13:00.199 to you and others too. And they may not know it. They may 875 01:13:00.239 --> 01:13:04.560 have been taught guilt and shame and all this other stuff. But this

connection 876 01:13:04.640 --> 01:13:08.800 that you have with another person's going to mean a lot, especially the first 877 01:13:08.840 --> 01:13:13.840 few times. You know that's divine. You're gonna feel things you never felt. 878 01:13:13.920 --> 01:13:19.680 It's pretty much you experience in God the best way you can as a 879 01:13:19.720 --> 01:13:25.880 human on this earth. Until you open up these higher centers, right, 880 01:13:25.960 --> 01:13:31.680 which there are different levels to this stuff. Whoa you know, like that's 881 01:13:31.720 --> 01:13:34.039 a big deal. Yeah, that's a big deal. And then they got 882 01:13:34.079 --> 01:13:39.920 all kinds of questions. They're going to ask you all kinds of questions once 883 01:13:39.960 --> 01:13:44.039 you like it. I'm amazed at like what it takes. My son's twenty 884 01:13:44.119 --> 01:13:46.399 now. But when you have a kid, you start to see the world 885 01:13:46.399 --> 01:13:49.079 in a whole different way. People that don't have kids, they just don't 886 01:13:49.159 --> 01:13:51.560 understand what I'm talking about. But when you have a kid, you love 887 01:13:51.640 --> 01:13:59.319 something so much you would die ten times for them, right, you start 888 01:13:59.319 --> 01:14:01.680 to see the world in a different way. And all of the questions that 889 01:14:01.720 --> 01:14:06.239 they have and everything that they grow up with has everything to do with how 890 01:14:06.239 --> 01:14:10.279 they're going to feel about life, how they're going to feel about the world, 891 01:14:10.319 --> 01:14:13.439 how they're going to feel about themselves, are they going to feel about 892 01:14:13.479 --> 01:14:16.239 death, how they're going to feel about spirituality. So it's this balance of 893 01:14:16.319 --> 01:14:21.319 letting them come into themselves, but also being there for them to guide them 894 01:14:21.319 --> 01:14:26.600 in the right way. You know, we as adults have to put away 895 01:14:26.680 --> 01:14:30.159 childish things. And I'm telling you that the literal meaning and the stuff that 896 01:14:30.199 --> 01:14:34.359 we've done with religion and the killings and everything that's going on in Middle East. 897 01:14:34.399 --> 01:14:38.760 And it's twenty twenty four and we're still just being a study of the 898 01:14:38.840 --> 01:14:42.399 letter. Even though these texts are telling us not to be, and we 899 01:14:42.479 --> 01:14:45.479 know there's codes and all this stuff in there, we're still killing each other 900 01:14:45.560 --> 01:14:57.159 over this stuff. And there's different levels to this understanding of cosmic sex, 901 01:14:57.279 --> 01:15:01.920 right love and the bridegroom. There's different li. There's the male and female 902 01:15:01.920 --> 01:15:05.760 part that's inside of you because you were creating God's image. There's a divine 903 01:15:05.840 --> 01:15:11.800 union that happens inside yourself that even the psychologists like Carl Jung and all these 904 01:15:11.840 --> 01:15:14.840 other people started figuring out when they dug real deep. They're like, well, 905 01:15:14.840 --> 01:15:17.000 you know, this is the Oedipus theory. And then Freud was like, 906 01:15:17.039 --> 01:15:20.359 this is the Oedipis theory, and you know, and then Carl Jung 907 01:15:20.399 --> 01:15:23.520 comes along said no, no, no, no, this is the anima 908 01:15:23.520 --> 01:15:31.119 and the animas right. But no matter how you logically look at this, 909 01:15:31.800 --> 01:15:38.439 you're not fully gonna understand it to the deepest way that you can as a 910 01:15:38.520 --> 01:15:45.119 human until you become of a virgin consciousness, take all the intellect down. 911 01:15:45.279 --> 01:15:48.279 It's good to have intellect as we get into that later, that masculine side 912 01:15:48.319 --> 01:15:53.000 of the brain. It's good to have it, it's really good to have 913 01:15:53.079 --> 01:15:59.640 it. Actually, But if you already have it, you already have it. 914 01:15:59.720 --> 01:16:03.039 So once you take all that out, you could do this naturally. 915 01:16:03.279 --> 01:16:06.159 You can have a psychedelic experience. Naturally, you can have an out of 916 01:16:06.199 --> 01:16:13.600 body experience naturally. I still see magicians talking about the actual realm as if 917 01:16:13.640 --> 01:16:17.880 they travel it constantly. They're still negating the obe experiences I've had, or 918 01:16:17.880 --> 01:16:21.600 the fact that I've affected the physical realm and others have too. They don't 919 01:16:21.680 --> 01:16:27.720 think it's real. They think it's just consciousness playing with itself when we don't 920 01:16:27.720 --> 01:16:33.319 even understand No one understands. Nobody understands consciousness or love, these two big 921 01:16:33.359 --> 01:16:46.520 mysteries to the fullest extent, not even the deepest philosophers. Genevieve says, 922 01:16:46.560 --> 01:16:49.720 we have a cockatoo who is telepathic. She reacts to the energy in the 923 01:16:49.800 --> 01:16:56.000 room. Yeah, you know too that when people are This is what I 924 01:16:56.079 --> 01:17:00.159 was talking about before, and this is just part one of this stuff that 925 01:17:00.199 --> 01:17:08.640 I wanted to talk about. You know. But once the mother and the 926 01:17:08.680 --> 01:17:12.039 father, if you on't look at it psychologically, have returned inside of us, 927 01:17:12.119 --> 01:17:15.319 inside of us. Right, it's all over, but the crime it's 928 01:17:15.359 --> 01:17:25.119 over. So even if you're super a super feminine woman and the masculine scares 929 01:17:25.199 --> 01:17:28.560 you, you still have to let this energy. You still have to take 930 01:17:28.640 --> 01:17:32.439 part in this energy in yourself. You you can't. And this is why 931 01:17:32.439 --> 01:17:38.520 they have princesses on the tarot okay, because the energy is so feminine and 932 01:17:38.880 --> 01:17:43.960

on the female side. You can't, like I expect everything to be just 933 01:17:44.159 --> 01:17:46.680 this, this palace be built for you. You have to have You have 934 01:17:46.720 --> 01:17:54.279 to tap into that masculine energy and take part in your life and act right 935 01:17:54.359 --> 01:17:57.439 and just like men, you know, no matter how masculine we are, 936 01:17:57.880 --> 01:18:00.800 no matter how alpha we are and how bad we are, it's our natural 937 01:18:00.840 --> 01:18:03.720 way. We enjoy it. I enjoy it. I love shooting guns and 938 01:18:04.279 --> 01:18:10.600 you know, doing donuts and cars, watching the UFC, wrestling whatever, 939 01:18:11.680 --> 01:18:17.760 hunting, not deer hunting as much. But you know, this is the 940 01:18:17.960 --> 01:18:25.479 base of us understanding like these sexual these sexual forces inside of us. And 941 01:18:25.600 --> 01:18:30.039 when this thing starts rising in this as we get older, this burning fire, 942 01:18:30.119 --> 01:18:34.079 which is another secret to alchemy. There's also the fire also represents the 943 01:18:34.119 --> 01:18:39.479 burning of the energy and the stomach too, but it's also a deeper mystery 944 01:18:39.479 --> 01:18:43.319 and the sexual forces in alchemy, this burning fire that's in us when it's 945 01:18:43.359 --> 01:18:47.960 harnessed properly, which we're all guilty of not harnessing it properly. But when 946 01:18:48.000 --> 01:18:54.399 it is uh, you see all kinds of great things coming to and manifest 947 01:18:54.479 --> 01:19:00.560 into your life. You become pregnant with this energy if you've harnessed, and 948 01:19:00.640 --> 01:19:04.560 great things will manifest into your life. This is kind of what magic teaches 949 01:19:04.600 --> 01:19:06.560 you to. It takes the four elements. You know, you got the 950 01:19:06.640 --> 01:19:11.680 masculine, you've got air and fire, and the feminine. You've got water 951 01:19:11.800 --> 01:19:15.359 and earth, and you're kind of balancing these things out, bringing these forces 952 01:19:15.359 --> 01:19:18.880 together, and stuff just starts happening in your life that you're not used to 953 01:19:18.920 --> 01:19:23.119 happening, things that you need to deal with, but other manifestations that you 954 01:19:23.159 --> 01:19:26.880 never thought you would have, and all these things. Even in our lower 955 01:19:26.960 --> 01:19:31.079 natures, it produces wonderful things, just like the act of sex produces something 956 01:19:31.119 --> 01:19:34.079 great and it feels so good and you have an orgasm. Right, It's 957 01:19:34.800 --> 01:19:40.119 all that energy is all there. It's even all there in our lower natures. 958 01:19:41.520 --> 01:19:45.199 When people get past this understanding and they start to become an adept, 959 01:19:45.279 --> 01:19:48.439 which I'm not an adept by any means of the words, but studying it, 960 01:19:48.479 --> 01:19:51.800 there's higher aspects to each of these elements too, that they begin to 961 01:19:51.960 --> 01:20:01.439 understand that, they start working with the astral forces of this nature, and 962 01:20:01.479 --> 01:20:10.359 then in a long story, they're opening up this energy. Now it you 963 01:20:10.439 --> 01:20:13.520 have to imagine, we get spurts of this stuff. We're lucky in our 964 01:20:13.600 --> 01:20:19.159 lives if we have mystical experiences. I'm not talking about synchronicities or manifesting something. 965 01:20:19.159 --> 01:20:25.199 I'm talking about magical mystical experiences. You ever met someone that's had like, 966 01:20:25.520 --> 01:20:28.520 oh, they've had this experiences. So we've seen bigfoots and fairies and 967 01:20:28.520 --> 01:20:31.079 they've been out of body a million times and talk to aliens. It's just 968 01:20:31.159 --> 01:20:40.079 like most people that are spiritual and nature they have one or two like really 969 01:20:40.920 --> 01:20:47.479 big mystical or magical experiences in their life. And this is just their lower 970 01:20:47.560 --> 01:20:55.560 nature just peaking at this energy, you know, and you could become addicted 971 01:20:55.600 --> 01:21:00.560 to it. I know I did when I had that obe experience. But 972 01:21:00.640 --> 01:21:04.159 becoming addicted to anything, it'll take it away. Even talking about these experiences. 973 01:21:04.239 --> 01:21:12.439 Not being silent takes this energy away because it's intimate. That word YadA, 974 01:21:12.760 --> 01:21:15.079 right, Even me talking about this stuff in a sense is taking away 975 01:21:15.119 --> 01:21:20.920 the intimacy that I have with the higher being of myself and that being connected 976 01:21:20.920 --> 01:21:26.840 to the universe, God, Jesus, Hiri, Krishna, Brahma, whatever 977 01:21:26.880 --> 01:21:38.279 you want to call it. Just like the first time we come into union 978 01:21:39.359 --> 01:21:46.279 with another person that we love, if we allow other things to get involved 979 01:21:46.279 --> 01:21:51.600 with it, instead of taking care of that bridegroom energy between those and that 980 01:21:51.720 --> 01:21:58.600 relationship, right, that force, that energy that's there, Instead of becoming 981 01:21:58.680 --> 01:22:01.760 one unit and taking care of it, we let other things in and it 982 01:22:01.800 --> 01:22:13.760 goes. So we have to experience a spiritual life, right, because we're 983 01:22:13.960 --> 01:22:16.800 as soon as we start worrying about chronos or Satan or Saturn or time or 984 01:22:16.800 --> 01:22:25.600 whatever on this short existence, we have to have an intimate connection with ourselves 985 01:22:25.640 --> 01:22:34.079 and our higher selves and in a sense we have to have communion or sex 986 01:22:34.119 --> 01:22:43.079 with it. Right, And once we understand ourselves, then we can really 987 01:22:43.640 --> 01:22:48.600 make things happen in this world, magically, mystically, whatever. Once we 988 01:22:48.640 -->

01:22:53.239 are able to do this within ourselves, we can find the right partner and 989 01:22:53.319 --> 01:22:56.840 come into union with them, and then it's like a twofold nature. It's 990 01:22:56.840 --> 01:23:02.880 like doubling down. Imagine one little mini god on the earth who's in this 991 01:23:03.000 --> 01:23:06.640 trapped in this body and doesn't really know who he is, and another one 992 01:23:08.359 --> 01:23:11.720 millions of them, they only live eighty two hundred years and they're just trapping 993 01:23:11.800 --> 01:23:15.640 these little bitty bodies, you know, kind of forgot, don't know who 994 01:23:15.680 --> 01:23:18.319 we are, this kind of thing. But they start to remember and they 995 01:23:18.399 --> 01:23:25.520 wake up and these forces work inside of them. This process begins to happen. 996 01:23:29.479 --> 01:23:31.079 And as long as they don't get in their head too much, as 997 01:23:31.119 --> 01:23:35.279 long as they meditate daily, pray daily, whatever, make a ritual out 998 01:23:35.279 --> 01:23:40.720 of it daily where you have this intimate connection, get close to God. 999 01:23:41.720 --> 01:23:45.319 Once you start doing this, you'll realize that God or the universe or whatever 1000 01:23:45.359 --> 01:23:48.279 it is, is begging you for this. It's like please, you know, 1001 01:23:48.560 --> 01:23:57.159 get close to me. This is how we really start to connect to 1002 01:23:57.279 --> 01:24:00.239 each other. So it's pretty powerful than one. And then two come together. 1003 01:24:00.920 --> 01:24:10.640 And then these two energies come together, that's what this is, and 1004 01:24:10.800 --> 01:24:15.760 we fall in love and we have this experience we experience on the earth. 1005 01:24:15.520 --> 01:24:21.399 Momentarily heaven, divine nirvana, this god like experience, and we search all 1006 01:24:21.439 --> 01:24:27.800 of our lives longing for this experience. We have this burning desire in us 1007 01:24:28.119 --> 01:24:31.479 which can really fuck our lines up if we let that take control, if 1008 01:24:31.479 --> 01:24:39.600 we don't know what it is right, but we have this longing to be 1009 01:24:39.640 --> 01:24:45.880 one with God. I don't know how it works for women because I'm not 1010 01:24:45.920 --> 01:24:53.640 a woman, but I would think it's gradual because of the opposite nature of 1011 01:24:53.720 --> 01:24:57.239 things. But for me, if I come in contact with a soul mate 1012 01:24:57.399 --> 01:25:00.760 or something like that, it's very rare in my life. And when I 1013 01:25:00.840 --> 01:25:04.399 do, I know it almost instantly. That could be a masculine thing. 1014 01:25:04.720 --> 01:25:09.399 I'm not talking about. I looked at this girl and she had these curves. 1015 01:25:09.560 --> 01:25:13.039 Man, she was attractive. And I'm not talking about the conscious or 1016 01:25:13.119 --> 01:25:15.880 the lower aspect of it, which it was designed for a reason. It's 1017 01:25:15.880 --> 01:25:19.640 a beautiful thing too, all of nature is. But I'm talking about something 1018 01:25:19.680 --> 01:25:27.239 deeper. So as you keep coming into communion with this energy, it'll unlock 1019 01:25:27.359 --> 01:25:30.640 other things for you. But the second you get in your mind and you 1020 01:25:30.680 --> 01:25:34.039 get in your lower nature and you start telling yourself that you know something or 1021 01:25:34.079 --> 01:25:39.159 you figured something out or whatever, just to me. It's just like it 1022 01:25:39.199 --> 01:25:43.640 makes you start all over again. So what happens when we go through karma? 1023 01:25:44.600 --> 01:25:48.399 We keep going to these cycles underneath the moon, that thing that cuts 1024 01:25:48.479 --> 01:25:53.680 us off right, that eclipse, that thing that cuts us off down here 1025 01:25:53.680 --> 01:25:57.720 on the earth, that keeps us trapped in our outer or exterior consciousness. 1026 01:25:57.760 --> 01:26:01.479 We keep going through the same cycle cycle until we decide I want to do 1027 01:26:01.520 --> 01:26:06.279 something different, and then we'll do something different, and we'll go on a 1028 01:26:06.279 --> 01:26:11.000 different timeline, and then we'll hit another cycle and go through that same cycle 1029 01:26:11.039 --> 01:26:15.439 again. And it's daunting, it's tiresome, it's almost painful. It almost 1030 01:26:15.439 --> 01:26:20.760 feels like hell. But how often do we do that balancing act? We're 1031 01:26:20.760 --> 01:26:25.680 made in God's image? How often are we balancing these two natures inside ourselves 1032 01:26:25.680 --> 01:26:30.640 when we're making this decisions or inside these cycles? How often are we working 1033 01:26:30.640 --> 01:26:36.279 out of a higher vibration? I guess you could say that, which means 1034 01:26:36.319 --> 01:26:42.159 there's an acting and a surrendering that happens. This is why I freak out 1035 01:26:42.159 --> 01:26:45.359 when people go, oh, divine timing. It's probably because I'm a dude, 1036 01:26:45.359 --> 01:26:48.039 but people say divine timing in the universe and all this other stuff. 1037 01:26:49.600 --> 01:26:55.439 They're cutting off the half of themselves. You're a co creative being. You 1038 01:26:56.439 --> 01:27:05.479 are a mini little bridegroom, so you have to surrender and act. This 1039 01:27:05.520 --> 01:27:09.439 is what the magicians figured out. They figured out, Oh well, if 1040 01:27:09.439 --> 01:27:14.880 I do sigils, if I charge this stuff and then learn the process of 1041 01:27:14.960 --> 01:27:24.359 detachment, things happen interesting and it goes deeper and deeper and deeper, just 1042 01:27:24.399 --> 01:27:29.199 like we'll go deeper and deeper into the subject as we go along. And 1043 01:27:29.319 --> 01:27:31.359 you know, I only talked about like a few verses in the Bible tonight 1044 01:27:32.159 --> 01:27:36.800 because I don't want to flood everything with like

mystic Christianity. Because I love 1045 01:27:36.880 --> 01:27:41.960 talking about the science side of this too, the out of body experience. 1046 01:27:45.359 --> 01:27:51.000 Let me go to the chat. I haven't even I fell into a burning 1047 01:27:51.119 --> 01:27:54.119 ring of fire. I felt, Oh, yeah, that's that's what that 1048 01:27:54.239 --> 01:27:59.880 song's talking about. Oh, Johnny Cash was tapping too his masculine Yeah, 1049 01:28:00.159 --> 01:28:05.439 I see daydreaming too. Yeah. I noticed that you got those Tato cards. 1050 01:28:06.039 --> 01:28:10.239 Excited to get the Tonto cards to zone out and see what comes out 1051 01:28:10.279 --> 01:28:14.039 of my mind. Yeah, there's a I'm hoping I think you've got like 1052 01:28:14.359 --> 01:28:15.399 if that's who, if you are who I think you are. You've got 1053 01:28:15.439 --> 01:28:21.479 like six of those decks, right. So the magicians used the Tata cards 1054 01:28:21.520 --> 01:28:26.439 to what they What they did was they taught themselves how to scry and the 1055 01:28:26.479 --> 01:28:30.439 spear of vision through the Tonto cards. And if you get flashing or cards 1056 01:28:30.479 --> 01:28:34.319 with flashing colors, it was a method that they used so that they could 1057 01:28:34.359 --> 01:28:39.359 gaze into the shape. And these shapes represented, you know, all of 1058 01:28:39.399 --> 01:28:44.560 the different five elements of nature from the east right, so you have like 1059 01:28:44.640 --> 01:28:48.720 per thivy. I can't think of them all right now off the top of 1060 01:28:48.760 --> 01:28:51.920 my head, but it's basically earth, air, fire, water, and 1061 01:28:53.000 --> 01:28:56.880 spirit or ether or a kash is what they call it. But you would 1062 01:28:56.880 --> 01:29:01.399 stare at these shapes, and I had a deck for a long time, 1063 01:29:03.239 --> 01:29:06.520 and if the colors flashed, if you just like when you stare at anything 1064 01:29:06.560 --> 01:29:13.720 long enough, the flashing color around the outside, it'll start to really flash. 1065 01:29:13.760 --> 01:29:16.880 You'll see it around the edges when you stare at it. And then 1066 01:29:16.880 --> 01:29:20.520 you would either remove it and focus on a piece of white paper, or 1067 01:29:20.560 --> 01:29:24.840 you'd shut your eyes. And if you put it on white paper or a 1068 01:29:24.880 --> 01:29:28.920 white background, or if you shut your eyes, the opposite color of that 1069 01:29:29.000 --> 01:29:32.039 shape would pop up right there where your third eye is, and then they 1070 01:29:32.079 --> 01:29:38.319 would after they it's kind of like a trifled method because it does zone you 1071 01:29:38.399 --> 01:29:42.479 out and teaches you to focus, but also that you're focused on this shape 1072 01:29:42.560 --> 01:29:47.079 right here, and then they would move their consciousness through the shape, depending 1073 01:29:47.119 --> 01:29:53.560 on what element it was and all this and whatever they experienced, it would 1074 01:29:53.560 --> 01:29:58.399 write it down, so they would open themselves up, take no thought, 1075 01:29:58.960 --> 01:30:01.920 move into the shape apes. This is how you explore consciousness. You take 1076 01:30:02.000 --> 01:30:05.039 no thought. And they would move into these shapes, and when things would 1077 01:30:05.119 --> 01:30:12.000 happen, the things that they allowed without their thoughts interfering, they would write 1078 01:30:12.039 --> 01:30:15.960 them down. And then there were methods which we'll get into once enough. 1079 01:30:15.000 --> 01:30:19.000 I want at least five or six people to get the cards first, and 1080 01:30:19.039 --> 01:30:24.359 then I'll start releasing some audios about them. There's ways to test them because 1081 01:30:24.399 --> 01:30:28.279 you'll run into things like entities or beings or things that you just see and 1082 01:30:28.319 --> 01:30:30.479 you don't know if it's of a good nature or bad nature or whatever, 1083 01:30:30.479 --> 01:30:35.119 and there's ways to test it. So just like when you actual travel or 1084 01:30:35.159 --> 01:30:40.039 you go out of body, you're not well. When you go out of 1085 01:30:40.079 --> 01:30:46.159 body, you're not unconscious, you're not asleep. You're more than lucid. 1086 01:30:46.439 --> 01:30:51.119 You're actually in a different energetic form. But if you run into a being 1087 01:30:51.239 --> 01:30:54.840 or an entity, how do you test it? How do you know it's 1088 01:30:54.960 --> 01:30:58.479 nature? First and foremost? You don't want to be afraid of it and 1089 01:30:58.560 --> 01:31:01.439 run and do all this other stuff because it causes chaos. In fact them 1090 01:31:02.000 --> 01:31:04.760 if you read them in road books, the more fear that he gave into 1091 01:31:05.720 --> 01:31:10.840 the worse at guy. But you also don't know how to test these things. 1092 01:31:10.920 --> 01:31:13.760 But the magicians had ways of testing them. Anyways, it's not the 1093 01:31:13.760 --> 01:31:17.880 subject. But yeah, it takes a while to get the cards, unfortunately, 1094 01:31:18.279 --> 01:31:23.359 because they're really high quality and I got them for super cheap, but 1095 01:31:23.479 --> 01:31:29.520 the manufacturer will only rush them if you doubly pay, and I'm not making 1096 01:31:29.600 --> 01:31:32.279 anybody do that. I'm not doing that. So it takes quite a few 1097 01:31:32.319 --> 01:31:43.960 weeks to get them. Let's see what else deja vous? In the teen 1098 01:31:44.079 --> 01:31:46.600 years, Dale says, I was out of control. Yeah, but think 1099 01:31:46.640 --> 01:31:50.680 about if you had parents that actually had more than one little speech with you 1100 01:31:50.840 --> 01:31:56.079 about this energy that was inside you, and they taught that. Imagine if 1101 01:31:56.079 --> 01:31:58.399 you had a parent that taught it to you in a spiritual sense like, 1102 01:31:58.439 --> 01:32:00.319 man,

this is going to feel crazy. You're going to be attracted to 1103 01:32:00.399 --> 01:32:04.800 this thing and that thing, And this is why this stuff happens. It's 1104 01:32:04.920 --> 01:32:09.720 natural and it's okay. It's a wonderful thing, but you have to be 1105 01:32:09.760 --> 01:32:13.640 responsible with it. But if you also could learn to tap into this energy, 1106 01:32:13.680 --> 01:32:16.760 it could change your freaking life. You can have anything you want, 1107 01:32:16.920 --> 01:32:23.760 son, daughter, you know not, don't touch that, don't watch that. 1108 01:32:24.359 --> 01:32:29.279 Bad bad, bad nature has it. Look if you're gonna most of 1109 01:32:29.319 --> 01:32:33.560 the people that are shamed growing up about this stuff end up having crazy perversions 1110 01:32:33.560 --> 01:32:40.279 and things and stuff that you know, that's a whole of the subject, 1111 01:32:40.840 --> 01:32:45.760 but tend to go unnatural because they're not taught natural things about sex, whether 1112 01:32:45.800 --> 01:32:50.720 they're hetero or homosexual, they're not taught like how beautiful all these energies are. 1113 01:32:50.800 --> 01:32:57.159 They're not taught the natural things about these energies inside them. And if 1114 01:32:57.159 --> 01:33:01.159 you hadn't noticed, Nature also put out diseases for those things, and not 1115 01:33:01.279 --> 01:33:10.840 just especially for humans for a reason. What are your thoughts on semen or 1116 01:33:10.840 --> 01:33:15.159 attention. That's a very good question. I was going to get into that 1117 01:33:15.199 --> 01:33:19.520 in another show Dale, but as the damn phone lines open, or you 1118 01:33:19.560 --> 01:33:23.800 guys just chatting it up. Yeah, you're chatting it up. So my 1119 01:33:23.920 --> 01:33:29.439 thoughts on that that the reason why semen retention is done is because it does 1120 01:33:30.359 --> 01:33:35.680 teach. It does get a person to feel this energy, to be able 1121 01:33:35.720 --> 01:33:40.800 to tap into it, to have I mean, it's a it's a method 1122 01:33:41.279 --> 01:33:47.479 for sure to tap into this energy even more, but it isn't totally natural. 1123 01:33:47.520 --> 01:33:51.279 I don't totally agree with it. No matter how great of an author. 1124 01:33:51.319 --> 01:33:55.800 I think teachers like Semi l M v Or and all these other teachers 1125 01:33:55.800 --> 01:33:58.640 were great teachers. They opened up the door to a lot of the mysteries. 1126 01:33:59.479 --> 01:34:05.880 But I think it's something that we all should experience celibacy or semen retention 1127 01:34:06.039 --> 01:34:11.560 or things like that so we can experience the full force of these energies. 1128 01:34:12.039 --> 01:34:17.680 Now, imagine for a second if you understood because you obviously if you've done 1129 01:34:17.680 --> 01:34:21.920 it, you already understand how much this energy builds up inside you if you've 1130 01:34:21.920 --> 01:34:27.920 practiced it before. But what if you were able to open up the other 1131 01:34:28.600 --> 01:34:33.399 energy inside you at the same time, basically like have spiritual and physical sex 1132 01:34:33.439 --> 01:34:39.479 with yourself, not in this sense, but on the inside. So you 1133 01:34:39.520 --> 01:34:43.800 take the retention or that part of yourself, and then you go into the 1134 01:34:43.800 --> 01:34:48.520 closet and you open up this other part of yourself, which most especially masculine 1135 01:34:48.600 --> 01:34:53.520 dudes, are like super masculine dudes are afraid of I am because it feels 1136 01:34:53.520 --> 01:34:59.279 weird. It's too vulnerable. It's like vulnerable, like for me, it's 1137 01:34:59.279 --> 01:35:03.000 hard for me. I'm I consider my I'm no master at this. Okay, 1138 01:35:03.039 --> 01:35:06.960 I consider myself like a pretty vulnerable person for the most part. But 1139 01:35:08.560 --> 01:35:13.720 if it gets too intimate and too vulnerable, especially like in certain senses of 1140 01:35:13.800 --> 01:35:17.319 the word, I've never been loved in that sense. I've never learned to 1141 01:35:17.359 --> 01:35:23.880 love myself in that sense. So you see, as a man, you're 1142 01:35:23.920 --> 01:35:29.199 really only tapping into one the bigger, the bigger energy of yourself when it 1143 01:35:29.199 --> 01:35:34.439 comes to this, I would say now I think, But also everybody's different. 1144 01:35:34.760 --> 01:35:39.279 You know, you could be a masculine man that has a lot of 1145 01:35:39.359 --> 01:35:45.039 feminine energy in you and then practice semen retention and you may have all kinds 1146 01:35:45.079 --> 01:35:50.760 of magical experiences. Man. You know, it's an interesting subject. I 1147 01:35:50.760 --> 01:35:55.239 won't say that I disagree or I don't. I don't get polar about it, 1148 01:35:55.479 --> 01:35:59.199 but I don't think like as far as the Gnostics are teaching like it's 1149 01:35:59.279 --> 01:36:04.159 evil, you know, to basically have an orgasm. I know it's graphic, 1150 01:36:04.199 --> 01:36:06.840 but to basically have an orgasm and spill or whatever. I don't think 1151 01:36:06.880 --> 01:36:11.199 it's evil. It is kind of a waste, like the book says, 1152 01:36:11.239 --> 01:36:15.560 though you know, naturally it's a waste if you're not doing it for good 1153 01:36:15.600 --> 01:36:20.079 reasons. But then again, this goes back to my first point in nature, 1154 01:36:20.600 --> 01:36:25.520 because sami al and Yore believes the only reason why that we should do 1155 01:36:25.600 --> 01:36:31.159 that is for procreation. That's it. The rest is, you know, 1156 01:36:31.239 --> 01:36:38.359 you should just do It's kind of like a little guilt thing. But this 1157 01:36:38.399 --> 01:36:42.880 goes back to the beginning what I was saying. It's kind of a touchy 1158 01:36:42.920 --> 01:36:46.640 subject, I know, but nature and God does. The Creator does everything 1159 01:36:46.680 -->

01:36:53.640 for a reason everything. So again, it made animals and all kinds of 1160 01:36:53.640 --> 01:36:59.520 different things in nature have seasonal sex where they're only interested in sex, especially 1161 01:36:59.600 --> 01:37:04.039 the female or whatever during certain parts of the season. Humans, we're made 1162 01:37:04.119 --> 01:37:11.880 in God's image. We can have this pleasurable experience anytime we want. And 1163 01:37:11.960 --> 01:37:15.760 no, I don't think I used to think this that the forbidden fruit was 1164 01:37:15.840 --> 01:37:19.000 sex and all this other stuff, and it was hidden. I don't think 1165 01:37:19.039 --> 01:37:24.199 that anymore. I don't think that's what it is at all. Actually, 1166 01:37:24.239 --> 01:37:30.600 we'll get into the trees and this like cosmic sex thing later. I'm exhausted 1167 01:37:30.720 --> 01:37:35.439 from roof in them. I hope that kind of answers your questions. Like, 1168 01:37:35.680 --> 01:37:39.359 I think it's a good practice to experience certain things, but I don't 1169 01:37:39.359 --> 01:37:49.720 think you should worry about it morally. You know, there's a Christian song 1170 01:37:50.239 --> 01:37:55.520 which I love that calls Jesus Emmanuel. Yeah, It's been called many things. 1171 01:37:57.079 --> 01:38:06.880 Yeah, yeah, were you guys talking about birds? Huh? Language 1172 01:38:06.920 --> 01:38:10.439 is not my first language. What what do you gotta talk the about? 1173 01:38:15.560 --> 01:38:18.479 I wonder if there is, so Dale's asking, I wonder if there's another 1174 01:38:18.560 --> 01:38:24.159 language that is universal thought or through I guess throughout the cosmos. Besides math, 1175 01:38:24.840 --> 01:38:30.000 Well, there has to be whatever that whatever that is that represents math 1176 01:38:30.039 --> 01:38:33.800 and sacred geometry. We've named that, we've called it number in geometry. 1177 01:38:34.199 --> 01:38:40.159 Humans made it that matter of fact, the first time we I would say, 1178 01:38:40.199 --> 01:38:44.359 the first time we wrote anything down or pointed our finger and said this 1179 01:38:44.560 --> 01:38:48.560 means that we kind of took away from whatever it was. We had to 1180 01:38:48.600 --> 01:38:54.640 define it first. So I think there might be. I think there might 1181 01:38:54.680 --> 01:38:59.359 be like a like a language of the stars, so to speak. That'd 1182 01:38:59.359 --> 01:39:13.560 be cool. Sex is math. Yeah, sex is everything. Everything in 1183 01:39:13.600 --> 01:39:15.560 the universe is sex. I hate just I don't need. I don't hate 1184 01:39:15.560 --> 01:39:19.800 to say. It's a beautiful thing, but it is not not like in 1185 01:39:19.840 --> 01:39:25.079 the It's funny too because it's in a higher sense of the word. It's 1186 01:39:25.079 --> 01:39:29.119 funny too because I was thinking about when I was looking up the word for 1187 01:39:29.279 --> 01:39:34.560 YadA, which means intimate knowledge or to

know intimately or in some cases and 1188 01:39:34.640 --> 01:39:42.039 Hebrew YadA also means you know, sexual intercourse. So when I looked up 1189 01:39:42.119 --> 01:39:45.840 that verse, like where Jesus says, depart from me, I never knew 1190 01:39:45.880 --> 01:39:48.000 you. You know, you guys did all these things in the Kingdom of 1191 01:39:48.079 --> 01:39:54.359 Heaven. But or they said that we prophesized in your name, we healed 1192 01:39:54.359 --> 01:39:56.560 people in your name, We did all this stuff, and we cast out 1193 01:39:56.600 --> 01:39:59.479 demons in your name. He said, depart from me. I never knew 1194 01:39:59.560 --> 01:40:02.760 you. I was like, hmm, because back when I was reading this 1195 01:40:02.800 --> 01:40:08.000 stuff, I was looking into the idea of salvation. Not really, I 1196 01:40:08.000 --> 01:40:13.800 didn't understand this cosmic bridegroom or the sexual forces things. Yet I was simply 1197 01:40:13.880 --> 01:40:19.000 studying salvation. So I had that translation book that showed that that showed what 1198 01:40:19.840 --> 01:40:24.279 this verse was in Hebrew, and in Hebrew it was YadA. And then 1199 01:40:24.279 --> 01:40:29.000 I looked YadA up and YadA meant to intimately commune with, or to intimately 1200 01:40:29.079 --> 01:40:40.000 know, or also to have sexual intercourse with. Just think about that. 1201 01:40:40.079 --> 01:40:42.359 I mean, you can skip all these verses and all this stuff. I 1202 01:40:42.399 --> 01:40:45.800 said, even though as we get into it and start looking at more mystical 1203 01:40:45.920 --> 01:40:49.239 verses and looking like later, I don't know if I'll do it tomorrow, 1204 01:40:49.279 --> 01:40:51.680 but I'm probably going to do one or two of these a week till I 1205 01:40:51.680 --> 01:41:00.600 get done, but I probably won But just think about that. Everything happens 1206 01:41:00.600 --> 01:41:03.960 in nature for a reason. You can just think about like this concept, 1207 01:41:04.359 --> 01:41:11.439 just meditate on it. Why why and why are humans the only ones that 1208 01:41:11.520 --> 01:41:19.239 experience pleasure at will in the act of sex in nature. It's going to 1209 01:41:19.319 --> 01:41:24.840 cause you to think about all kinds of like guilty things or maybe even bad 1210 01:41:24.920 --> 01:41:28.000 things or whatever. But I want you to try to move past that part 1211 01:41:28.039 --> 01:41:35.680 of you and why did the creator make it that way? It's really kind 1212 01:41:35.680 --> 01:41:44.640 of fascinating when you think about it. All Right, we've got to get 1213 01:41:44.680 --> 01:41:49.039 out of here. It's time to go. I really appreciate you guys that 1214 01:41:49.079 --> 01:41:54.479 have donated in the YouTube and that have donated to the station. Always around 1215 01:41:54.520 --> 01:41:57.279 the end, in the beginning of the month, it gets really freaking tough. 1216 01:41:58.479 --> 01:42:03.119 So thank you guys so much. What are we gonna go out? 1217 01:42:03.159 --> 01:42:08.920 Snakes and birds? Let's listen to that. We'll be back tomorrow night. 1218 01:42:08.960 --> 01:42:12.520 Guys, love you so we dreams. A drop of blood says listen. 1219 01:42:13.319 --> 01:42:18.840 Paradise is never far aways and simple as new thinkers and thinks thinks we are